the writing on this one is immaculate. <3

shoutout @memoryfactory on the feature
AMV by biteki: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPqBtBqltMI
LYRIC!!!
On a quiet sunday evening, you stand on broken ground
I know you may be grieving, but there's nothing to be found
I dont know, why you come here
Waste my time, its  unclear
Things dont always make much sense
I cut our ties our dividends 

Back in time you were my friend
Actually you were more than that
You were the one i loved, and i adored you back
We were once together long ago
But things dont work out in this show
if things dont work out the first time, i doubt they work twice

[memory factory]
no worry, you found me
just hope i'm on the way
don't worry, things won't work out
this broken glass might hurt now
but not for long
tell me to please don't act like it's just a scene

broken ground ft. memory factory [prod. coka$ian]

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

the waiting game's begun 
so i can't talk a lot
she's got it figured out
while i'm left in the dark
there's no escaping me
i'm bound to my own fears
'cause this is who i am 
i've been like this for years

do you think that i'll change?
'cause i'm so scared i won't
i know it's up to me
but i can't be on my own
affliction takes ahold
and punctures through my face
i wanna hide my soul
but i can't erase mistakes

dysregulation in the dome 
disadvantaged and alone 
nobody ever checks on me
'cause they know i'm out of hope
why do i take up this space? 
i'm not worthy, i'm afraid
how can i make it more clear that
i'm never really okay?

right from the start, i was a mess 
there was no saving me 
i took it all straight to the heart 
now i've got jealousy
the greenest eyes you've ever seen
staring carefully
i'm sorry that i'm not that strong 
my heart forsakens thee

uncertainty has guaranteed my futility
i'm like a tree stuck in the dark 
suffering and steep 
and while i'm stuck behind a screen 
there's no agency
i've come to realize i'm not free 
there is no release

i came on too strong 
but how is that wrong?
i can't help it if i have a heart
that's full of love
fuck what they all say 
i'm borderline insane
i wouldn't get close to me
if i were you, i'd run away

i'm a liability
i burden those close to me 
don't you ever feel like you're the
only one who's lost at sea?
reading all your messages 
feel the sting inside my chest 
pace around my room until i
write off every word you said

even if i was found dead
i'd hope that you won't regret 
everything you never said
i don't want that in your head

at the end of the day 
i still care about you
regardless of our statuses
i know you'll find truth
the boundaries we put in place
will keep us en route 
we all change, but honestly 
we can't forget our roots

-----

anima

@dylaanlotus 

*lyrics*

riptenshi: 

why do i even try? 
when no one gives a fuck bout my life 
so why do i even try? 
(why do i try shit?
when everything always goes unnoticed)

my heart, my heart is broken 
they tore, they cut me open 
no ur not the same, the same person 
idk why u've changed, im still uncertain 
drowned in misery and hella bourbon 
u won't even look at me, i hope it's worth it 

im soulless
my body is so vacant 
hold me if u mean it 
hold me if u mean it 
slam the gas forward 
im reaching for my passport 
don't think that i'll make it 
don't know if i'll make it

dylan lotus: 

why the fuck you switchin sides?
aint no point in lovin, i been broken out my mind
i swear i got way too much bullshit in my life
i swear i dont think ill make it out alive
im just hoping youll be hangin by my side

why the fuck you doing this you always grip my spine
and now i dont think ill make it out alive
now im holding the blade of the knife
felt this way for my whole fuckin life





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if u mean it w/ dylan lotus [+prod. pekarot x lavendertxwn]

a song about rally racing i guess lol
prod by the one and only @yunnygoldz

lyricz!

Yeah, i just think i lost my mind
Nah, grip the wheel n dot my eyes
Yeah, ive got nothing left to hide
Nah, theres nothing deep to know inside
Im just pacing through this course offroad like a rally car
My mind is like an RS200, jump ahead too far
I need to make a new plan, off to group B
Well that was cancelled you see
Im just running through my life like its a rally race
Offroad, 90 long n then a right chicane 
Spotter looking out for me, but a spotter dont fix my brain
Broke my rear suspension, land that jump but i might feel the pain
Burning thru this rubber, even in the rain
hit that blind crest flying like a hurricane 

Downtime, im fixing up my shitbox that left in pieces
Snapped coils, bent frame, only myself that i have to blame
I went off course, with no remorse and id do all again
Im just pacing through this course offroad like a rally car
My mind is like an RS200, jump ahead too far

I need to make a new plan, off to group B
Well that was cancelled you see
Im just running through my life like its a rally race
Offroad, 90 long n then a right chicane 
Spotter looking out for me, but a spotter dont fix my brain
Broke my rear suspension, land that jump but i might feel the pain
Burning thru this rubber, even in the rain
hit that blind crest flying like a hurricane

