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it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

I'll Be Fine (Feat. Sincerely Vlxne)

maybe ill come down again
or maybe ill just count to 10
let it all wash over me
escape from my reality
hard to find the missing link
a puzzle of uncertainty
dreamt that i made no amends
but maybe ill just count to 10 again

maybe ill just count to 10 again
maybe ill just count to 10 again

somethin bout u got a hold on me
i tried to lay down but could never fall asleep
i gotta wait now for you just to help me breathe
gave u a way out baby cuz im in too deep 

and im scared youll run away if i let you go
and im barely breathin i know that you wont come home

don't go (beesandbirds)

Sorry, Not Sorry

Sorry, Not Sorry (prod. llouis x KXVI)

Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like there's nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling

Toxic traits are following
Gain my happiness from others now
Feel it fade, and slip away
As soon as I'm all by myself

Do you think of suicide?
Cause It's been here a while
Scared to hurt around you
Not scared to hurt yourself..
Swear I'm not alone now
So why does it feel this way

Why does it feel this way?
Lost in this world, blank space
Holding on, I'm holding on
I hope you're holding with me too


Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like theres nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)

i hope you're okay, when you are by yourself [prod. sketchmyname]

I knew you were gone

I knew you were gone (prod. bloom x Teej)

3 Am

ONE LIFE

𝑂𝑁𝐸 𝐿𝐼𝐹𝐸

lyrics:

When the party over n its time to turn in
I promise ill remember this for certain
Baby u know I had to go and put some work in
Every time I think about it it was worth it
The pressure on this path had made me bite down
Plus I never get a break it just slow down a bit
Once I have the belt imma roll around with it
Oh u thought its funny but u aint smirk now
Ill bet they love me when I finally leave the earth wow
Pray I dont cause if I did u would be cursed now
Right now its problems with some people I never heard about
I guess u never know just who u hurt now

swaines_outro ft swaine (jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl)

new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

ever since the plane lifted its wings i kept this one song on repeat
smoking funny papers
laughing rolling out of my seat
i took a minute was out of reach 
now im as close as i can get without stepping in the same feet
i was slept but i cut my sheets into pieces and sewed this fleece
im sleek bud i tell no statements no affidavit or pleas
i was slumped out with buckles knees
i was strung on a puppets string
now i dont even wanna sing
i dont even wanna sing
looked out the window to below and i imagined falling down
and if thered be any way to save myself
i pictured in that last moment as im falling my way through the clouds
maybe id find time to do a front flip or spin around
and the years are going by they feel like minutes now
and the second i felt the high i was like im living now
the lemon sour i make faces and i spit it out
ill spend it now cause i only know im here for now
hear the sounds piercing howl oh how its fierce and loud 
hold the wheel i think im gonna let somebody else steer for now
at deaths doors but i dont fear it now
i dont even know what the fuck im feeling now
hold your tears im with the spirits now
i used to never drink and now im right up at the bottom of these spirits now
they didnt fuck with me im weird as hell 
and im smoking stank thatll get you so high you can hear the smell
open up the curtains and im peering out 
at the function i barely make an appearance now
i know its bad but it feel good so its pure as hell
bruh ill give you 50 dollars for that purel 
im outside fuckin flexing to the squirrels
and imma burn this fuckin fire till the world melts
(let it all burn down) 
berrrch

plane ride high on the redeye

b alright (vitals x jabarionthebeat)

@DROKENJI - SAVE ME (PROD. @NICKMIRA @OKTANNER_ @OVRCZOFFICIAL @THECXDY @FRANKIEOTG)

Save Me

@DROKENJI - SAVE ME

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785 Productions
Song- Miss You Everyday
Prod by. Rizzdopbeats
Engineered by: Rockstar Von

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Miss You Everyday (Official Audio) (Exclusive)

Losing Sleep (ft. Powfu)

lyrics:

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

Memory inflicted scars 
U should go home before we get too close
and Every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what u think of most and I hate it here
blood in the sink I could barely think
spent a rack last night
blood in the sink i could barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money all i see is red
you could take what you want cause im almost dead
you could tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

coma (eric godlow)

prod kassgocrazy + thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

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