i waited my whole life
i wasted all of my time
watching from the sidelines
i always wanted to make you feel better

so i shaved off my hair
wanted to get better
you said you wouldnt care
to speak to me again, ever

now i am alone
now i am alone
now i am alone
it's not so bad

now i am alone
now i am alone
now i am alone
its not so bad

heart eyez 4vr

i cant get over it

its not you its not the pills you’re forced to use
and i do care for you, its just i wish i knew
would itching on the skin and constant cold alone
be enough to make you want come undone?

cause i think you need some help, you’re just
a wilting flower that won’t ever bloom again
and though you carry my blood i don’t recognize you 
i wish i could be you, drag you down with me

hear your mother cry her voice cant hide the pain 
the house on fire paintings on your wall remain
hide behind the bed your friends are waiting there
they said “you are god you could do anything”

a wilting flower

I have no self love
Is it cause I feel like I'm not there
I'm taking another pill
What's the point of waking up
I guess it's cause you're still here
I'm gonna drink enough for both of us
I'm swimming around my head
I think that I'm giving up
This time for real

I want to stay awake for days
And watch my nightmares crawl to me
Thought I was better
Now I'm just clipping my wings

Turn off the lights
Let the chaos bring me in
Now my starry eyes won't shine
Cover those windows up
Cause I'm paranoid this time
Haven't we been over this before
No one's coming in, knocking at my door
Did you think it suddenly would change
I only have myself to hate

I want to stay awake for days
And watch my nightmares crawl to me
Thought I was better
Turns out I'm clipping my wings
I'm gonna overshare with you
Talk until my face turns blue
Thought I was better
Turns out I'm clipping my wings

Maybe I'm getting over it
But I still doubt it all the time
Haven't we been over this before
No one's coming in, knocking at my door
Did you think it suddenly would change
I only have myself to hate

I'm oversharing again
I'm oversharing again
I'm oversharing again
I'm oversharing

never ending

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