by the last chrous i was huming along with the melody, Super catchy and nice production! Def got yourself a new fan :)

light circuares

it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

maybe ill come down again
or maybe ill just count to 10
let it all wash over me
escape from my reality
hard to find the missing link
a puzzle of uncertainty
dreamt that i made no amends
but maybe ill just count to 10 again

maybe ill just count to 10 again
maybe ill just count to 10 again

somethin bout u got a hold on me
i tried to lay down but could never fall asleep
i gotta wait now for you just to help me breathe
gave u a way out baby cuz im in too deep 

and im scared youll run away if i let you go
and im barely breathin i know that you wont come home

don't go (beesandbirds)

Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like there's nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling

Toxic traits are following
Gain my happiness from others now
Feel it fade, and slip away
As soon as I'm all by myself

Do you think of suicide?
Cause It's been here a while
Scared to hurt around you
Not scared to hurt yourself..
Swear I'm not alone now
So why does it feel this way

Why does it feel this way?
Lost in this world, blank space
Holding on, I'm holding on
I hope you're holding with me too


Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like theres nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)

i hope you're okay, when you are by yourself [prod. sketchmyname]

@jolst
me and vaeo tapped this in while jackie rolled blunts in LA it was vv fun


Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

Picking up the pieces stay falling apart when your not here
Looming in the distance i'm watching your shadow disappear
Forget myself, no helping hands out
Get left on the shelf, would go but I can't now

Back to the wall breaking down I don't know what you want
Picking at my skin you acting like I do it for fun
Seperate my mind from my body
Know you coming down too if you wanna try me

I'm a hostage to you just another captive
Under spells feeling better than I have been
Locked away in your gaze, so gently falling
Kick me down again until I come back crawling

See your shadows moving up and down the hallway
Always felt so plastic I thought you never saw me
Whole time wondering why I stuck around now
Stranded in the forest, no one looking for me

Out on a limb and outta options, walls caving in on a broken coffin
Dragged on the concrete in the chains i'm Locked in
It's almost hurts less than being forgotten

Fallin' quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods
Falling quicker for you than I thought I could
Haven't slept in weeks yea I know I should
Buried under trees, yea just leave me in the woods

porcelain

spotify link<3

luminesence w/ vaeo (jolst)

prod. by me

@xona

lyrics:

-du1-
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


sink stained with blood
too lame no trust
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


close my gates
fuck off i don't wanna play
its such a fucking shame for you to know me by my name
no i don't play your game
cut off just every vein
you're the one to blame
don't gaslight your mistakes
breaking every single bottle
i don't recall your fucking face no
watch me bleed on the floor do nothing
what you scared for?
fuck the promises you gave me right when i just met you
fuck the promises we gave us through a fucking phone yeah
tell me
why are you leaving just now
right when i need you
now i am always alone
why do i trust you
and thats my issue
its either kill or lose
i don't need us two
no i don't need us two

fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign
why cant you stay
sweet but too afraid
spit on your hands
all for a friend


sink stained with blood
too lame no trust
fuck all your trust im so done
you always just left me behind
the palm of my hand filled with hope
why don't you just give me sign


-xona-
falling all behind
write your life inside
down to your last line
break truths and deny 
oo~
so heaven sent 
dont lie to me
when you mess ahead 
oo~
you dont think the best 
but off the edge
you want to bridge
to rest this urge, cold shoulder of her curse
too much, too many learn
of my life and it hurts

behind [w/xona]

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

spotify

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

with https://soundcloud.com/brokitz
prod siem spark x heyrick

crawl w/ kitz (siem spark x heyrick)

Rip apart my chest tryna see if anything’s inside
Searching for some answers I got questions bout my life
Is the pull between us not magnetic
I’m not tryna be dramatic
Not much time left on this planet

P H R E Y L A
They’ll remember my fucking name
Pistol to my head my brain
I’ll be remembered as a stain
2nd story rope I hang
Forever in eternal pain
You can switch whatever lane
But I’m staying the fucking same

That bitch wants to fuck me 
But I can’t without a rubber 
She said “baby, don’t you trust me?”
I don’t even trust my mother
My whole life was just unlucky
Every day tried not to suffer
So if that bitch says she loves me
I might tell her that I love her

Even though I don’t
I know that it’s wrong
She could see right through me played the player all along
Business is to be attended to bitch don’t forget it
Act like you never intended for all of this shit to happen

It’s Doomsday

P H R E Y L A 
They’ll remember my fucking name
I got a smile on my face but I’m not okay
The love we leaned on everyday 
It all went to waste
But you gon miss me when I break
Visiting my grave

P H R E Y L A
They’ll remember my fucking name
Pistol to my head my brain
I’ll be remembered as a stain
2nd story rope I hang
Forever in eternal pain
You can switch whatever lane
But I’m staying the fucking same

Human Graffiti

sorry for the long break
produced by mix
more soon
enjoy <3

lyrics -
no i cannot let you go
youre the only one i know
but now you say you need some space
but hopefully with time it breaks

don't wanna dream about your face
i think im nearin my day
but why do i still even try
you made it clear, i said id die

