i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

produced by hamster
art by me mental zuskr chapter

aaa.aaaa.aaaaaa

i think you're mistaking me
for an idiot
i can't believe it
you carry on carry on
carry on so much that i can't 
carry on carry on
carry on till' i'm all alone
what don't you know??

i'm surrounded by faces i don't know
i don't know where to go
like am i alive
like isn't it obvious
i do not want you around
i don't wanna hear your voice
please do not peep a sound

ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhahhh
hhhhahhhhhhhh

i don't wanna talk i'm never seen
hear what i say not what i mean
he tryna ride on this wave
buddy it's not as it seems
i'm always wrong i feel like a glitch
jump off a building as high as a bridge
going back n fourth is something i miss
yeah i'll be happy with just a little kiss...
ohh. hoh .ohhhhoh
it's such a bad feeling that i can't explain
am i one to blame???

ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhahhh
hhhhahhhhhhhh

maybe i'm the problem 
maybe i'm just awful
maybe i should pop one
and you make me feel so awful
maybe it is true 
i have nothing to lose

i do it all for you
can you pls just tell me something that is true???
i do it all for you
so just please tell me something that is...

true true true true true true 
true true true true true true 
<#3

alive

produced by taylor morgan

[blxty]
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

[mental]
i don’t wanna care, but I’m always bothered
i feel like I’m awkward, running out of options
everyday I wake up, feeling like I’m lost inside
and it hurts me every time I watch you cry
i don’t care though, I feel like this all the time
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my (ugh)
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my mind
i don’t wanna run away but I can’t watch us fight
tell me why you don’t care
when I openly stare, does it hurt?
‘cause you make me feel like I’m so much worse
you make me feel like it’s so much worse
and I don’t like it when we kiss
it’s like I’m floating off this bridge
it makes me vomit, makes me sick
i think you’re honestly my shit

[blxty]
i wish I was dead
i’m not better off alive
take it how you want
it just makes me cry
i can’t talk to you
i hate it when you’re fried
used to show me love
but now you tell me lies

it’s just I don’t wanna do it
everyday I’m talkin’ to you I just lose it
take some medicine but it all feels useless
(take some medicine but it all feels useless)

do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

medicine +mental

Credits://
@kyur0
@bodygaard

Notes://
making allot of smoothies recently…
could be a coping mechanism…
but to what? i couldn’t tell you…

Lyrics://
i been looking way past shit, i can’t hide no more
said you changed for us but i know

hate picking sides
hate picking sides
know that i tried ohhh i
thought we tied down

so it really was
gimme love give it up
on the bed to the floor
i can’t lose

break it off make it up
what are we doing ohhh

different time and day
why’s it all the same
i can’t play it safe
with every move i make

it’s not adding up
i’m done with catching up
for me, you ain’t the one
stop tryna patch it up
should’ve come to me way sooner, right now it’s not enough
you used to be so much cooler, now i be stacking up

no don’t trip
you’re always acting like it’s way worse than it actually is
like what you stressing out
you only caring to lose me cuz i’m like the best thing out
just give me some air

It Was Never Enough (prod. kyuro)

A storm of emotion, rebellion, and rebirth. Burn For You channels the spirit of Celtic rock through a modern, experimental lens — where ancient rhythms collide with electric fire. Each track forges its own path through shadow and flame: the haunting echoes of Dark Tide, the fierce defiance of Fire Within, and the bittersweet reflection of My Love Died.

From the thunderous surge of Rising Tide to the introspective chill of Night Spell, the album walks the line between myth and modernity — fusing raw guitars, cinematic soundscapes, and atmospheric vocals into a sound that’s both primal and progressive.

This is not just an album — it’s a journey through stormlight, loss, and resurgence.
Celtic heart. Rock soul. Experimental edge.
   Burn For You — where every note leaves a scar.

Inner Dread

A fractured manifesto set to hard rock, machine pulse, and cinematic dread.

