Instead, im gonna waste away inside my room

🌸🍃

https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

https://open.spotify.com/track/1XPo3H9F3Et3jy1FjfQSLp?si=80dc108b45c94024

vocals & beat made by myself

i could probably think of better things to do
instead im gonna waste away inside my room
tell me to hold your hand and walk right through
instead i held ur hand and fell right through the floor

season after season

waste away in my room

@six-days-after-christmas

from the december demos

scrapes

my part is so ass ft @blurxy 

mesmerizing:
i tried to have a good day
its not working
i saw u
in my first period

u called me a burden
if it supposed hurt
trust me its working
trust me its working

trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its hurting

boy in a room:
i see you movin that way
as the days pass away
i start to realize that i never had a chance in the 1st place
lets not play no games u can come to mine
ur not real because noone wants me
i thought i saw you but you love to haunt me
trust me its working out

burden ft mesmerizing

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

@menthol100s

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all
theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all
theres no one else at all

skeleton - lets sit and watch the world burn together **OG SPEED**

thank you for listening i love you all, if youre feeling lonely send me a message on discord @ 'guitarbf'

lyrics:
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer
shes a killer and she's coming for me
for me, for me
i begged and plea'd alone

such a pretty girl
you were all my world
i knew you were better than anything i deserved
i could buy you anything, diamonds and all the pearls
but you lit a spark in my heart and it probably burnt

im a lost cause
drinking til im not
drinkin til i cant cause im passed out on your lawn
i know whats wrong girl but i cant make it right
knew it when i seen the way you tear up in your eyes

youre such a queen
we're just some stupid teens
you make me feel complete, and serene, and okay
this feeling goes away
but i pray this time it stays
ill buy you all the world
just dont run away

baby kill me softly
i wanna die in your arms tonight
i want you here in my lows and my highs
i even cry when i should be alright

i could buy you the world, girl

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

prod. michael harrison

now, you’re happy with him
ill keep the lights dim
it feels so grim. 
ill ask where you’ve been


i know that you never wanted to be with me
ill just stay here and float out into the sea

we had so much in common 
too bad its not an option

ill rot into the garden

maybe someday it can work

heaven

skeleton - self inflicted dead at 20

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

WDYM?

fuck los angeles w/ wifiskeleton

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

waste away in my room

i wanna be mesmerizing to you

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