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w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

about last nite...

lyrics

wait for me 
when th darkness comes
my heart still beats 
so u havent yet won

bae im looking out 
do u not hear me when i call
r things really that different 
i havent changed, not since last fall 

lock me in a cage, throw th key
sure you’d like that
coz every time i bring it up u all ways talk back
to me
baby 
this dont hav to be th last time 
can we take it back to last night
they dont fucking know about the words we’ve shared
so baby why the fuck u looking over there

uuuuhhhh fade in to the night
take another third at least ill tell u that i tried
but then the worst thing comes to mind
i knew that this would happen but i still let it fucking slide

no way its th worst thing that could do
no way, i held my peace and im not coming back to u
i gave it time so dont think id forget u 
i live my life like a ghost so should be thankful
that i got a use

last nite (flesh)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

theres a lot, come take a seat

lyrics

spreading untrue words like a disease
baby can’t u see, or u still living in a dream
please dont blame urself now
that’s on me
that’s on me
that’s on me

this is us now 
u can stay or leave
j know they tryna mess up all we’ve come to be
they don even know how far we’ve come in reach
but i cant tell u, i did my part to save us, u gotta think for urself

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave x2

prepare to jus move on
its alrite, im ok
maybe im too fucked rn 
to say everythings great

all night, offerings
triplin uh, and they forcin th sip
they wanna write my name on every cup
better urself or wanna have fun
who r u? i ask myself 
when depleting health
but then take my cup 
and then finish it up
ill try livin life

coz ion giv a fuck
like com take a seat
think too much 
so i barely sleep
ion talk a lot 
but i say too much when im feeling fucked
this what true friends would be tellin me

u right now needa look in th mirror 
this cant be th result of a destined disapearer

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave

destined disappearer (flesh)

Careful where im steppin, dont wanna get in the way

Careful Where I'm Steppin' (prod. IOF x King Theta)

This is a Hyperpop/Digicore inspired EP where each song is on a beat produced by homeboyjakob! Hope you enjoy!!

Rent Free (prod. homeboyjakob)

Shoutout sevenfeet for the amazing collab!!

Lyrics:

Devin's World:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Can't sleep I roll over and hold you
Act like I haven't told you
You're my safe space, with you I always feel at home
Give you a kiss and all a sudden all my dreams implode

It's too late I'm hooked on what you give
The tingling I feel inside my head still
Feel like you preyed on my, cause I was fucking vulnerable
Now I lie, cheat, and steal, I'm not so honorable

So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Sevenfeet:
And i'll still give you my heart you know i'm waiting for the day you come back in my arms
I promise I aint giving up, lets go back and restart
Missing part of myself when i withdraw from your touch

You left me alone just to prove that I need you
Calling your phone but you just let it ring through

I was lost, you told me lies, through hazel eyes
I felt alright, now its over just let it die

Devin's World & Sevenfeet background vocals:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

One Inhale feat. sevenfeet (prod. jewelryboy)

Lyrics : 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkened consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt 

I cannot form my words struggling with these terms 
Feeling all this hurt after all that has occurred 
I’m struggling so and it just gets worse 
Struggling so I don’t know if I’ll return 
I’m really so concerned after every twist and turn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
Learn how to deal with all this fucking hurt 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkened consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth 
I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt 
Face down in the dirt

All My Fault (prod. deadends)

fuk em [aria1k]

https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox

let me go
if you come back around
i wont hear you out
just to let you know
i will scream to your face
so you know your place

i cant wipe away all the grit on my teeth
walking around oh so anxiously
rolling my eyes every time that you speak
ur life's so miserable, its fucking bleak

let me go 
let me go
i will never think of you when i think of home
did your mother never teach you how to grow
clearly not, because you make me feel so fucking anxious

you never learn and now you will regret this
ur tryna play me like ur playing tetris
but you could never get all of the answers out me
probably cus we’d both just end up shouting
now im hiding
i cant stand the fighting
our emotions coming down like lighting
you would never believe a word  i said to you
guess u got trust issues
are you trying to blame me?


where was the effort (i promise that i tried)
no attempt to try and not be reckless
holding my breath in (you always fed me lies)
go on accuse me, it’s now amusing to see
knife in the heart, pull it out (and now i'm bleeding out)
im your medicine 
take a trip to your grave, im ahead of it
frown on my face, i dont wanna pretend again (my heart is sinking down)
there was no way of mending it


no more lying, i cannot stop crying
burning up, light the fire inside me
i could never believe a word that came from you
guess i got trust issue
i mean who can blame me 

playing with my heart
feel like this is checkmate 
we’re apart
but you said that you feel great 
it’s so hard hearing all about you
let me gocus it’s hard for me toocope
blood stains on my coat 
my breathings lost control
I don’t know where to go
a vicious cycle we’re in 
how did this all begin
wonder if it’s ending
soon cus I need mending

trust issues (ft. vails) [dash]

