iii doont wannt you to go away from meee rn

"i don't want you to go away from me right now"

@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

spotify ^w^

katamari +blackwinterwells prod. blossom

prod number48

lyrics

nice 2 meet u i hope that we could get along
she cares about me and she tells me when im wrong
vitamins and vicodin thats what im on
keep me alive and youll never be alone
x2
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
x2
i know baby ive been trippin i cant lie about that
everyday i walk around with the world on my back
i love when u tell me itll be okay
i know ur lying but it makes me smile anyway
i looked in the mirror not surprised when i saw no one
not an angel babygirl but i think ur one
been so happy since the day we met
been so happy since the day we met

how we first met

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

alone w arid (mxsui)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

@victxrw
@chrxmey

victor:
your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

yeah i try and i try to make everything right
and i lie awake, every single night
i cant fucking take every single thing i like
but i clench my fist and just say that im alright

meeeee:
i hate to face the consequences
its hard to fight but theres nothing i can do
my heart is broke in 2
feelings i never felt for u

victor again:
ive never felt this way inside my head
i feel so lonely
hold me close and hold me tight
you are my one and only

you hate then love me just pick a side
berate me or hold me you decide

cause its your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

restart w/ victxrw (chromey)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDebqHSQ1GztmM2y1O0wa?si=L2cUSHRFSNCWJQ9Jd4ZQ0A

close my hands like amen 
i dont pray to god i pray for payments
never-needed demon like satan
sacrifice myself to paimon

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do

im blessed that im nothing left 
i could write it on my chest with no ink it's red
am i ready to fall for them
my darkest truths
inside its you outside i lose
my mind: not bound by time
and the way that i lie 
its a fucking crime
i can only stay true when im splitting in two
cause theres only one glue when im apart its true

taste the rain its like wine
u get urs ill keep mine
cause sumtimes i would cry
itll wash off just like bye

fall has come and gone again
i was left without a friend
paint by number comprehend
the things i draw and recommend cause

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do (x2)

regret (emorave)

blxty

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