𝔇𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔰𝔦 𝓍  𝔏𝔦𝔩 𝔅𝔬𝔬𝔧 -𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒞𝑜𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝑀𝓎 𝒯𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒯𝑜 𝒴𝑜𝓊? prod. nxietymeds

Artwork by Dreamsi (Ink drawing) 🖤

Lyrics:

Dreamsi 💜 

What colour are my tears to you?
To me yours are a crystal blue 
Shining like the ocean in my dreams 
Reflecting off sunken memories

Drip dripping 
That’s my feelings 
Spill spilling 
From my gut 
That’s my fears tasting like blood

Who could sew me back together? 
Like a toy you loved to death then you tossed away
The day you moved out your mum’s house 
Your mind racing to your better life...
One without me 
I hope you’re getting everything you dreamed 

The sun beats down, my heart beats slow
I never wanna let you go 
But you cut me off like ice 
Shards slice through my fingers
As I try to hold on, to what we had
Now it’s gone

Lil Booj 💙

Stronger blood think it's keeping us together
Without the hurricane we’re even stronger weather 
I hope to sleep on it
Let it ruminate 
Know the date
It’s like it said in the Scripture
This is the only way 

I follow waters to the bridge, cracked ceiling
Tracing proofs till I find you on the other end 
You try to treat me like 
No matter what it’s still a sin
I’d rather not even be around
If you’re true again

Will the thorns scratch deep?
Couldn’t feel it while I’m put in death sleep
Taught by your eyes
It’s getting easier to see
Through this life I’ve found out 
Why I’m bound to bleed  

Dreamsi 💜

I never wanna let you go 

My tears are probably scarlet
Drip dripping 
Like my blood
Spill spilling 
From my gut 

I wish I knew how you would see me now 
Life draining from my body 
As I reminisce too heavily 

What colour are my tears to you?
To me yours are a crystal blue 
Shining like the ocean in my dreams 
Reflecting off sunken memories


© Dreamsi, Lil Booj and nxietymeds 2024-2025, all rights reserved.

What Colour Are My Tears To You? feat. Lil Booj (prod. nxietymeds)

if i die tonight ft. Faded Winds (prod. metlast x 6mane)

Vails x Swamp - You can Leave

Lyrics coming soon!! 

#metal #poppunk #rock #music #vails #swamp #hardcore

You can Leave (feat. Swamp)

.ease my fears.

prod @aprilstalisman
Do i love myself or am i thinking of the old me
I just wanna wrap around ur arms baby hold me
Im sorry that i rush into quick, every relationship that i ever get
I say im sorry too much  but i repeat those actions everytime and never let go
This herejust an echo, past to the present, im still wishing you the best tho

shouldnt get my hopes up living life on freeroam
Devil with a pretty face fallen angel evil
Roll me up a fat blunt, smokin on that diesel 
Overstimylated whats that realy mean tho

Am i doing too much, am i long overboard
I tend rush, didnt mean to ignore
What ur sayin, im tryna make this work not cause our love to start decaying


thinking of the old me [prod. aprilstalisman]

Written by: Lizzie Calisto,  @kiddamo
Produced by: Tiresss (IG: @tiressssss)
Mixed/Mastered by: @killzoltar

Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KT2vSSMrQRTUG4GjHeJg8?si=95b95307ea744da0

Watch my music video: https://youtu.be/tELz2vfQ9gg?si=nN3SMFjPfO6HezNF

//Lyrics//

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

Lights out at the house
I don't think anybody's home
Shadows following me home now
It seems the moon is not alone
I cry out
All I want is for you to take me home
But time stopped
So I'm stuck here on my own

How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

(How does it feel)
(How does it feel)

[KiddAmo]
How does it feel… feel
You don't wanna tell me how you feel
Feels like I'm trippin out, like is this even real
Even though you're mad at me, but time will heal
But I don't really wanna feel
So hurry up and crack the seal
And just tell me how it feels
You don't know what I think when I think 'bout you
Used to stick to myself, now I stick by you
Fk a sidekick, you know that this Glock's the only side I choose
(Only side I choose, only side I choose)

