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music / kian
vocals / kevin, kafu
illust / BONES 

[lyrics]
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would 
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind 
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself 
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / yuma
MV / https://youtu.be/piGg6qObyjo

inst / https://piapro.jp/t/ifhx
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Jwj5gSZg4xLol4HPquLGa7kWGjiWWp_v?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Hear the pitter-patter of their feet
Maybe looking for another thing to eat
You need to 
Know when and where to go to sleep
Ignoring all your dreams inside
Nightmares I keep away at night

Awake
Hobbling around in a drunken state
Mother's lullabies slowly slip away
Into a memory lapse in time
Don't cry

Learn to pray
To live to see another sunny day
Another horror made
I stare into the pitch black hall
Take my hand
Another call
But no one's here to save at all

Living in the path of people's greed
I won't open up my eyes again to see
The life they lead right down into the heart of isolation
Mortified by the eyes of man
Well, I'll be damned...

Take my hand
Withstand the burning pain
I know you can
We'll drive the other's mad!
I stare into the pitch black hall
Listen to another call
There's no one left to save at all

IN MY DREAMS

plug and play cover to test out sekai !! i didn't change the tuning too much, so she might sound similar to kafu in the original version

Like The Bile From My Mouth ver. SEKAI, CHIFUYU

music / kian
vocals / IA AI English
MV / https://youtu.be/HSOVYCj9qsY
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/OJDv
ccs, midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1v-Pf8cSjaxDj_5FFsX8dV-MJFeBKRmSr?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Time. time again
Ripping me from limb to limb
No, I never would've guessed it
That's how it's always been
You never wanted me to have another win
My sacrifices to the life we had
All gone, all gone
Gone and done 
Cause I thought you were the one
But what else had I expected?
I guess you never meant it
Even though you were the one to call that feeling love
I'm still trying not to think about the nights we stayed up

Even though I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

I'm spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

Performative at best
Disingenuous at worst
You ever wonder why it hurt?
I'm living off resent up until the bitter end
You're really messing with my head
And I'm so done with trying to defend it
No, I won't ever be amused
No more, no more

Now I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

Spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

My, My
So quiet, so shy
But never was afraid to mess up a life
And I'm still riding the high from
Promising that I'd never leave your side
So say goodbye to all of those lies
And cry your way into my heart to
Try and make me sympathize
With nothing left to give
Do you feel no shame?
Messing up the game

I'm spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts

GUTS / IA AI English

music / kian
vocals / KAFU (Chifuyu harmony)

[lyrics]
They come back again
Begged to let them in
Yet again
Watching as they come near
Results of fear
Why can’t I hear
When they sing

Where have those times gone
Where I thought I was meant for you
When it's all said and done
You’d never get out of my head
Back again
Watch in fear
They draw near
I can’t hear

Locked in a red room where 
where you had kept a lie or two
Said they had told you to
Do everything that you do

They come back again
Begged to let them in
Yet again
Watching as they come near
Results of fear
Why can’t I hear
When they sing

Still I knew they grew to
Unstable hateful beings
You and I both knew
That I would have to leave

Gone for good

They come back again
Begged to let them in
Yet again
Watching now
This time around
Entry’s not allowed
I won’t be found
Listen
As they come near
Results of fear
I can't hear a word
They sing to me
I wander aimlessly
Through what you call
Calamity

IN THE DARK, THEY'LL RETURN

music / kian
vocals / GUMI

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So
Please appeal

BEDEVIL

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / SEKAI https://twitter.com/musicalisotope
harmony / hanakuma chifuyu https://twitter.com/chifuyu_info
MV / https://youtu.be/0zz-yXWO27c
stream on spotify / https://open.spotify.com/track/1gnCXGgj6oQjTT7HfqDl9n?si=9Cav7lWoSSKRF0udAvHzeg
project files / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/15_ahyRqC42lnGyJFqcq9EHSTWuVmp4Z_?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
Taken by a promise on a whim
Don't think that I'd forgotten how it felt to be a
Novice in the center of a whim
I could've gotten better
Could've been forever
Quite the situation we were in 
Just craving for the feeling of your fiery skin
But something kept on twisting from within
I know we should've never
Know I should've never
Followed what all the others had done
Wrangled in whether wanted or not
But you were not the kind to leave a plan undone

