thank you all
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6:48 solo
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10:28 solo

reflection (w/ floyd 4eternity heartshapedbed & recyclebin)

Produced by Me
Vox by Me
Mixed by Me

uu could of been my wife
uu couldv beenn my Wife
iWanna end my life
I Wanna endd my life n Itz not fair
iLook n ur not there, iLook n ur not there
i look 4 a reason 2 live n itz not there
i'd look 4 a Partner but iCant be bothered
cuzz ima die alone regardless, i might be retarded

sick 2 my stomach, itz all my fault
iWanna see you itz all i want
vomit n vomit, thats all my gutzz
vomit again till i cant get up.,
ideservethis
yea i alwayz deserve itt
girl u know that immm hurting:/
and you know im not wortthh itt..

chops.

take thy hand and put it on my arm.
lead me 2 beauty under the starzzz
bring me 2 my feet or else i will starve.
enveloped by moonlight, surrounded by dark.
i, hate, that, i remember ur heart
and, everyday now i look at the same scarz
i know that,
nobody else couldvv broken my heart, like you've broken my heart.

uu could of been my wife
uu couldv beenn my Wife
iWanna end my life
I Wanna endd my life n Itz not fair
iLook n ur not there, iLook n ur not there
i look 4 a reason 2 live n itz not there
i'd look 4 a Partner but iCant be bothered
cuzz ima die alone regardless, i might be retarded

[sick 2 my stomach, itz all my fault
iWanna see you itz all i want]
vomit n vomit, thats all my gutzz
vomit again till i cant get up.,
ideservethis
yea i alwayz deserve itt
girl u know that immm hurting:/
and you know im not wortthh itt..

i might be retarded...

prod: @xxkintsugi @1bleedinggrey
mix/master: @ihateesca


i'm nothing without you (sugi x 1bleedinggrey)

@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

said it

ft @inssekt
prod @dep4rted

@stellathepixie
dont remember who i was
violins singing, bringing bad bad luck to me
and think i loved you once
sky falling down, ima go down easily 

so much for havin fun
when i grow up, ima flex until im free
truth is i miss you a lot
ima get caught, cos ur bad bad company

stay alright
gonna bloom rest of my life 
and you dont try to be nice
gonna leave and i wont say goodbye
tonight...

i know that youre gonna tell me im
bad bad bad
afterlyfe
and none of this will burden me
bad bad bad
alive for life

@inssekt
i miss ur touch
i miss ur love
im a loser
i know that much
i jus dropped a pill it felt like ur hug

ur warm embrace 
keeps me out the shade
dont think that im movin on but this is feels great
its the calm before the storm eventually ill break

i break out
girl i thought that u were different
forever wanna live it
as long as u r with me...

bad company ft. inssekt (dep4rted)

my heart is with you
https://open.spotify.com/album/4PXYUFUBdmnUop8jN08voB?si=O0Lpgv28QBaeIM2Qxqtltw

take care

me and you w/ wolfyy & javier (prod. kilolit)

@xxkintsugi @tgwog

@joysick64
i dont feel sober when i wake up
tell me when its over gimme a hug
swore it off next day its the same stuff
i dont do real shit when im on drugs
i dont need therapists cause they suck
+ someday growing up will save us
ill get thru this shit cause im tough
i dont need help can stop when i want
starlight shine in my eyes
its 2 fucking bright
i feel like everybody sees right thru me
i cant tell if im still whole
i cant tell if its true though
tryin not to stare into the glow
fake life trapped in a snowglobe
question everything, am i on the truman show??

@xvon
ima keep to myself, yeah im 1 of 1
don’t feel the same so why would I run
ima be me yeah i’ve already won
im so feeling pretty, put a charm on my gun
chilling with joy like lets have some fun
look into the sky and bask in the sun
asking for a feat, I don’t owe you none
only gonna leave when it’s all said and done
gripping on this metal, wanna put it in my body
i dont wanna go if there’s snags at the party
wake up in the morning then im sipping on my coffee
hanging with the team, but u just wanna copy
i don’t really know whatchu want
the peroxide eats right through me
id rather see you rot
i don’t really think you know me

tell me when its over (prod. kintsugi + tgwog)

Hotshot (prod. okayjml)

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@joysick64
@sxckerfish
@l4l4luna
@xvon
@strkzbtx

tell me when its over (prod. kintsugi + tgwog)

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