u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently 

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

not a rock song about hating you

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

oh.. oh im rotting
im skinless and boneless, im running so slowly
you said you could hold me, well why dont you hold me
oh bug, sleep more, dont wake, your a disgrace
i tend to cope, knife up to my throat
hope i bleed, im not trying to see myself
oh bug
i dont want to
i might have to for you
i cant help but forgive, everything you did
but it'll hurt me

bleeding 4 u

@aeter @iidropkickbabies

My girl my girl she's so abusive I think I'm a loser
My girl my girl, she's so abusive I think I'm a loser
I think I'm a loser

Come on wait I can't I can't It'll take like two Seconds
The boss will have my ass for this it's illegal

My girl
My girl
She jus so fuckin  abusive
My body is covered in bruises
You made me feel so stupid
My girl is so abusive i think i'm a fuckin loser
Baby bleed a bloody river
I wish i didnt fuckin miss her
She's jus is so abusive
My body is covered in bruises

Are you ever going to ask that girl out
My girl my girl she's so abusive i think i'm a loser
My girl my girl she's such a loser I think I'm a loser
So stupid
I know what you did last summer baby put me Six feet under baby bleed a bloody river i wish I didn't fucking miss her
Loser

skul n aeter mygirl  @fuckaeter @iidropkickbabies

you can hop in your car, im thirty hours away
so you could see me in a little more than over a day
i was 4 years old i had a smile on my face
i know what happened you did something and it caused me to change
i dont like it when they look at me in that kinda way
you can kiss me when you leave but know i want my space
hated hugging for the longest so i pushed you away
but itll never be your fault what really happened that day
these people they all alarm you
i know it feels like they all wanna harm you
but not everyones the same as she was
youre capable and you need love

thats life though you get sick and you die

prod me

why is she blocking the hallway?
guess i will never know
thought we could both go our own way
but it seems that you just
keep showing interest
stalking my pinterest
like all my photos after you said we were finished
whats wrong?
baby whats wrong?

why is she blocking the hallway

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qFvY9OVcRQiNTmlo9NASK?si=d232fd8a2e6e4486

prod me

the bus ride home
has never ever
felt so alone
i wanna go home
not where i am
just wherever you go
i dug me a hole
and now i cant get out
and its so cold
i feel so alone
and now the bus ride back
dont take me home

THERES THIS PRETTY GIRL
THATS RIDES THE BUS
ON MY WAY HOME
I GAVE HER THE WORLD
AND ALL SHE DID WAS BREAK MY BONES
IM TRIPPING
IM TRIPPING OVER YOU
I SAID IM TRIPPING
AND FALLING OVER YOU
IM FALLING OVER YOU

bus rides

https://open.spotify.com/track/4D8A0RMaUbvei9ZyZw9Bk6?si=72a7c9c10b254c58

prod me

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off

have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell
have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off (x2)

annoying

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

spotify

counting lies

sorry this song isn't that good i wason substances
https://open.spotify.com/track/53QPzruYbEJB124FSb5r9a?si=0913b21b94d446d5
I want a girl, that'll travel with me round the world
No friends, no plan, just a map with her name and it’s pearled
She doesn't even know me, but I write it like we met
Got a folder with her pictures, but she doesn't know it yet

I romanticize pain like it's all that I get
Yeah, she's been posting with him, but I'm somehow still obsessed

Scars on my back from the dreams that I chase
Slept on the floor with her tweet on my face
Told my therapist that I'm fine, but then I went and rotted for days

I'd starve if she told me she liked my waist

annoying

i wanna be mesmerizing to you