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

Burdened with the cold hard truth that only left me scared
(forever)
I can't comprehend the way you made it so unfair
You left me on a dare
A whisper spews from a traitorous tongue
Turned his back on a bountiful love
Doesn't even realize what he's become

Why, I'm fine
So take your time
I'd like to give what's mine
(Made it so unfair, weren't even there, didn't even care, you were unaware)
So make it shine
(Didn't even care, you were unaware)

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

You weren't even there
You were unaware
Die for all I care

A POINTED STARE / SEKAI

the macabre jumped out!

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / gumi https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
mv / https://youtu.be/kYT56e1yolI
inst, midi, vsqx / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lkixiX4CseytHH15rprTaOpbfdVQzuiJ?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
With the raven’s cries starts the end of the night
They’re in the daylight taking flight with summer out of sight
A chilling mist settles in, and so it all begins
Every night, a month of fright
One by one they come out, the Jack-O-Lanterns sprout
Beyond any doubt, they all shout about the darkened now
And to the people, they vow to never speak a sound
It’s out of mind, a morbid sight
And, in the forest, they hide the children of the night
No wondering why, say goodbye to worry in your mind
So try to turn a blind eye to ghouls and goblins gone awry
They’ll try to change your mind

Ah, as the sun goes down, the true macabre comes out
The time has finally come, we know
Let’s put on a show

I’ll take all of your lives
No need to stand by
Cause one by one we’ll fill you all with fright
Petrifying signs, I’ll never deny
An otherworldly masquerade is overstayed
Around and round we go non-stop 
They run in front the enchanted backdrop 
Dropping at the morn
No need to feel torn
We’ll keep it going every day, you see
Cause it’s the first of Halloween

In the evening sky, look up and find a wraith
The trees are decaying and swaying as they wear away
The town is bustlin’ all day as people celebrate
The supernatural holiday

In glee, they flee, and scream, and see reality
The candy tastes like something they had never seen
That they had never seen, a new delicacy
Something made for me and only me
In glee, they flee, and scream, and see reality
The candy tastes like something they had never seen
That they had never seen, a new delicacy
So go along, and run around this night of Halloween

Ah, as the sun goes down, the true macabre comes out
The time has finally come, we know
Let’s put on a show
Although it’s a while away
Emotions overflow
Breathe a sigh and let it go
Continue the show

I’ll take all of your lives
No need to stand by
Cause one by one we’ll fill you all with fright
Petrifying signs, I’ll never deny
An otherworldly masquerade is overstayed
Around and round we go non-stop 
They run in front the enchanted backdrop 
Dropping at the morn
No need to feel torn
We’ll keep it going every day, the first of Halloween will never
Die away

The First of Halloween

music / kian
vocal / eleanor forte
MV / https://youtu.be/rwsfx37NfBo

[lyrics]
Walking through the town late one eve
Right through the messy piles of orange leaves
Hidden right behind dark dead trees
Their shadows cast upon the strangest house I'd ever seen
Left unclean
Still standing, yet abandoned, corroding
Rumors start to spread, it's coming to a head
Those spooky sounds, hear them now

I try to think on what could have caused this
Can it be explained, or do spirits remain?

What we've come to know
It's a horror show
A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home
Tales of a ghost
Are they overblown?
A story made to comprehend all the unknown
Well, now it's time to formulate a plan
I highly doubt that it'll even be that bad
Maybe this is more than what it would seem
The stars aligning perfectly
I know it's up to me to solve this mystery

Silence in the night, eerily
Up in the witching hour, researching
Looking for it's known history
And with no luck online, I'll find the local library
Archiving
These printed papers tell all that I need
A hundred years ago, a fire's burning glow had scorched the house
Yet, somehow...
It remains standing still to this day
The damage isn't nearly the level it should be
Year after year, it's slowly rebuilt
And by the looks of it, the job is nearly complete!