Rallycar [prod. yunny goldz]

on all platforms <3

LYR1Cz

Ive been waiting for a long while now
But i still see sadness in faces when i walk around
Money dont always buy happiness, but it sure makes it easier
Yeah

Get up, start over
In need of luck
Grab a four leaf clover
That shit don't exist
Im mad til im throwing fists
And i'm outrageously pissed
Took a shot, and my shot missed
Get back up, dont give up
Keep on moving i know ur tough
Got a couple dollars, couple dollars enough

Keep that purple in my cup
Sippin lean it keeps me up
Smoke a lil bit got me wavy
Poutine on this track ima pour a lil gravy
What u really saying, i aint got a clue
Im just talking my shit really whatchu finna do
Oh nothing, ive been fine
Ima say what i say, my whole life

money = happiness? [prod. saint mike]

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

im currently in a history of the silk road class so heres a silly song about the silk road
song is on all platforms <3
Lyric~~~sssssss
Id travel for ur love like the silk road and away we go
Webbing us a home, when i arrive turn on the radio
Traded all my goods just make it i had faith you know
Travel through the desert, from kashgar to arabia

Bandana on my face, to block the sand dont wanna taste
Traded all my precious goods for coffee just to stay awake
And id do it all again for you
Made it through the desert by grenades and horseshoes

Barter like porter, almost lost my life on persia border
On my tail chased by bandits
Shoot my flintlock til that lead ball makes a landing
Pass through baghdad, take a second just to hang back
Sweat through all those tears, but for a second i wont take that
But soon i was quite hopeful
Through those foot holes i could see constantinople
The destination, silk road travellers love to see
But it wasnt for the trade nor the money for me
I jump towards the port, reuniting you and me

silk road love [prod. yunny goldz]

prod. aesttc
♡
#edm #hyperpop #digicore

let me be your home♡

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

prod. @pastencounters

LYRICSSS!!!!!
Cast me a spell, nothings ever gonna see that time again
Say oh well, time might change but that dont mean the end
Wishmaker, dream creator, close my eyes turn to vapor
Wishmaker, cold glacier, just do me one more favour
wishmaker, black blazer, taste that blood n flavour 
Wishmaker, cold faker, lie to my face theres no savour

I could make a wish in you, but boy i dont know if that would ever come true
Well maybe im just wishing it through, through these rough times in life we view
Wake up sunrise, midway noon
Sunset, dark skies, shining moon
Cycles, emotions, the tide pours the ocean
Wash me ashore cause ill be never more
Than a wishmaker stuck in a cold glacier
Frozen heart that never burn
Wishmaker, wish me away, one damn wish and id fly away
To a place that’ll never dry, humid days not a cloud in the sky
But god id die, to have one day in that silly little place with you

Wishmaker, dream creator, close my eyes turn to vapor
Wishmaker, cold glacier, just do me one more favour
wishmaker, black blazer, taste that blood n flavour 
Wishmaker, cold faker, lie to my face theres no savour

wishmaker [prod. past encounters]

epic swag song
ft. halfhearted @user-642636378 & @breckenford
prod. @cachedstatus

LYRICS!

I should probably meditate to keep my fucking thoughts clear
But i love everything we got here
lovely times we’ll cherish, sitting on a ferris-wheel
But im scared of heights, your right by my side
If everyone turned their backs i know youd be down for the ride
A downfall to deal, lets hope its not real
But if i take that fall, i got you to help me heal
Never a moment to lose
Never a moment to blink
But for you there's no deciding what to choose,
No need to think

For you there's no decision, endless repetition,
Circle round and back again end up in the same position
Your with me and your mine

Halfhearted:
So quit wasting all my time
Put a frown up on my face
And a knife in my spine
Guess its not hard to replace
And the weights on my back keep on pulling me down
I just break and i crack do you like what you found?
I got monsters in my bed i dont think their coming out
And a voice up in my head the devil said he’d be around
You just break me til i bend and you turn me around
Got me facing all my fears got me leaving this town

Brecken:
there’s a reason that I leave when it is dark out
i brush my teeth hope that nobody can smell loud when I’m going home and I return to my house
i hope they do not know 

i hope they do not know 
what I been doing outside
i been all alone
how could they know that I been high

crossed paths one too many times
Gun to my head but i don’t wanna die
you live life how you decide

cherish ft. halfhearted & brecken [prod. cached status]

life (completed year 3 of uni)
@websitezero

silk road love [prod. yunny goldz]

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