light circuares

it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

featuring @nothomex

i let that shit get the best of me 
now i be rockin on therapy 
i do this shit all so carefully
the weight on my neck is just killin me 
pour down sleeve 
i can't fucking sleep
watch my eyes close
yeah 
this shit like 3d
i like her nose ring 
lil bitch got tagteam
her love like bad dream
i pour my once all alone now
i whip it like green and i lay out
all of my boys trynna hang out 
but i'm just trying to smoke till i black out

It’s weird when I have future in my head 
Because before 21 I see myself dead 
I can’t see any color , how can I not be mad 
I don’t have an expectation for the start of my life only for the end
I can’t see anything I cannot blend 
In between the society , I’m on a deep end 
Will I be able to stand ? 
Find myself in this shitstorm 
Did they already know my end before I was born

Last summer I was more lost than found 
Was left picking up the pieces scattered on the ground
Couldn’t talk couldn’t sleep 
Couldn’t walk couldn’t eat
Lost some pounds I lost some weight 
Now all pants fall from my waiste 
Scars on my wrist tears on my face 
The deepest wounds are the ones you can’t see
I’m the only one who can feel
All the pain they reveal 
I hope I’ll get better this year 
Sometimes I stand still 
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried
I tried i tried i tried i tried 
i cried i cried I cried i cried

dead b4 21 (ft.not home.) prod.nadiak & marlas dreams

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

maybe ill come down again
or maybe ill just count to 10
let it all wash over me
escape from my reality
hard to find the missing link
a puzzle of uncertainty
dreamt that i made no amends
but maybe ill just count to 10 again

maybe ill just count to 10 again
maybe ill just count to 10 again

somethin bout u got a hold on me
i tried to lay down but could never fall asleep
i gotta wait now for you just to help me breathe
gave u a way out baby cuz im in too deep 

and im scared youll run away if i let you go
and im barely breathin i know that you wont come home

don't go (beesandbirds)

Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like there's nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling

Toxic traits are following
Gain my happiness from others now
Feel it fade, and slip away
As soon as I'm all by myself

Do you think of suicide?
Cause It's been here a while
Scared to hurt around you
Not scared to hurt yourself..
Swear I'm not alone now
So why does it feel this way

Why does it feel this way?
Lost in this world, blank space
Holding on, I'm holding on
I hope you're holding with me too


Do you ever feel like you're struggling?
Do you ever feel like there's nothing left?
Like theres nothing left
Nothing to gain or get
Like there's nothing here

Do you feel you're struggling?
As you're walking through a crowd you feel a loneliness?
Can you feel how I feel, groups of heartless
Like a darkness, 
shadowing over till it's consumsed us
Cause I feel like I'm struggling
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)
(struggling, struggling, struggling, Cause I feel like I'm struggling)

i hope you're okay, when you are by yourself [prod. sketchmyname]

release date January 27 2019
official file <3  found by me
lyrics:

Well would you look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Ha-Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

Yeah, by myself
I got through it by myself, need no help
I been killing shit regardless of the wealth
Hate a belt, all that Louis, Gucci buckle, it don't help
In my hell, I been had to kill the reup by myself, yeah
Empty bottles, empty baggies on the shelf, yeah
Empty heart, got no soul to make it melt, yeah
In the dark, kill the lights inside the house, yеah
False start, I kept on going by myself, yеah
Aimin' low, bro, you just in need of wealth
Come that winter, you were asking me for me help
If I had known it was like that I wouldn't have come around
If I had known it was like that I wouldn't have helped
Drug, it had me nauseous
Love, it had me cautious
Playin' with my feelings, had to leave to fuckin' stop it
Play me like it's matter, had me feeling like an object
How you feeling sad when you're the one who fuckin' caused it?

Look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

Silence rings, ultraviolent
Eyelids covered in glitter
Buzzin' on my phone, so I got rid of the ringer
I called in a flood, seen them cry at the jeweler
Jetlag from the jetfuel packed, packing glad bag sacks
Man, I feel like a shooter, but I'm not touching the Ruger
Bad bitch on my shit, feel like I've seen it improving
Damn, it's smooth, I got important shit to do
IVN supply me and I eat it like it's food
Stuff two in the leaf and then I lick it for the glue
Sippin' Disaronno and I passenger the coupe
Whip look like a Autobot, crew look like Decepticon
All that shit you wish that you could do, we got it goin' on
Never shoulda dropped me for the petty shit you hangin' on
Girl, you know I know that these the beats you love me singin' on

Look at all this shit that I been doing for you
Love, it had me really goin' through it for you
Anything to do, you know I'd do it for you
Had me on a trip for this shit
I been losing the love, yeah
I been losing the love, woah

losing the love (prod. IVN)

lyrics

if theres a light she gon snuff it out
if theres a heart she gon rip it out
brick walls and a mattress on the basement floor
the worst part is i bet she didnt even think at all
think to call
think to care
would u even care
u got skeletons theyre hiding underneath the stairs
she got patience for everyone but me
im just stating facts
we wasnt meant to last

if theres a light she gon snuff it out
if theres a heart she gon rip it out
and im just cold waiting for the sound
dont hmu if ur back in town

