https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

im just another side character #Skin

STREAM ON SPOTIFY INSTEDA BRO
https://open.spotify.com/track/5pgQpGoS0kSqQYYwGJWqVn?si=c7b5cca79f2c4bb7

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
im sorry to my mom and dad u raised a fucking failure
now i bloody up my wrist and i feel like a fucking hater
think its time to kms ill kms see all u l8r
its a joke i thought she liked me now i mf hate her
now im fucked up takin pills and ion think im gettin better
i hope u fucking kys i hope u jump into a river
blood carved in my wrist its a mf s
now im lookin at that shit wishing i was fucking dead
im so tired im so stupid ion think i wanna do this shit
i hate the way i look my nose is big i need a facelift
i dont know how to think or who i even wanna be with
i fucking miss my ex i love her ass up on some rs

(SPOTIFY) u did this 2 me :/

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qjulTD7f2vKVff7iWgRlK?si=fc3a8e0f122c42e3

prod me

swear the album is coming just give me a few more weeks <3

somebody save me
oh im trying trying trying
but this mess
do you hate me?
oh i love you love you love you
ill clear my head
im going crazy
these women
break me break me break me
in my own bed
i wanna clear up all this mess
talk to the thoughts inside my head

id rather talk to you instead
you're the only one who understand
im crazy
you're crazy
were crazy

apology to the kid that i was once was

im just gonna start posting songs on this acc cause i wont ever finish these

why is she blocking the hallway

it's 12 am, i'm still asleep
i'm zoning when i'm off the tree
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i'm real off of the lsd
i'm fighting just to keep the peace
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i try my best for you and you dont even bat an eye
i've done too much and now i'm stupid and my brains fried
you call me weird when i cry but you're the reason why
it's a full moon girl, you're my zombie bride

seriously HOW did I sleep in til 12

she didnt like me tho but its ight

if i could slow down time, would you look at me?
and if i changed my hair, would you even see?
cuz i would slow down time when you’re with me
just to look at your hair cuz it’s so unique
and you always change it, it’s so strange to me
i mean that in a good way specifically
i don’t believe in god, but, you’re heavenly
i see you, time slows down everytime I breathe
you’d share a passing glass while we speak
and maybe I could kno what u think of me
i'd help u w hw if youd let me

your dyed hair is cute

thx for listening luv u guys

0:00 -- hi psycho girl (prod casper)
1:19 -- just stay away mkay
2:20 -- take all of your pills itll be fun (prod casper)

thanks to @prodpishogue

new year, same old idiot

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qFvY9OVcRQiNTmlo9NASK?si=d232fd8a2e6e4486

prod me

the bus ride home
has never ever
felt so alone
i wanna go home
not where i am
just wherever you go
i dug me a hole
and now i cant get out
and its so cold
i feel so alone
and now the bus ride back
dont take me home

THERES THIS PRETTY GIRL
THATS RIDES THE BUS
ON MY WAY HOME
I GAVE HER THE WORLD
AND ALL SHE DID WAS BREAK MY BONES
IM TRIPPING
IM TRIPPING OVER YOU
I SAID IM TRIPPING
AND FALLING OVER YOU
IM FALLING OVER YOU

bus rides

https://open.spotify.com/track/4y4zrMZM2yVAXJp6IocFtC?si=4e7542e6ce464a5b

prod me

and i dont even really care
what you have to say
you ghost me everday
and everytime i talk to you
my face just turns blue
cause i forget the oxegyn

i dont care

i wanna be mesmerizing to you