Lyrics : 
Giving everything I have till it ain't more
can't take more
it's shameful
can't take more 
I can't wait till the day that I'm not around you

BRiDG3S

i'm judas

happy birthday to my mother who is the greatest btw <33

Happy Birthday!! [prod. revengebased]

i wish i didnt go

cartier lens

sorry for the #delay, we're back on schedule now ^_^
@chewy

back against the wall
she can't feel enough
buried in the ground
i can't feel her at all

she's told me i should fix my face, ugh
can't give in, i gotta ignore everything she's sayin

sleep! z z z..
at least she want sumn to do with me, yea
he's just scared of incongruency, yea (freak!)
dig that grave, i can't look away
wish i could break everybody's lens so i wouldn't be two-faced

back against the wall
she can't feel enough
buried in the ground
i can't feel her at all

when she haunts me i can't sleep at night
and i keep my eyes closed out of spite
you'd think that i would've learned by now
since all the drugs almost fucked up my life
maybe i'm people pleasing, you're right
and i just need to fucking abide
you'd think that i would've learned by now
it can't vanish while it's set to the side

can't stand the look in your eyes
damn, i never took it as something
her disguise; my heart bumping
catch my breath, i'm so sick of running
damn, look at my fucking arms
shame they shine when i grab at the stars
now! not later!
how did i let cutting ties get belabored?

maybe i lied through my teeth
freak! (x2)
feel like i can't even breathe
buckling from my knees
think she's all that i need

congruency @heroine

beat and feature with the one and only https://soundcloud.com/51five
ily all. <3
 lyrics:
poison me with my own ink
drown me with my own fear 
crush me with my own weight 
freezing cold turns to pain that I cant stand to face 
throw away whats left of me to save 
if only it wasn’t too late for me to show the change
I’d bleed I’d die to rewind my age 
but I have died so many times that all I am is a wish and hope 
living for a want to be something more but if I sink 
please put the blame on me because this was my fault 
I love I lived I found the need to survive without a will to breathe
I tried and failed I learned and lived but nothing changes who I’ve been 

got all these problems that I cannot solve 
getting better is taking way too long
I wanna kill myself cause I’m not strong 
im just sitting in my room waiting to dissolve 
you were all that I had 
so everyday I miss you I miss my
baby I know I cant help but think back
you’re all that I know baby I need you back to open my arms 
I wish that we were the plug I wish that we could restart 
I’m tryna hide all my scars I’m getting high on oxy from the bars 
I’m unhealthy is still my mental and the way you treated my heart wasn’t gentle 
I miss you so much you were never judgmental 
and I love you though I know my love is by your mental


39 comments for lyrics xD. i know u mfs hear us...
( i added lyrics bc kidtrash's one comment was worth 39 comments )

dissolve w/ 51five

#youhateme (centrlx)

couldnt find the og artist for the cover art so :/

run away from my problems like i always do
i can't face cards i've been dealt with
can't believe in u
think im going straight to hell
when im in need of u
always need a fucking answer
im not teasing u
i cant do this high no more
i never needed u
never needed za to record how i feel
to u
only do this for my thoughts
just to let it out
this is no cry for help
this how i help my self

ion care about no fame i care about mental health
but im a hypocrite cuz i feel like im in a cell
screaming at the top my lungs because i dont need help
do i actually exist or am i dead
in hell
x2

i get nobody to turn to at the worst time
really hard to keep my chin up could be in the sky
say you care about my being but we never fly
if i care about myself ima have to cut some ties

opp i throw his ass in chemicals
now he bleached white
now he going batshit crazy and he got a knife
oh my god what did i do
now we gonna die
im a fuckin failure but at least i tried

scream emotions out onto the mic i dont want no pity
i dont want no help unless its from my reason
that to living
shout out all my friends you are the reason
that i still been living
single chill down my spine
i been fucking twitching

mentlhealth

1: myownhell prod elseen takecare04
2: devil (alt) prod safetyafterlife
3: nevr b the same prod odihu
4: glock stupid w xheri p heavn0
5: prey prod takuori
6: same prod me
7: trackudown w xheri p heavn0
8: my Every Move w xheri prod grolth
9: walls w starxvi prod idk im sorry
10: maroon
11: loser's reaction prod a bitch
12: disgusting prod a bitch
13: feelin right w landonvvs prod landon
14: rot4ever w cupid 
fuck u cupid but this song is hard so wtv
15: patiently w xheri prod heavn0
bonus: girk w xheri prod no idea (early 2023)

heavn (zero) the comp tape

say goodbye

bitch i aint a fuckin idiot
talkin talkin talkin
but they aint rly seen it 
tried to come out to my mama
but she aint rly give a shit
tried comin to my friends
but they all fuckin dicks
cant breathe i got fluid in my lungs
i cant sleep, i just want a fkin gun
i pray to God that i wont ever be done
why dont you come out and play with me
we'll have some fun!

im so done, i cant think right
the last time you'll see me say goodbye
why u gotta bother me?
all i wanna do is cry
i dont wanna fight..
i dont wanna tell you im always fuckin right
i dont even wanna try.

i dont know why you think i fuckin lied
when the whole night, all i did was mf cry
bitch im off the za
yeah my fate is coming soon
yeah i pray to God and then i ask him
"What i do?"
always tellin me, what to do
PATIENCE BE WITH YOU
what is wrong with me? couldnt tell you
not even a clue.
bitch i cant breathe
as we muhfuckin speak
i just did the deed
bitch i aint comin off clean.

bitch i aint a fuckin idiot
talkin talkin talkin
but they aint rly seen it 
tried to come out to my mama
but she aint rly give a shit
tried comin to my friends
but they all fuckin dicks
cant breathe i got fluid in my lungs
i cant sleep, i just want a fkin gun
i pray to God that i wont ever be done
why dont you come out and play with me
we'll have some fun!

im so done, i cant think right
the last time you'll see me say goodbye
why u gotta bother me?
all i wanna do is cry
i dont wanna fight..
i dont wanna tell you im always fuckin right
i dont even wanna try.

try (takouri)

@horsetoothentertainment2024
frolicking in the fields
[ben-nett]
self prod unless stated otherwise

mentlhealth

bnnett