1000 miles from ur house thats up the mountains
we say our parts and the tears come like a fountain
broken hearts keep a list cus she been counting 
my head is sore could u try and keep it down
i been moving on
think im going strong
but the damage has been done
and it was fucking wrong
ay i put i on faith
u wont recognize my face
too much has fucking changed
and i dont look the same anymore

and if theres a light she gon snuff it out
if theres a heart she gon rip it out
im just cold waiting for the sound
dont hmu if ur back in town

i dont look the same anymore (pekarot)

prod. jewfy

all these fights set aside, i still need you here
said you'd be by my side, im still waiting here 
all this weed in my pipe burns into the air
it was lie after lie, thought this was our year
smokey nights in july, all my pants are seared
i still hear all your words whispered to my ears
all the love in my soul was replaced with fear
hands are wet from holding on, i think my time is near

all these burns on my lips, i can't help but show
always knew i'd have these problems with letting go
my feet crunch on the ground as they touch the snow
always knew i'd have some problems with being alone

9TAILS - remember me

just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

Chasing horizons we never could reach
Let's just be happy that we have each other to be
Fall, collapse on me
Hopefully you won't back at me

There is a serpent I met while at sea
"I'll always find a way in" is what he said to me
Sometimes he just needs to eat
Don't let him clap on a feet

When you lose hope
You still have a home
Right here with me

The path water flows
Despite what we know
You're perfect to me

And you land on your feet
Biting your teeth
Friends tend to leave
With the good memories
Keep you glued to the beat
Keep you glued to your seat

Seasons change with the leaf
Despite all the changes
Despite all the wheat
Despite what you see
You'll be perfect to me

I can repair you in time
Please, at least let me try
You're all I need
All I need

Lost in the night
Right by my side
Is the other part of me

garbage

u are perfect to me

sewerperson - u are perfect to me *cover* (tom bailey)

Acoustic cover of the song: 9TAILS - incompatible

incompatible

9TAILS - incompatible *acoustic cover*

residential. - youth *demo* (santana)

crumbling everywhere i go to, lately 
breaking down nowadays is something, daily 
i swear i tried but i can't seem to escape this trapped in a maze where every corner's an abyss

it seems like no1's trynna save me 
no helping hands, no calls nor texts
they just leave me to face it
got no support, full of remorse i need you to embrace me 
in ur arms, they sooth the scars and make me just forget this

u didn't care u din't ask
all our love's fading fast 
hit me sudden like a crash 
watch us both turn into ash 

make of my heart a cast
pour hot iron on my chest
watch me fail to catcha breath
as my body slowly melts r 

and i’ll sit alone
my phones on dnd 
but it wouldn’t matter 
no one checks on me 
and they’ll say they care
but don’t listen closely 
they’ll say they care 
when i finally can’t breathe 

friends hit me for a feature 
but they’ve never shared my songs 
and i’ll pretend it’s cool 
cause it’s not worth i’ll play along  
so i may be a narcissist 
please say that it’s okay 
cause if i do not love myself 
then that leaves no one loving me 

i walk alone 
drag broken bones 
they throw their stones 
and go for my throat 
i’ll turn off my phone 
and i’ll keep it closed 
cause i don’t need anyone to know where i’ll go

u didn't care u din't ask
all our love's fading fast 
hit me sudden like a crash 
watch us both turn into ash 

make of my heart a cast
pour hot iron on my chest
watch me fail to catcha breath
as my body slowly melts r

casperrr & geist - cast (pekarot)

prod. jezhoker

[Lyrics]

(Yeah, aye)
Always on the deep side none checks
Always something good into my mind, I say God bless
Always trapping myself every time this a time stretch

I be writing down what I’m doing on my day now
Last saturday night I took a lil walk to downtown
Seen too many struggles in a world that don’t be carrying now
Said they got too much problems in they life and make up shit now

They cant even give a dollar to another man
In streets walk around dreaming think he just saw Peter Pan
I think this island might be better than this fucking place
I don’t think people really cared about it anyway

Yeah, sad world, everything bad now, this shit unfair
Time Square is it a good place or a damn fare
What a waste to see bunch of people on their cellulaires
That couldn’t gave a shit about the world and what is fucking fair

I lost my brother in these fucking streets and I was there
If I had the power I would make this world just fucking fair
My momma hold me every time so I don’t shed a tear
I would everything for my dawg just for him to here

I said this way too many times, many times
Said this way too many times, many times now
Only if time wouldn’t exist I’d go back now
Too many lost, too many faults, inside this world, fuck

This shi aint natural
Pitiful and criminal
Lost inside this ritual
Shit just feel too chronical

Weed could’ve been my addiction
Alcohol a slow distraction
I was raised another way
I can’t relate into this day

Try to push down all the pain
Talk it out is just a waste
What would all these people say?
Prolly hope that Im okay

Cant just pretend anymore
I’ll just have to live today
Thank you God to keep me save
From all those troubles tout le monde fait
———————————————————————
(Yeah, aye)
Always on the deep side none checks
Always something good into my mind, I say God bless
Always trapping myself every time this a time stretch

I be writing down what I’m doing on my day now
Last saturday night I took a lil walk to downtown
Seen too many struggles in a world that don’t be carrying now
Said they got too much problems in they life and make up shit now

They cant even give a dollar to another man
In streets walk around dreaming think he just saw Peter Pan
I think this island might be better than this fucking place
I don’t think people really cared about it anyway

Yeah, sad world, everything bad now, this shit unfair
Time Square is it a good place or a damn fare
What a waste to see bunch of people on their cellulaires
That couldn’t gave a shit about the world and what is fucking fair

I lost my brother in these fucking streets and I was there
If I had the power I would make this world just fucking fair
My momma hold me every time so I don’t shed a tear
I would everything for my dawg just for him to here

I said this way too many times, many times
Said this way too many times, many times now
Only if time wouldn’t exist I’d go back now
Too many lost, too many faults, inside this world, fuck

many times

Every scar tells my story. This one’s straight from the grind. 🎤🖤

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it's not so bad w/ not home (prod. caustyk)

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