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performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

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winter「april」

fragile「shinju」

@prodgreentop
@k4rson

lyricz:

[arid]
they only know me from my title
we goin crazy like a vine w goin viral!
always wanna pull me back jus like a rifle
i aint doin nuthin else im not entitled
yea u say u want me back u call me up again
yea i always feel attacked the way u comin in
yea im always runnin laps around inside my head
takin everythin i had and tear it into shreds

always wastin all my time
i was way too blind
flippin thru tha pages but i never found tha sign
always stay in tha center
i could never do better
im too sad but i let her
always loosin my temper but im gettin this baaaaag
everywhere i hide im always keepin a staaaaack
ye im always lost i never know where im aaaaat
dont know wher im goin never makin it back
yeah im always taking damage always under attack

[k4rson]
they only know me for my title
hit your vitals 
bring a bible 
going viral 
this is final
i'm entitled 
keep a rifle 
it's a cycle 

and i'm burning all my bridges 
she say can i get yor digits 
what i do is not your buisness 

she asked if i wanna hit it?
i said quit it 
know i had to get my bag and then i flip it

title w/ karson (greentop)

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

value (vinso)

@shrinemaiden2

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

just like
Just like that 
it’s not how it used to be
I feel
I feel so dead 
guess I’m not worth it anymore 

skip me like a song you hate 
I hope that it’s not too late 
think about you everyday 
please just tell me it’s okay 

close the curtains shut me out 
nobody wants me around 
I’m so sick of my self doubts
be myself, I’m not allowed 

don’t ask, I’m doing great 
I’m rly not but that’s okay 
lost my way it’s like a maze 
it’s like a game I hate to play 

I go on and on and on 
every move I make feels wrong 
and I’m trying to hold on 
just for how long? I’m not that strong 

it’s not like I asked for this 
cuz I’m not ready for it 
ask me but I won’t admit 
it makes me feel like I’m sick 

can’t get away but I can’t stay 
so many things I want to say 
but I’m afraid I’m so afraid 
that you won’t see me the same way

don't ask「shrinemaiden」

million things to say

a million things 2 say w/ artemys (garasu)

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

pika - waste 🚮 (erdo + fozo)

Soakin Wet

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

this is burner pt. 2

@sladington
@finlince
@3dssucks
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bullet thru his dome 
ya he lkin like a dolphin
he run away 
cuz he knw i got da chpstck
i put his face onna shirt
his fmily's hopin
i got dis glck on my side
yk im gropin

2k's ya they turn u 2 a dncr
fck a 9-5 bby imma free-lancrr 
leav a msg at tha tone bby i dnt ansr
i got mny stckin up lke a fnancr

pls stp cappn
ya we knw ur brke
we lghn at urr txts 
cuz we knw u dnt tote
thy stdy wlkn away
cuz thy dk what i got undr ths coat
fck i brke ur fvrte wndw!!

we dnt hv alot n cmmn
i got bullets 4 u 
nd i got nails 4 ur coffn
smkin on dat fckn stcky icky
got meh cghn
i got dis new glck
dk what 2 call it

(slade)

Heard it thru the grapevine
U love to be my friend
And talk ab me at the sametime
Big bitch play with the pussy on FaceTime
I and can't do anything for u
N i can't say if its untrue
YA! Got me sticky keep a glicky kicky in my backpack
YA we might put ur bro in pack pack 
ALRIGHT, make a rack go get another rack
Choppa gon eat him up like a nic nac
Pull up to his block
Say wassup
Das his new song heard it flop
Playing with the gang n**** u a lame-o
Sipping on this wok sipping on this faygo
Okay if u ask me for a feature then i gotta say no
Shooting them shots str8 from a draco
N****** talk when i say so
N they only go where I go

bullet thru his dome 
ya he lkin like a dolphin
he run away 
cuz he knw i got da chpstck
i put his face onna shirt
his fmily's hopin
i got dis glck on my side
yk im gropin

X2

(finlince)

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