she was not a crush 
more than i would know 
loved to make her blush
soon to come, time to judge

thicker than blood 
bitter like love
tell me how we got here 
thicker than blood 
bitter like love
time travel back to last year

take me away from here 
i want out 
i want out now 
erase these thoughts 
erase these memories
what did i do to deserve this 

thicker than blood 
bitter like love
tell me how we got here 
thicker than blood 
bitter like love
time travel back to last year

i wanted to be needed 
i needed to be wanted 
how could just leave me 
i thought you could feel me 
how could you just leave me 
i thought you could feel me

suffocate every thought of you

SUFFOCATING EVERY THOUGHT OF YOU

HOT BOY   {PROD OG.ABI & ZODIAC}

Where Do We Go From Here?

"and suddenly, we were strangers again"
available now everywhere 

GXTHTRVP RECORDS 2024

so long (prod. TXCKA)

Iniquity ft. Nihilistic Necrocist (Prod. lil Sweeden x Yung Ripper)

A Ton (p.YUNGMEXICANBIH) #freestyle #suicideawareness

Recorded 2025

LYRICS

Verse 1
Your old sweatshirt’s hangin’ on the chair by the door,
Coffee’s gone cold, but I still pour one more.
The rain on the roof keeps time with my pain,
Every drop’s a memory I can’t contain.

Pre-Chorus
You said love’s a fire that burns too fast,
Now I’m sifting through the ashes of our past.

Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unbreak a heart that’s already stolen.
Tried to find the truth somewhere down that track,
But some roads fade to black —
No, we can’t turn back.

Verse 2
I’ve been drivin’ all night with the radio low,
Your voice in my head won’t let me go.
The highway hums like a lonesome tune,
And every mile just leads me back to you.

Pre-Chorus
If I could stop time, I’d make it right,
But the sun’s already risin’ on another night.

Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unbreak a heart that’s already stolen.
Tried to find the truth somewhere down that track,
But some roads fade to black —
No, we can’t turn back.

Bridge

Maybe love’s just lightning in a jar,
Burns too bright, don’t last that far.
If I could reach across that line in the sand,
I’d pull you close and make you understand.

Guitar Solo

Final Chorus
We can’t turn back once the wheels start rollin’,
Can’t unwrite the words we left unspoken.
Tried to find forever, but we lost the map,
Now there’s no lookin’ back —
No, we can’t turn back.

Outro
Some hearts break and never track,
No, we can’t turn back…
Can’t turn back.

Can't Turn Back

TORTURE (demo) Lyrics:


Love’s got a dangerous effect

Torture

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Your love’s got a dangerous effect

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Your love’s got a dangerous effect 

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I knew I was obsessed with you cause

Last time she saw me

I looked the away from her 

All she wants do to is use me up

For some fun 

Cause I know she hates to feel all alone 

Cold at night 

I see you looking at me

The way you move your body got me going crazy

So do as you please 

Violate me

That crimson gaze hypnotized me

Your love’s got a dangerous effect

Torture 

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Your love’s got a dangerous effect 

Torture

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Bittersweet walks by like a memory 

Isolation feels like my therapy 

My heart beats cold but I can care for you

Make it seem like you want me too

Girl I know you wanna go around with me too

So let me ask you

To care for me to

Your love’s got a dangerous effect

Torture 

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Your love’s got a dangerous effect 

Torture

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Fantom Kiss - Torture (Demo)

Syringe  Realization

(Snow Interlude, R SOUL, KidMaji, Kid$lit)
* debut XTCY song *

SUFFOCATING EVERY THOUGHT OF YOU

BLOOODY