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

imperfection¿ p.producedbyluca

entertainit⁷ (element2¿) p.xoolice

you got it.

poison ([prod. bended])

arbeiderparty

Lyrics :

Everything is way too boring 
Shred it up then write  in a story 
Everything you say controls me 
 I’ll feel okay in the morning 
And tell me if this life shit boring 
Tell me if I’m being annoying 
Tell me I’m the only guy that you’re holding 
Girl I’ll love you way past 40 

I stare at the sky 
Then I count down the time 
I fade in the night 
Then awake to the lights 
Our feeling aligned 
Are you feeling alright?
When you say that I’m right 
Are you just being nice?

Everything I say controls me 
Tell me if this life shits boring 
I popped 2 pills in the morning 
Smoke fills up this quarry 

Tell me if I’m being annoying 
And everything is way too boring
And if I ever hurt you I’m sorry 
Girl I’ll love you way past 40 

Turn on the lights so I don’t fade to the dark 
Everything right when ur alone in my arms 
Play it simple, the strings from my heart  
Make it an art like im turning you on 

Saturday I’m gone 
I’ll call you when I’m home 
Late night I’m stoned 
Pack it up or get it rolled 

Life is boring 
It’s annoying 
It’s annoying

i’ll love you forever (prod.moneo)

thanks for listening

lyrics:

if you ask me how i’m feelin
not dominate flat tops anonymous
flip stock to polish it say what’s good not honest it’s
rockin non slip kicks been an advocate 
for making ends meet
but what’s supplementary can’t be the end i see
arms length and idk if i can feel you again 
can’t articulate the state of mind brought on by the end
a state brought on by my forgiveness age maturity delinquency
the steps ive tried to take to balance out the noise gain agency
at what cost
before it happens feel the loss
faces similar to mine felt it ten years before my time
it’s my turn to fall fade into obscurity
degenerated aspiration favored shelter and stability
no legacy
flippin pages higher frequencies
read poetry i couldn’t speak
on static maybe words now left behind reveal the answers that i seek
its a harsh truth what im living now is somethin cursed to repeat

silent screaming slamming steering wheels in isolated anger
no conviction in the presence of another everyone’s a stranger
after certain hours pass a thousand yards i seem to stare
not disillusioned know you care just can’t myself
not been one to ask for help
axing offers dissipated passion disillusioned lack of action
any actual reaction passed in place a mask will act
a passive calculated balanced act ill never have it back
that’s the compromise and sacrifice
exhausted and demoralized
disarmed and pacified
about time i closed my eyes 

and so i close my eyes [prod bailey daniel]

Star out now on all streaming platforms

prod.xoolice 
 
#zxkk #cxhset #xoolice

Star w/ Cxhset

white boy anthem of the summer
prod @flesh x cabber
LYRICS
Fuck a hoe until her back hurt, hit it from the rear
Polly want a cracker, whats up shawty im right here
Smokin green in the bay packing dont u fear
baby im no slacker, ive been grinding this for years
 
Make a lot music but im barely getting paid
Bitch im never slacking when theres money to be made
Life gave us lemons make a stand like lemonade
Polly want a cracker, wife beater with some braids

look up on my skin more white than the ghost busters
And if u hating me i hope you die a slow suffer
Skrting on the track just like plymouth duster
Polly want a cracker i dunno if i can trust her

I dont wanna be backstabbed leave my back scarred
Smoking on that george washington pack black tar
Where the fkn pipe i aint talkin where the rats are
I'm more whiter than the folks at nascar

Shawty whatchu want, new prada bag maybe some louis vuitton
I might be a cracker 9am mowing the lawn
Got my grandfathers gold rings i could never pawn

Drinking too much monster energies how i'm living
We all make mistakes hope some of mine can be forgiven
Ice tea sipping lipton
And Babe i wouldn't mess with a cracker on a mission

Fuck a hoe until her back hurt, hit it from the rear
Polly want a cracker, whats up shawty im right here
Smokin green in the bay packing dont u fear
baby im no slacker, ive been grinding this for years

Make a lot music but im barely getting paid
Bitch im never slacking when theres money to be made
Life gave us lemons make a stand like lemonade
Polly want a cracker, wife beater with some braids


polly want a cracker [prod. flesh x cabber]

350Heem X Spaceship Ft Redd Ruger

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polly want a cracker [prod. flesh x cabber]

Blospar