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[Counter]
now I don't
have a use for you
don't know
what I'm tryna do 
going crazy thinking about the worst of you
hearing all the lies you spread it cant be true
now you
got your hands around my neck
I'm trying
to feel something again
but its hard
to feel what we could've been
could've gave you the world
but you shut yourself in

you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in
you shut yourself in

now I've been trying to feel alive again
but its been so hard trying to pretend
gotta find another way to feel again
I really don't wanna deal with it

[spooz]
And I don't wanna deal with it
Anymore and I don’t need anything
I don’t need your sympathy
Your love your empathy and everything
 
So tell me ye thoughts
I don’t know anymore
I can’t read your emotions
I’m blacked out on the floor
Losing consciousness
I’m over my own skin
And I hate everything
And you’re my enemy 

So
I shut myself in
I shut myself in
I curse the fucking world
Cuz I hate everything

You shut yourself in
You shut yourself in
So get it over with
The perfect ending

You look back
At the past
All the sins you can’t forget
Your demons all laugh
Nails in black
And the walls are painted red

All the sins you can’t forget (can't forgive)
All the walls are painted red

Shut In w/ spooz (jd rome)

a song i made at the end of 2020. i didn't very much like it as i was struggling with enjoying music at the time with a lot of personal stuff going on at the time. looking back now i enjoy what i tried to do and it was very much the basis of the ideas i have currently. will be back in full force next year!

[LYRICS]:+
I hate my face, 
i hate my soul, 
i hate the skin im in,
Tangled up like wires,
In my pocket,
intestines,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,

Flowers of evil,
Everyone is silhouettes,
I sell dope to a dopefiend or a bitch who pregnant,
used to feel so fake and hollow holly pocket,
plastic,
Pack me,
Pull me till i fucking snap,
Poke and prod and pass,
I don’t got no god damn time to act like im all right,
Liquor in my liver,
My room glow red late at night,
My life like A24 films in the end where we all die,
Holes inside my brain i hear the little worms cry,
You can’t do it like me, ay,
Drip from my head to my feet, ay,
That right there my liver, huh,
In offwhite like “LIVER”, yuh,
I vacay in hostels, wait,
Sell my parts,
My gospel, ay,
Iced out wrist,
Whole iced out hand like Hoss Delgado, yuh,
Ay,
I been so hesitant,
Constantly panicking,
Druggie for leverage,
Beam me up scotty,
Equipped with the shotty,
My friends more like shadows that haunt me,
If you gonna talk shit,
Talk shit,
Follow your gut,
Might’ve lost it,
So much drink,
Im toxic,
Talk to myself olly oxen,

I hate my face, 
i hate my soul, 
i hate the skin im in,
Tangled up like wires,
In my pocket,
intestines,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me,
Please don’t hit my line i see the darkest side of me.

GEHRMAN - SKIN IM IN「PROD. DEMXNTIA」

swag alert.
prod. st46y
https://soundcloud.com/st46y
mix n master. Zonex
https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

grey bunker halls [prod. st46y]

@55depths

shoutout to softbite for sampling my song<3
dthxrgt logo: @silentcxbin

tell me
what's the point of even trying anymore
when your hearts on the floor
and really
i don't really give a fuck anymore
left my heart on the floor
tell me why you're crying?
cause i caught you lying
you know i hate the silence
it only brings us violence

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

no trying now
i'm calling out
we're falling down 
and fading out

i don't wanna keep this up with you
it's getting old
and lately i've been feeling hurt again
you broke my soul

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

trying (softbite + deathright)

Valley [prod. Madsan]

video game go brrr


prod. Zonex https://www.youtube.com/c/ZonexBeats

Final Match [prod. Zonex]

w/ @bunnyboymusic
prod by @johnnyfriend & sorasfuneral
mixed by @silentcxbin & @bunnyboymusic
master by @silentcxbin

STREAM! ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭

honeydoyoulikethis? w/ bunnyboy (johnny friend + sorasfuneral)

Papa John's Anthem #fuckdominos

prod by wxrst
w/ @quizofspitshak
mixed & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
Oh hey hi 
How you doing 
Oh don’t mind that!

The weather always cold 
Ya know I cannot change 
The climate 

I stay in combat but 
I’m never fighting 

I want to go but 
It’s not the right timing

They want me dead 
Cuz the public target rising

Aim for head 
Pussy blow the led
Or bite it

Forever 
Ain’t forever 
Make believe 
Is timeless 
I know that your loveless 
It’s okay I’m heartless 

So you can 
Steal my heart a million 
Times I don’t want it 
Take me 
to the bounty hunter 
I know that I’m wanted 
I’m never honest 
But most days
Stay cautious
Cant take a breath 
Or a break 
There’s no stopping

Pins and needles 
In my back 
I can't feel a thing
Why the fuck
You talking like 
you know me 
You don’t know 
My name

stay back pussy 
yeah I come alarmed 
Get your shit dragged boy 
You ain’t come prepared 
I’m with my monsters 
In here so it’s dead or dare (x2)

{@quizofspitshak}
Yeah
No matter 
where my head will lie
I'll try 
my hardest to live this time 
I'd thought 
you'd know better than criticize 
All I ever wanted was a simple life 
And I'm still trying my hardest, 
I turned heartless, 
dead regardless, 
too many things that 
I want to get started,
paint the picture on my back 
and I'll be the target 

Chasing hope, 
I'm chasing love, 
I'm chasing lust 
chasing us, 
breaking us, 
making up, 
pretend to be sad 
you not shaken up, 
damn yeah you fake as fuck! 

If this a nightmare 
when am I waking up 
Working 9 to 5 jobs 
don't get paid enough 
Smoking all day no god 
imma pray for bud
Selling blood for money, 
needle in the vein and suck

{@silentcxbin}
stay back pussy
yeah I come alarmed
Get your shit dragged boy
You ain’t come prepared
I’m with my monsters
In here so it’s dead or dare (x2)

dead or dare. w/ quiz (wxrst)

thats just life w/ fernn [prod. saint mike]

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
I sell the Mix/Template I made this song with, hit me up if you're interested
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro/bridge]

I see it in your eyes
You need advice
You wonder why I don't care bout you

[Hook]

I locked myself in my room so I don't see you
You really don't have to be that rude
You don't make it easy for me girl
You never wanted me in the first place (no)

If I'm being honest yeah I'm pissed out (pissed out)
If this goes on ima cut my veins out
And you don't hagve to worry bout me
You're only makin it worse (makin it worse)

What's the purpose of life?
What's the purpose of lyin?
I need to controle myself, rather than
limiting my creativity

I wanna feel free
But I'm way too deep
Into that shit
lifes not fair,but I don't care

[Verse]

I try to share
My love with you
I guess my love
wasn't enough

I know sometimes I'm being rude to you
I know I'm killing the vibe
Is it on purpose?
no it's not (no it's not x6)

[Intro/bridge]


I see it in your eyes
You need advice
You wonder why I don't care bout you

[Hook]

I locked myself in my room so I don't see you
You really don't have to be that rude
You don't make it easy for me girl
You never wanted me in the first place (no)

If I'm being honest yeah I'm pissed out (pissed out)
If this goes on ima cut my veins out
And you don't hagve to worry bout me
You're only makin it worse (makin it worse)

What's the purpose of life?
What's the purpose of lyin?
I need to controle myself, rather than
limiting my creativity

I wanna feel free
But I'm way too deep
Into that shit
lifes not fair,but I don't care

Pissed Out

new song every week
@websitezero
history major and future teacher

grey bunker halls [prod. st46y]

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