dont cry
ur only made of plastic
ive tried
2 be more than a hasbeen
u walked
somewhere far from home
with ur own two feet
nd now yr all alone
you were the wind inbetween my stretch
oh id cry how i lost my breath
every second i have left
ill spend clawing at my chest

third take
rip my eardrums out
ive been tryin to sleep
but the voices are loud
every day i shall weep
till my eyes are a drought
every minute ive lived, is a moment in doubt, i swear

i didnt ask to be this way

beat & vocals done by me

mixed by @menthol100s aka the new dj bonecrusher

i wanna slit his throat
and laugh my way home
i wanted you to know this
wanted you to notice
that i drew a heart with mine and his blood
can u tell the difference in the two
mine is filled with more love

laughing my way home

u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently 

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

not a rock song about hating you

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

@menthol100s


ab to do shrooms again rn

u just keep scratching at your flesh knowing your body is sore
you say youre trying to forget, but thats what drugs are for
and by the time you get the lesson youre not there anymore
i knda liked hanging with u although it looked like im bored
i left my spirit in atlanta but i dont want it back
half of my conscious in the bathroom on the floor where i yacked
and half my heart is out in storage with the stuff that i packed
but all my mentals still in 2020 dyin and shit
you say you want me but ur always fucking hiding and shit
cant wrap my brain around why u always keep crying and shit
i fucking hate my life i swear i wanna die quick
but u keep stringing me along giving me reasons and shit

seizing naked on the floor at arbys off shrooms

adelaide throwaway

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i wish that my life was a romcom 
i wish every song was a love one 
wish my life would fall into place but
dreaming never got me out of mistakes

alone with her 
its all i need 
i wish my life 
wasnt a comedy 
and maybe dreams 
just arent that bad 
cus when i think of her
i dont feel sad

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - i wish my life was a romcom

@menthol100s

im such a jerk, so ocd
i make you think you mean nothing to me
holes in my shirt and a gap in my teeth
but im still all i aspire to be
no room to flirt, ash in the dirt
ash on my pants and its ash on my shirt
i say the word but i know that shit hurt
im good for nothing, you know im a jerk

wifiskeleton - you mean so much more

lyrics:Tell me why I got these cuts on my palms, on my palms Tell me why you like to turn me on, turn me on Why do you always want to be right when you're wrong? I'm such a loser, can't we just get along? You say I'm rude, but I did not mean to hurt you your so fake u act brand new now I know ur so see through You said you hate me, but you wanted to date me But you were kinda crazy, you were not my lady

laughing my way home

i wanna be mesmerizing to you