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
How does it feel

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

how does it feel (ft. kiddamo) (Prod. Tiresss)

prod @apriltalisman
lyrics
Dont call me back, if you need to go 
If you need your time baby take it slow
I spent all my life, just to know
I fall in love too quick before the seeds can sow

Empty roads, far from city lights
Baby how you feeling are you feeling alright
12 pack in the back we can tailgate tonight
Love is like some bait on the line, waiting for the bite

Red sand beaches nova scotia west shore
Life is like a game we all tryna hit the best score
Analyzing every move like that shit was a chessboard
confident in your passion say it with your chest more

Very few will make it, and surely its not me
Im not looking for more praise or little bits of sympathy
Life goes up and down intermittently
We learn from our mistakes i aint repeating history


waiting for the bite [prod. aprilstalisman]

prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

prod @yunnygoldz
B L O to the S P A & R 
Goofy on the beat but that dont stop a goat from spitting bars
Blospar bible speaking truth i dont ignore facts
How u finna speak like that ur girl look like a snorlax

Tryna hang with us, i slip the knot hop in the mosh pit
She go master on my balls, no time for that team rocket
Bitch im finna blast whole game up in my optics
more passion in the cut than emo bitches at hot topic

Monster energy, im up until the morning light
Brodie paying for the only fans dawg theres more to life
Blospar barring up way i pour the pint
Im the cracker of the century, come pick a fight

Revving up the lawn mower, rattle up the chainsaw
Free fucking lobotomy, buckshot blow ur brains off
Holy moley, golly gee, lord and saviour jesus christ
U could pray but even satan wouldn't save your sorry life

Run the game like a chief take a flight to kansas city
goth bitch pronouns cause im tryna she/them titties
Blospar confessions, I preach through this distortion
Hollow tips blessed, way they end ur higher portion

Caddy in the whip, got a coffin on the dashboard
Gold glasses, im the demon at the backdoor
This an srt, your shit is a rav4
Ima just doing my own thing watchu even mad for?

Tar spit, venom in my script, no repentance
tryna copy me, bitch im unique in every sentence
Hellspawn dialect, blospar vernacular 
pissed for no reason sounds like u gon need a catheter

Loyal to the music I was born from the static
Got a church full of witches and a throne in the attic
Honest to the core and all ur bars are tragic
You still couldn't hold a job if u was born bureaucratic

Bitch blospar bible and i'm gathering the magic


CRACKER OF THE CENTURY [prod. yunny goldz]

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Realtree shirt with a pair of truey jeans
Red as a tomato guess I forgot the Sun screen
Reel back my actions like fishing in the stream
Record a lot of music yeah I got big dreams
Fall back move forward
Life's up n down we all fight our own wars
The overarching hand tips the scale
Out of our control but we’ll still prevail

Life moves fast, hop on the freeway
Bumping in my srt listening to greenday
Im a basketcase, come N get a taste
And With how we life theres no time to waste

Hard Times harbour greater fears
Baby come close n stay right here
Halifax boardwalk on the pier 
Time will pass so shed those tears
We move fast but so does life
Consequences sacrifice
Only live once so dont think twice
we’ll find out what's wrong from right

Keep by my side you could be my piece of comfort
Likewise if ur confidence is ever under
If they dissing u ima clap back like the thunder
This the type life id dream of when i was younger

Slowly saving money not living pay to pay
School is almost over and im counting down the days
4 years down 2 more go, sounds like a lot but time aint slow
Soon today will be a long time ago


greater fears [prod. yunny goldz]

prod @s0ftskelet0ns
lyricz
Slowly pick apart everything i ever had
We said we were in love, in love i bet
Arrow to the heart in due time ill be glad
Baby im not perfect but im trying my best
We all make mistakes, but some of those are not forgiven
take those lessons i was taught clearly didn't listen
I fucked up and i admit it, growing pains from this position
Always the opposition, i’ll still try my best

Somedays might be lost cause, and i hope you know that
Im Planning for my future, and i might not get that door back
Dont take that step now, youll always be told that
You shouldve tried a little harder, shouldve made some dedication
Life is hard enough without these extra little situations.
So baby quit debating, im done with waiting
Lets kick the can start the operation
Take apart my heart and deconstruct


still try my best [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

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