What we've come to know
It's a horror show
A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home
Tales of a ghost
Are they overblown?
A story made to comprehend all the unknown
Decidedly, October 31st
Will be the night I'm gonna solve it all for sure
Maybe this is more than what it would seem
The stars aligning perfectly
I know it's up to me to find the answer to this mystery
Creepy cobwebs cover everything
Footsteps running up ahead of me
Chasing down something I cannot see
Culminating with the spirits of two girls

The ghosts I see are hardly malicious
Listened to the call by powers in the fall
For weeks on end they set up a party
Devilish delight made to bring us a fright
On Halloween night!

What we've come to know
It's a horror show
A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home
Tales of a ghost
Are they overblown?
A story made to comprehend all the unknown
We'll share the frightful cheer of Halloween
With ghouls and goblins of all kinds, you'd not believe
Maybe this is more than what it would seem
The stars aligning perfectly
This haunted house now no longer a mystery

Mystery of the Haunted House / Eleanor Forte

music / kian
vocals / GUMI, Tsuina-chan, Solaria, Eleanor Forte, Yuma, Asterian, Kevin, Hanakuma Chifuyu, Amy, Chris, IA, KAFU, RIME, SEKAI

[lyrics]
Entering in through the gates, so many things await
Watch in time, see how they bring this fair to life
Pumpkins line the streets, loaded to the brim with sweets
Lights are blinking to the beat
Spiders go up on the wall, you'd never hear them crawl
With their webs, they make a banner to show all
Walking across the road, from the corroded abode
Black cats rather stay alone
In the sky, the moon is high
In the town werewolves howl
Chills going up the spine, take it as another sign (In the dead of night they hide) 

Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
Magic sights light up the sky
Take some candy, don't be shy
Feelings that excite ignite the spirits tonight

Walking through the crowd, you'll see the creatures in-between
Don't you hide, you'll see they never wanna bite
With a pumpkin head, Jack puts on a show again
Dolls that come to life will create a scene of vivid dancing imagery
Soon the witching hour starts so they can do their part
Ghostly moans will float around the scare zone
And the monster girl stalks around the haunted home
Entertaining clowns erase all frowns
With a chill, the wind will blow
Bells will ring, demons sing to a 
Hallowed evening
Join the enchanted parade
The symphony of haunted scenery
Could make the reaper smile
So why not stay a while?

Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
Magic sights light up the sky
Take some candy, don't be shy
Feelings that excite ignite the hallowed night
Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
Magic sights light up the sky
Take some candy, don't be shy
Feelings that excite ignite the hallowed night
Dreams, reality and all the in-between
Chocolate covered sweets like from a fantasy
The night is still so young
Let's have some fun

Fright Fair / An Ensemble of Frightful Synthesized Voices (Courtesy of Fright Fair)

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / GUMI SV https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
yt / https://youtu.be/WETKj63-N6E

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

re:BEDEVIL / GUMI SV

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / tsuina-chan, saros
MV / https://youtu.be/yQLpOQxyF2Y
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfmlooi9x7G6kDQYSp1DPfhCtkR5UxBh?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I couldn't take it
Had to break it
For the twentieth last time
Tried to fake it
Tried to make it
But it's poisoning my mind

Is it me what you wanted

I've been forgotten
Body rotten
By the choices I made
Tears are caught in
Bloody cotton
Fearful, shocked and in dismay

Tell me what you wanted

In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

I'm scared of lying
Scared of trying
Not to be out of the loop
Scared of crying
Scared of dying
Scared of finding out the truth

I have all the answers

For what I'm seeking,
What's the meaning
If I'm running out of time?
Pointless grieving
Mindless seething
For a future that's not mine

I have all the answers

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

What's been concealed
By the people
With the power to cut the chord?
See no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil anymore

Maybe they've forgotten

My head's on fire
I've been tired
It's been dire for way too long
I'm a liar
Even prior to the things that did me wrong

Is it what you wanted? 

