beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

with @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod me and @decago

and i knew u were mine when i saw ur face 
like an angel fallen down  but u couldnt stay 
i need you more than any girl i met 
youre just perfect in every way i bet 

sitting down on the couch and im such a mess
everyday is a struggle girl im way to stressed 
when i met you it felt like i was blessed 
now i hate everyday i see u less

but i'll hate every day regardless
you couldnt cause more if you triedim honest
i'll stalk your accounts couldnt call if i wanted
i'll lay this down when you're gone and forgotten
you'll lie to me
and say that im the only one you'll keep 
but i'll believe anything when you're close to me
eye to eye i wish you were all i'd see

you're just perfect in every way, i bet

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

oh.. oh im rotting
im skinless and boneless, im running so slowly
you said you could hold me, well why dont you hold me
oh bug, sleep more, dont wake, your a disgrace
i tend to cope, knife up to my throat
hope i bleed, im not trying to see myself
oh bug
i dont want to
i might have to for you
i cant help but forgive, everything you did
but it'll hurt me

prod me

swear the album is coming just give me a few more weeks <3

somebody save me
oh im trying trying trying
but this mess
do you hate me?
oh i love you love you love you
ill clear my head
im going crazy
these women
break me break me break me
in my own bed
i wanna clear up all this mess
talk to the thoughts inside my head

id rather talk to you instead
you're the only one who understand
im crazy
you're crazy
were crazy

apology to the kid that i was once was

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
put me down but im moving full force
getting tranquilized not unless by horse
all the Frankenstein drugs theyll find in my corpse
she gon leave me, know that of course
you can find me at the same spot as before
picking up glass shards that I left on the floor
by the counter top, cause I slit my wrists when Im bored
i don't got shit that Im living for 

@2005memories
you let me down and ive never felt worse
you cant hear my screams ima ghost on earth
shes so sick of me treat me like a puppet when shes bored
tell her ill just slit my wrists i cant do this anymore
cus it ended in the fall with her crying in my arms
never wanted you to leave but youre tearing us apart
and im feeling like a skeleton a body with no heart
she just used me from the start, just end me

meet me at our spot w/ wifiskeleton prod jacko

id hold on hold on so tight
if u were mine all mine all mine
id make it right
its u and me girl
its u and me girl oh lord

even tho im stuck here so gone
i wouldnt trade u for nun
id break my heart again for u baby

ohh n ik its gonna hurt
but ima see u there
so its all ok

apology to the kid that i was once was

i wanna be mesmerizing to you