I’m sorry kid things changed throughout our life..

love the title this shit so sad love you mesmerizing

yall really dont understand what it means

i just keep finding more and more songs i havent listen to since they came out omg

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

i hope you're the last one i'll be needing
you took my heart and im still healing
i cant get up im slowly bleeding
it costs so much i hate this feeling
i spent countless nights alone
dont know where u are ur on ur own
i can never think when ur not home
drink until im dead let my sorrow live on

let my sorrow live on

no morning wood ever again w mesmerizing

prod me

swear the album is coming just give me a few more weeks <3

somebody save me
oh im trying trying trying
but this mess
do you hate me?
oh i love you love you love you
ill clear my head
im going crazy
these women
break me break me break me
in my own bed
i wanna clear up all this mess
talk to the thoughts inside my head

id rather talk to you instead
you're the only one who understand
im crazy
you're crazy
were crazy

apology to the kid that i was once was

AND SHE KNOWS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i hope that one day 
it'll come around for me again
bet she told u something
like how i never let anyone in 
or maybe i go unmentioned
like how i think  its been for the past 9 months
have we all forgotten
did i never really mean that much

this time its all about u
your tired eyes tell me something new

it's all about you

prod me

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off

have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell
have you ever thought
about anyone except yourself?
i wouldn't believe you
even if you showed me
id still say
you're from hell

you're so annoying
all you do is talk
yeah i told you its boring
but you keep on going on
if you're not the center of attention
you might aswell not talk
if someone gives you a mention
you always blow them off (x2)

annoying

https://open.spotify.com/track/4y4zrMZM2yVAXJp6IocFtC?si=4e7542e6ce464a5b

prod me

and i dont even really care
what you have to say
you ghost me everday
and everytime i talk to you
my face just turns blue
cause i forget the oxegyn

i dont care

this song is about cougars

prod @requiem-for-you
To see your face again
while you've been away
I need you more than a friend 
Something that will never end

say you really miss me
say you wanna kiss me
we can be forever
wearing all my sweaters
fuck that other dude doing shit he could never

I dont want your love baby
I just want your body
no one else can have you bae its me or nobody
only I can treat you right
tell them stay from around me
if somethings really bothering you 
you can tell me its alright

I know its a secret 
only I can keep it
I know you're pretty mental from that shit I can see it
sorry I cant promise you all you can do is believe it 
in the end all I wanna say is.

apology to the kid that i was once was

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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