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do
Going way too far
It's beating through my heart again
And I don't have a say
I'm breaking more and more
Each time I feel another scar
I'm failing to restart again
I've memorized the path
That's taken every time I spiral
Down into the dark
The devil made me do

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL

meaaoaoow
music, illust / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / ASTERIAN, Kevin
MV / https://youtu.be/BT5ydWx-1Wg?si=nGag0bJy2fA0vOUS
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1TekUUfPS_QsFbDZGrl497dEjJuYnMZfE?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Back, like a maniac
I need a helping hand
Oh, I'm getting out of hand
I bet that you can't stand it
I'm working overtime
You better stay in line
So keep the ball, keep the chain
I'm already tamed

My, my, you're so dignified
I think you need to try
My way of living life on the line
What's with all the tension, babe?
Don't feel so ashamed
Love is being made
You never get that
I'm not scared to die, like

Huh?

Maybe I'm a cat
There's nothing wrong with that
So, baby come and play
I need you either way
Make sure to love me all the same
Why are you getting mad?
You're lucky I ain't bad
So tell me what to do
And tell me what to say
I need to see and hear and feel you every day

Maybe, make me make my merry way
To multiply, manipulate and maim
Baby, come and play
You're so fucking lame
I'm so full of hate
Tell me that you'll never hide away from all the pain

Hah!

Maybe I'm a cat
There's nothing wrong with that
The situation changed
I hate the way you
Made me think you needed love today
Why are you getting mad?
You're lucky I ain't bad
Just don't get in the way
Don't tell me about your day
You're really fucking up my brain!
Maybe I'm a cat
There's nothing wrong with that
So, baby come and play
I need you either way
Make sure to love me all the same
Why are you getting mad?
You're lucky I ain't bad
So tell me what to do
And tell me what to say
I need to see and hear and feel you every day

Back, like a maniac
I need a helping hand
Oh, I'm getting out of hand
I bet that you can't stand it
I'm working overtime
You better stay in line
So keep the ball, keep the chain
I'm already tamed

MAYBE I'M A CAT

music / kian
vocals / eleanor forte
mv / https://youtu.be/9zpPRuhFTnY
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QnN3ZpzTuM7GTf7mSGlGZXWH_-Zjzx9a?usp=drive_link


[lyrics]
How could you let me go end up like this?
At least you exist
But is this any way to live?
Just cut your tongue and get a grip
I thought your purpose was to handle me
Handle all your tears?
Why was I unable to fear?
Your mind was well beyond your years
Why don't you know how to get out of here
Isn't it insane?
Your every action comes with pain
This is just the path you paved
But hey, it's just a game
That isn't what you said that day
Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(This isn't good enough)
(No, it's not good enough)
But now at least his eyes are fed

I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame
With choices that I wish weren't made
I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead
(Why are you still sulking over little things)
The profound sense of dread you gave me
(It's not like they hurt you in real life

This isn't what you said it'd feel like
Maybe you're too dumb
Why does it make me wanna die?
You're there still mourning hordes of flies
I don't mind, they've been too kind
That isn't what you said that day
Shut your mouth and go away
Don't let me see your face

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Give me all the pain you felt back then when you were young
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
(I hate you)
I don't know how I could leave it, nothing's good enough
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
At least his eyes are fed

FEAST YOUR EYES

music / kian
vocals / sv_kevin
mv / https://youtu.be/APlARbuyWeE
inst, midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1aYEulP64OWJ_htho8gNlOCNN50fvqgLN?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Oh
Feel it creep on up again
First of Halloween all in our heads
Grab some candy, take a bite
Carve a Jack-o-Lantern for the night
And take a forest hike
Hear the witch's cackle as she flies
Pass on by the haunted house
Just outside, the Fright Fair's back in town
For the month
One by one
Till' past years have been outdone
Every one
One by one
Till' we all have had our fun

Going round and round
Mechanically unsound
Feel the terror, scream out loud
Chaos overthrows
Becomes the status-quo
Ain't it quite a sight?
I'll go ahead and give it all my might
Might you calm down?
We'll make sure to leave without a sound
Sound the alarm while we go to the next town
Hide away for now
Cause' when we come around
I'll drag you straight to hell
In my Electric Nightmare Carousel

Watch for killers in the eve
From this party you can't leave
Followed by some stalker creep
From the Blacklight St.