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

you're not what i need
but i can't help it, no i can't just see
all these people that are around me

but i just wanna flee, i don't wanna be here
try and talk to me, and it goes out my ear
oh yea i'm free, but i cant have you near
no one needs me, i'm dead to you, dear
i'm dead, i fear

another years passed-
i've been getting old, getting hard to keep track
but i'm still young, and things are getting fast
tryna keep control when you asked

(am i okay? do i think ill die soon?) (are you okay? i don't need you)
(idk man, really think ill try soon)(u better go now, still stuck in june)
(and its really hard not 2 mind you) (you're hurt? oh yea well i had a clue)

all of this is just so far behind you

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (don't wanna die)

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (the light is bright)

fly again

prod by icantsleeplol

lyrics:
why
am i
close to u
i
havent
seen u
in years

i
dont like to think at night
cause i could cry sometimes
shake it off, im alright
(inhale)
(exhale)
i guess im alive
i cannot stand the light
i feel so dead inside
standing in fear and fright

maybe then ill leave
this town
no trace or sound
no one will find me
around
no calls or texts i wont be 
found
𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥
𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍
fₒᵤₙd
punoɟ
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
f̵̮̠͚̯̯̌͗o̶̡̳̲̹̹̓̔̌u̷̘̺̘̓͌n̸̨̨̧̳̤̮̼̞͙̣͘d̵̜͎͎͌̃̍́̈́̒̆
d̸̞̰̓̃̈͐̉̒̇̑̚͝

wipe that grin
off ur face
and take me too
the place u hate
oh its in my room
i know it too
i feel the tension
impending doom

dont like to think at night
cause i could cry sometimes
shake it off, im alright
(inhale)
(exhale)
i guess im alive
i cannot stand the light
i feel so dead inside
standing in fear and fright

found

lyrics:

I can't tell if it's just fun for you
With everything you do
Only give a damn if there's a prize to show
So self-righteous
But you won’t fight it
‘Cause you know you’ll never have to be alone

Would you hate my guts if I was famous
Or would you have every song up in your playlists
Pretending everything I’m singing makes sense
Baby I thought you said all of it was tasteless

Made it out to be like every line’s a weapon
While you just wanna be someone’s obsession
Next one, only looking back if it’s perfection
No I don’t need you to explain anything
You just tell me when the conversation’s over
Can’t even listen for a minute when you’re sober
Every care I give, you get a little colder
And you think that I don’t know
That if I had a nicer smile, then you’d keep it
Not just another one of your secrets
If I had it all then you’d mean it
And play a different game
So indifferent
But you won’t miss it
Unless everybody else here knows my name

Would you hate my guts if I was famous
Or would you have every song up in your playlists
Pretending everything I’m singing makes sense
Baby I thought you said all of it was tasteless
Would you hate my guts if I was famous
Or would you have every song up in your playlists
Pretending everything I’m singing makes sense
Baby I thought you said all of it was tasteless

tasteless

prod. me (dawsin)
written by dawsin & lycora

lyrics :
I got a letter, the name on the envelope said Mary.
my wife's name
It's ridiculous
couldn't possibly be true
Mary died of that damned disease three years ago
so then why am i looking for her?

@dawsin
say i hate myself but i know that I'm always bluffin'
why am i always talking big when i know that I'm nothin'?
when i go to war i swear it'll be me that I'm shootin'
maybe this is the end for me but I'm just so clueless.

she's so persistent she gon' end up figuring out why
why i drank a gallon of bleach and sum peroxide
this is not suicide, I'm doing it for her sacrifice
cause i know I'm better off dead then being half alive

listen to me speak, can't see or breathe
"I'll be here for you"
.. but i don't see her anywhere
why the hell you gone?
need a minute to spare
im running from her and she acts
like she knows my despair

t-tired of l-living a lie
d-don't you dare c-cry
i-i-i n-need you in my a-arms
t-tonight
turn o-off t-the l-lights

@lycoraaa
Middle of the crowd i feel things i felt for her
i know that its wrong
think about her till shes gone
I've been tainted and ruined by one girl
cant get the taste out my mouth (mouth)

You continue to haunt me
and ruin my days
i said i would i wait for you
LOOK AT YOUR MISTAKE
i know now youll realize
you lost me, but wait
its permanent yeah ive locked you away

@dawsin
too many times i needa let go
of this grudge can't carry this weight home
it's a real shame, tryna waste my name
risk your life tryna fight all the false pain

NOT WORTH THE TIME
NOT WORTH THE EFFORT
BEEN LOOKIN MORE DEFINED
AFTER YOU GOT "PLEASURED"
BARELY GIVE A SHIT
LET THE 'RETTA BURST BITCH
THREE ROUNDS TO YOUR EYELIDS
WATCH THE BLOOD MEND

PLAY MY HEART STRINGS LIKE A VIOLIN
NEED TO BE DIALED IN
CAUSE IF I'M NOT
SHE GON' THINK SHE'S THE HEROINE
AND BABE I'VE BEEN DOIN THIS FOR THE HELL OF IT
BEEN COLD EVER SINCE YOU'VE BEEN NEGLIGENT

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

sydcxx

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