Latest and greatest depression in my pitiful plane of existence

https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

falling
over again
its not easy					
to fall in love

feeling so sick 
without your touch
and im missing 
the times that we 
spent alone		

you gave me
an ounce of attention
and i fell
so in love with you	
its hard to say 
what im thinking
and its hard to do
what i need to	
so please come home

you gave me an ounce of attention and i fell for you

cus ive seen caddyshack about a hundred times
talking like im captain kirk in the lunchline
and we dont talk to girls they always pick those guys
and four more years of this i dont know how i'll survive

i cant talk to girls

in my bed hit my head cus im all fucked up
cause shes upset wants me dead and she hates my guts
like whats the deal oh for real i really think u suck
sick of it such a bitch like what the fuck

wake up in the morning
california is just such a drag
cause shes so pretty and its so shitty that im such a spaz
im so done this song sucks and im out of luck
youre everywhere and its unfair like what the fuck

what the fuck (a lose truths production)

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be

oh well youll be fine

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

@menthol100s

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all
theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all

skeleton - lets sit and watch the world burn together **OG SPEED**

im just gonna start posting songs on this acc cause i wont ever finish these

i need to stop ghosting all my friends

thank you for listening i love you all, if youre feeling lonely send me a message on discord @ 'guitarbf'

lyrics:
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer and she's coming for me
for me, for me
i begged and plea'd alone

such a pretty girl
you were all my world
i knew you were better than anything i deserved
i could buy you anything, diamonds and all the pearls
but you lit a spark in my heart and it probably burnt

im a lost cause
drinking til im not
drinkin til i cant cause im passed out on your lawn
i know whats wrong girl but i cant make it right
knew it when i seen the way you tear up in your eyes

youre such a queen
we're just some stupid teens
you make me feel complete, and serene, and okay
this feeling goes away
but i pray this time it stays
ill buy you all the world
just dont run away

baby kill me softly
i wanna die in your arms tonight
i want you here in my lows and my highs
i even cry when i should be alright

i could buy you the world, girl

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
put me down but im moving full force
getting tranquilized not unless by horse
all the Frankenstein drugs theyll find in my corpse
she gon leave me, know that of course
you can find me at the same spot as before
picking up glass shards that I left on the floor
by the counter top, cause I slit my wrists when Im bored
i don't got shit that Im living for 

@2005memories
you let me down and ive never felt worse
you cant hear my screams ima ghost on earth
shes so sick of me treat me like a puppet when shes bored
tell her ill just slit my wrists i cant do this anymore
cus it ended in the fall with her crying in my arms
never wanted you to leave but youre tearing us apart
and im feeling like a skeleton a body with no heart
she just used me from the start, just end me

meet me at our spot w/ wifiskeleton prod jacko

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

prod me

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

i dont feel like anyone else
not even myself
i hate this feeling that comes by
every other week
i feel so damn week
is this whats its like to be you all the time

take your life
but let me take mine
i wanna persuade you
better than the thoughts inside your head

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

black hair with no friends

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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