sitting around feeling horrible horrible :((

@akira3ksucks @weejk 

(pwnd:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if you should live or die
rot my brain everytime
you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you
would you say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

(wujek:)

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as you lay by my side

(pwnd again:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

wujek & pwnd - so there's this girl

instrumental by me, ft. @deadcouple

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

lyrics:
[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

kisses on the cheek
baby ur so sweet
my knees are feeling weak
i forgot to eat
think it's been a week
and theres blood on my sheets
in what fucking world
would someone like me?

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

[deadcouple:]
yeah i love ur smile its adorable
im afraid to mess up this time i dont want that
sit in my room wasting away feeling horrible
yeah i hate this shit i always feel like trash

cut and crash
why are you sad?
dont feel bad
i did this all for you

why are you sad?
dont be mad
wipe ur tears
i did this all for you

[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

denpa girl ft. deadcouple

https://open.spotify.com/track/3LynbBwefcenhOnGRQJ2Nb?si=b988c7e414e54395

my phone is where she lives
i rlly like her and i think that she knows this
i know that she wont give a shit
i have no hope ya
im a pessimist 
plz save me before the razor hits my wrist 

when ur sleeping all i think about is us
wish we could be together we would have like sm fun  
a although u show me signs 
i treat them as tricks playing on my mind
         
she wishes for an affectionate man
thankfully thats all i am 
while i make her smile
988 is on the dial
if u wont pick me
im not worth ur while
im not the best at anything 
so why would i compete 
if i blow my head off
will i be complete?
i wanna be ur someone 
this summer
our gloomy lives
will see the light

i dont wanna be pessimistic anymore Prod odihu

prod me 

odihu
she lives inside my head
idk what she said
i wasts staring at her pretty face and down to her legs
i tell her about the scary things and shit i regret
pretty face turnin red
i want her in my bed
i hope she knows how much i love her
i pray that she doesnt find another
shes the girl inside my dreams
i know one day shell come crawling to me

blehh
the way she talks to me 
has my heart skipping beats
i need to find a way to make her fall in love with me 
she's the one for me
yeah i'll love this girl forever
don't know what she thinks
but we should be together
girl girl girl girl i love you
i wanna get to know everything about you
you're the girl inside my dreams
i know one day you'll come crawling to me

lovecupid
can you crawl in my head
and tell me all the pretty stuff you have said
can you open me up and pour your love into me
and tell me pretty things i would always need
i keep on having dreams about you
i just wanna know do you love me too
i just keep on thinking about you
why the fuck did you need to leave me too?
i hate you

the girl of my dreams (ft. if birds were real & lovecupid)

didn't pitch this 1 / ft @deadcouple prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/6T2wkGV98v0KXctqXdckM7?si=690dba1d0d074ea2

ran into a wall
ive been stuck ever since
i know goodness comes from fortune
but my luck is a bitch
i waste my days
till my vision goes away
and even in my dreams
i can never change my fate

don't know what to do
i don't have a clue
stuck inside my room
and i'm feeling really blue
my eyes are blurring out
i really wanna shout
my head is getting dizzy
and i can't stand my ground

commit suicide
think abt it everynight
don't have any reason live
if ur not by my side
dont even wanna try
i'll sit in my room and cry
yeah my life is such a bitch
of course u picked that other guy
im not fine
i wanna fucking die
dont ask why
commiting suicide
u know why
cuz u picked that other guy
hes gonna die
hes gonna die

life's a bitch

life's a bitch (ft. deadcouple)

sad wet cat lesbian girl dies goodnight

https://open.spotify.com/track/2uEHvLrgrgPB9COgCyAS6Y?si=7552c61a55094cd9

it's the same
everytime
they all die and i'm alive
feel ashamed
break and cry
she's a goddess in disguise
what am i?
but despair
can i run right through your hair?
one last time
while ur here
right before this timeline tears

girl despaired 未修理

girl despaired 未修理 (ft. hatsune miku)

w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

femcels demo

@bloodsekai

treat me like the rest do 
i dont even get to 
say that i like you
my message goes right thru
i see ur online too 
why cant i attract u 
why cant i attract u
why cant i attract u

im stuck in a loop 
can someone please shoot
or say that they love me

when will my life shift
how long it will b like this 

treat me like the rest do
i dont even get to
say that i like you
before u make me feel all alone
all alone

in a loop Prod bloodsekai

Confetti (lost files)

t.me/lonelyplug

Прокатись со мной по городу ночью
Я хочу узнать тебя поближе 
И я думаю ты тоже хочешь
Чтобы наши танцы были ниже 
Я сегодня такой сонный
Спокойная музыка на фоне
Твоя любовь - это волны
Я не могу уснуть, да я ей переполнен 

Я привык выбирать лучшее
Разъеби все чувства и убей меня прям тут же
Я знаю, что мне нужно, я знаю, что мне нужно 
Все девять жизней без тебя - я знаю, что нам лучше так
Говори, что я мудак 
Я и сам знаю - это так
Это просто идет как факт
Твое тело играет в такт со мной

Бриллианты прямо на твои уши
Ты все равно меня не слушаешь, что ж
Загляни мне прямо в душу
Ниче там не найдешь, малышка, просто слушай 
Время летит быстро - превращаю в числа
До сих пор на чистом, хотя мог бы убиться 
Чем-нибудь где-нибудь без тебя
Одни демоны в голове - это яд
Я и сам знаю без напоминаний 
Чего я достоин - оставим между нами
Это нормально
Это нормально

Не спал вторую ночь и я сейчас как будто зомби
Я снова один в комнате - не знаю, что поможет 
Я думаю о том же, ты думаешь о том же
Но теперь моё прошлое осталось лишь на коже 

Я привык выбирать лучшее
Разъеби все чувства и убей меня прям тут же
Я знаю, что мне нужно, я знаю, что мне нужно 
Все девять жизней без тебя - я знаю, что нам лучше так
Говори, что я мудак 
Я и сам знаю - это так
Это просто идет как факт
Твое тело играет в такт со мной

Выбирать лучшее (prod. Nova Chance)

kiss, marry, kill.

[alt: @umustbemistaken]

denpa girl ft. deadcouple

bloodsekai

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