Coterie of Cretins is a broadcast from the fault line where humanity and technology intersect — not in harmony, but in discomfort, suspicion, and reluctant dependence. These songs live inside the fluorescent hum of a world where every device pretends to listen, every choice feels rehearsed, and every person is half algorithm whether they admit it or not.

Across thirteen tracks, the album follows the last free thinkers, doubters, Luddites-for-likes, and digital ghosts as they move between locked doors, broken signals, and too-perfect faces. Some fight back. Some give in. Some just scroll until the scrolling stops.

The sound is heavy, resonant, metallic, industrial at its core but driven by human lungs and human fear. Guitars grind against synths. Drums slam against circuitry. Voices remain the last unprocessed instrument — desperate, stubborn, hopeful, furious.

This is not an album about technology.
It’s an album about living through it.

Coterie of Cretins asks one question repeatedly:

If this is the future, is there anywhere left to stand that’s still ours?

Parallel

rip jack
@My life ep
@tonserrr
@prodpitfall


im not alright u fed me lies
over and over until i died
i had to try to make it alive
im on my own so how could i take a side
 
im getting missions from the bad guy
hes not a bad friend
i found my atlas
now they like what happened
 
shiny glove watch it glitter made of magic
all it took to made me snakes was a hat trick
 
he faked everything on me
so i took everything from him
i could never let u be
and u would never let me in
 
i fake a smile take a picture
dont like what he read on the scripture
its getting hard to walk touch blisters
all i need to fall apart is a splinter
 
give me out 3 months and im out the mud
but gimme 2 weeks and ill say that im fucked
couldnt bring it back i used up my good luck
u never even call so why dont u hang up

you found a way to make it hard for me 
im still in the phase of curiosity 

i know for a fact that i am never alone 
when u see me outside I’m always with my own 

tryna play it cool, i dont wanna lose control
why did u just leave me here, I really wanna go

go to winterfell or whatever I don’t care
hope my luck will stick with me, im always gon beware

im not alright, u crushed my life, i made u a promise that it would be fine
i just realized, that i was wrong, i never called u up, now u are gone

atlas ft. tonser (prod. pitfall)

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

prod @prodelxnce  @kuraiiii
feat @trevmas 

rhymes:

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics
cut u out the pictures, lil baby
know i had to
punchin the wall because im pissed
i coulda had u
lost it all because i hate
when u got attitude
dropped the ball because
u didnt say i had to

ya i know u and u know me
ya evil hates u cuz u a phony
they like "kkypr can i kick it wit yo homies"
im like "nah we a tight circle makin money" 
ou ou ou gotta watch my back
check both sides to make sure they do not attack
wit my bros you know that we could never lack
oh shit gotta reload, gonna b right back

i got these diamonds on my choker
place my bets, like im playing fucking poker
i swear i never sleep
ya thats the end of me
eyeing u from down the hall cuz u a enemy

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics

[trev]

I gotta listen to my own advice
I told myself this wasn’t good for me a hundred times 
I bet the money line
Love rolling the dice
You brought me to life 
I’m paying the price 
But that’s some shit that I just gotta do
I lost all control
That’s some shit the bottle do
I ride with the pole 
That’s some shit I gotta do
That bitch took my soul
Right out of the blue

Put the past in the past
Blow the gas let it pass
And I’m down on my ass
Shawty I need you bad
Shawty you need a bag cause this money coming in fast
He talking we blick his ass
Too much blood for a rag

Tbt she throw it back like Thursday
She here on my worst days
Won my heart I gave her first place
We playing wordscape
Said she love my wordplay
Bodies hit the ground
Earthquake
Blow his candles out
Birthday

Devilish dude
Bitch I’m one hell of a guy
We bulletproof the whole outside of the ride
Plenty of drugs take them one at a time
I don’t like you no text back
Sorry bae that’s that

And that’s that, baby yea that’s facts
I don’t even want my shit back
Why can’t you face facts
Year and a half wish I could just fucking erase that

if ur reading this comment fart <3

spotify

aerobics w/ trev mas

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds