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Random songs 3.

botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

next2u (emorave)

prod wells n me but mostly her lol

https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells

please not again w/ blackwinterwells

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

produced by me and @janeremover
art by 8485
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

https://lyricallemonade.com/p/get-refreshed-going-past-the-spine-and-the-importance-of-having-fun

PUNCHING BAG (wells+jane remover)

shoutout 2 reegan & rhys <3

Instagram @izziiV

Lyrics:

get a bag then I blow it in a minute
they say that Viizzi u the shit and yeah I know lil bitch I’ve been it
I know this ain’t a game but if it was then I’d win it
u wanna talk ur shit I hit ur block n then I spin it bullets knocking off ur fitted 

hollows hit ur head up
pussy u get wet up
we totin barrettas in the cut
claiming that u scared us 
but u never heard us 
sneak into ur crib to say wassup


I don’t feel alive I’m just existing
tussin in my cup I’m always sippin
know I’m with the bros I’m never switching 
please shut the fuck up why u always bitching
hop up in my whip and watch me speed away
and if u wanna mess with me you’ll live ur final day

I’ll leave u fighting lifeless
I’ll leave it hot like spices 
cos I don’t talk or fight shit
we got more guns then isis 

get a bag then I blow it in a minute
they say that Viizzi u the shit and yeah I know lil bitch I’ve been it
I know this ain’t a game but if it was then I’d win it
u wanna talk ur shit I hit ur block n then I spin it bullets knocking off ur fitted  (x2)

(Imma be gross beating the fuck outta all my beats from now on)

#bagchaser💰🏃 ( p. rollie )

ramune (sp00, cloudbxy, & jeremyy)

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

Barbie (Prod. Shinju & Qqqu1ncy)

proud of u son

prod. taylor


bad kids tearin up the night
barely breathin' for our lives
(don't you look at me turn the damn lights off)
off on and awkward our words off-color
hella scary dreams but we keep it undercover

i will not give up
i'll tear this whole bitch up
i swear to you that we'll be

we'll be just fine 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
keep it in your heart and 
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
we'll be just fine
tear this bitch apart 
i won't leave you behind
won't leave you behind
don't leave my life
even when they say that 
the kids aren't alright 
the kids are alright
hell ya we're alright

(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)
(kids in america)
rejects and regrets
I don't have the heart to cry 
(hell naw I don't need it)

Lookin' out a dirty old window
down below our friends always seem to go
backwards right out the endzone
zoned out to bed off the benzos

shit's mental
how you feel nothin in your skin in this hellhole
(buried alive)
up to your neck in anthills till your head rolls
(i don't wanna die)
my brain lies its tenfold as sinful
(hope you don't mind)
i will drive this foreign through a wall it's a rental
(hope you don't mind)
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again
best friends to ex-friends I will try my best again

5-12-2007 Spring talent show Homestead High School

@glxy

come and get out 
from under my skin
and the linens in my house
you germ up my kitchen 
like an insect cut it out
this summer was the same
and there's clotting in my mouth
I let that cotton wring 
let it wrinse
wash it out

the seasons all the same 
it seems so in my brain
the seasons all the same 
it seems so in my brain
but I dried up in the rain
I see you in my brain

under my skin (prod. glxy)

the climb +buffalobang (sg37, iphi)

featuring @sglily
produced by @bigdog30k
cover art by me

lyrics:
(buffalobang)
ill work my ass off
ill buy a gift with my earnings
i hit bottom
i feel like im tyler durden
no im not sturdy
i need a shoulder to lean on
if you got me, then i got u dont worry

im with the boys going crazy in the BNO BNB 
you barely talk to me i know how u feel bout me 
in copenhagen throwin shows catch me in the V.I.P
ill get u in for free get u a drink or three

im alone in the store am i dreaming
felt like winter spring and fall under one evening
i wanna see you baby i dont need a reason
ill give u warmth for the season

(sglily)
ill get mine so im working
make me feel uncertain
im so tide im surfing
off these pills im perc-ing
u could leave wont stop u
if u stay i got u
if u stay i got u
know i got a lot to lose
concert, bno gotta go
louis v ona floor ur a joke
got pills in my coat idk
BNB drinking coke with the bros

tough evening + sglily (bigdog30k)

id*a : https://soundcloud.com/i9u/waitin4urcall

secondhand serenade -------- your call ( nitecore ))

dolly - imnotokay (metal remix)

flowers (sg37)

droplet

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9OYOOHFGsE

Live for the weekend, the grind never end
tG bless me up, boysnightout aMen
Idea's dont mean nothin unless u can act on 'em
w33d smoke in my building, neighbour's mad, but fuck them

𝘀𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗽𝘆, so-many ppl have been out & in
u've probly met me, now your thinking "that's him!"
i've been the same damn guy ever since
but the feelin's changed over again

and I want it green ofc
& i split the bag, d1vorce
fan's are watching like its sports
bring the vibe into a porche

𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘥
𝘵𝘎 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘱, 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘔𝘦𝘯
𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢'𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘶𝘱𝘰𝘯 '𝘦𝘮
𝘸33𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘯𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘳'𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘥, but 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮

get it poppin in, 𝟭,𝟮,
𝟭,𝟮,𝟯 prices high, they on w33d
get it poppin in 𝟭,𝟮,
𝟭,𝟮,𝟯 this thing bigger than me...

bless me up %taher ddertbag daaneel% (music-vid in describtion)

prod @mynameisvalentine x @underscores x @lunamatic (@thefthproject)

mixed by @p4rkr

art by kittirea on instagram!! <3 https://www.instagram.com/kittirea

<3

1:15 〔fromtheheart〕

love
prod @eera0

It's in the air when you come around
Sitting here and you're just walking by
And i'll be here until the sun goes down
Pretending like you're gonna turn around

Throw a show, I saw you in the crowd
Did you know i sung about you?
I would tell you if I wasn't shy..
Yeah imma tell you when the time feels right

& imma make you My All

In my chest, what is that feeling? It's bursting
And imma hold on to our secret don't worry!
Imma make it please believe it, I'm working
(Was awake while they were sleeping)
Still searching for a purpose, for a meaning
And i bought you flowers but u wouldn't ever see them..
Waking up again and I just stare into the ceiling
Writing you a text like "What u doing for the evening?"
Repeat^

(also fuck soundclouds 128kbps quality)

My All (Eera)

i dont even like u

prod @telebasher
mixed by @blackwinterwells

DROWN U (telebasher)

Produced by @twikipedia and @tayparadox
Artwork by @ddertbag
Mastered by @imanidxl
(ʃƪ´▽`)♥
Moving through the 6 I feel like I'm Al Capone, ya
Kid from the sticks look at this finna glow up
Rolling up ooze sticky pack I'm stoned, ya
I swear I can't lose the only choice I have is go up
I could take your bitch because my music like a poem
Hundred blues clues in my wallet it can't fold up
Playing fake rich can't afford what you own bruh
Gotta stay true to the cash that's the motive

Keep it just me DND I'm ghosting
Creeping through the street honestly I'm posted
This ain't your scene I don't know why you boasting
Make your own swag bet you wouldn't get roasted
Keep it OG with the reals I'm toasting
If you know me then you know I stay rolling
Rolling up tree this leaf so potent
It ain't shit cheap in this world you know this

Moving through the 6 I feel like I'm Al Capone, ya
Kid from the sticks look at this finna glow up
Rolling up ooze sticky pack I'm stoned, ya
I swear I can't lose the only choice I have is go up
I could take your bitch because my music like a poem
Hundred blues clues in my wallet it can't fold up
Playing fake rich can't afford what you own bruh
Gotta stay true to the cash that's the motive

Bought a new wrist Xav hit 'em with the (Gltt!)
Baby don't trip I'm an undercover kid
Moving too swift through the back I dip
They be mad about shit that don't fucking exist
In a brand new car like a pimp
I got Japanese whips written in my bucket list
When you hop into the Lex treat it like a spaceship
Imma take your breath this that everyday shit

Hit me up on FaceTime demons I can't face mine
They said you a hoe I only heard it through the grapevine
I just been on go I'm blowing up it's gonna take time
Brand new growth it's no way I'd ever fake mine
Don't know why they hate honestly I'm a great guy
Nah forreal I'm a great guy