Watch the clock, stay up all night
You'll be filled with fright
Anxiously awaiting for some boogeyman to haunt your dreams
Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
And my Electric Nightmare Carousel is sure to take your life

Every one
One by one
Spreading terror one on one
Every one
One by one
Though you try you can't outrun
Every one
One by one
Till' past years have been outdone
Every one 
One by one
Till' we all have had our fun

Going round and round
Mechanically unsound
Feel the terror, scream out loud
Chaos overthrows
Becomes the status-quo
Ain't it quite a sight?
I'll go ahead and give it all my might
Might you calm down?
We'll make sure to leave without a sound
Sound the alarm while we go to the next town
Hide away for now
Cause' when we come around
I'll drag you straight to hell
In my Electric Nightmare Carousel

Electric Nightmare Carousel

Electric Nightmare Carousel

We'll be going round and round and round
Until you're found
And everybody hears the sound
So, watch the crowd
We're coming now

ELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL

music / kian
vocal / SAROS 
mv / (soon)
inst, svp, midi / (soon)

[lyrics]
Good girl alone in a small town
Fucked up, face down in a dark house
Late in the night, turn the lights out
Wow, you've gone and done it now
Woke up to news on the TV
Something's gone wrong in the evening
10 miles away was the crime scene
There's word that a killer is at large and getting closer
On the run
You're advised to lock your doors and windows at all times
If you see a thing, call 911
Keep an eye out in the shadows for anyone watching

You're way too loud now
We got to keep it down, down, down, down
Got to leave this town right now
Right before he comes on down, down, down
The killer is escaping now

Footsteps outside on the pavement
Deep breaths, calm down, can't believe it
Holding a large, bloody hatchet
Of all places in this town
Staring outside in the porch light
His ragged breath in the Ring mic
The look of evil in his eyes
He's staring into your soul right through the door you swear you locked before
Though you can't be sure if he even knows you're in there
Back away right now without a sound
Right until your phone goes off
Blaring out loud your ringtone

Banging the door
1, 2, 3
Break it down
He steps inside
The hallway you left your phone and key
You're fucked, pal
He's damn sure got you
Now that you're stuck inside your friend's basement
And don't you regret taking the job house-sitting?
Maybe this could've been someone else's problem
If you just had shut the fuck up for once

Way too loud now
We got to keep it down, down, down, down
Got to leave this town right now
Right before he comes on down, down, down, down
Push him to the ground right now
And then bring your weapon down, down, down, down
Don't stop until there's not a sound
After that, you can calm down, down, down
This final girl's escaping now

THE KILLER IS ESCAPING!!

music / kian
vocal / Hanakuma Chifuyu
mv / (soon)
inst, svp, midi / (soon)

[lyrics]
Threw away another letter written in your blood
I can't say that I'm not flattered
Though it's tiresome
You're watching me tonight
I can feel your stare
But something else is there
A monstrous glare

Save me, stalker creep, from what's on the street
Come rescue me from what's underneath
My bed at night when I try to sleep
Pick up the phone for me, babe, and
Save me, stalker creep, it's still chasing me
It's in the closet, it's in my dreams
It's taken over the basement stairs
Come save me now
I can't go nowhere

I can't help it if my heartrate quickens at the sight
Of your large, hunched over figure in the hallway light
So if you really care
You'll come help me from the monsters hiding there
Now don't be scared

Save me, stalker creep, from what's on the street
Come rescue me from what's underneath
My bed at night when I try to sleep
Pick up the phone for me, babe, and
Save me, stalker creep, it's still chasing me
It's in the closet, it's in my dreams
It's taken over the basement stairs
Come save me now
I can't go nowhere

Come and meet me in the back
Bloody leather gloves are holding both my hands
God, I could just eat you up
Finally, we share a kiss in the moonlight

Save me, stalker creep, from what's in the street
Don't tell me a thing
Hide under the bed until all the flashing lights go away
Save me, stalker creep, from what's in my dreams
Hold me in my sleep
Be there when I have to face all my fears on this Hallow's Eve
Save me, stalker creep, from what's underneath
Clawing at my feet
Burrowed deep inside of my brain, but you make it go away
Tell me, stalker creep, is this what love is supposed to be?
I could just dig into your chest and pull out your beating heart
When you're here with me

SAVE ME, STALKER CREEP

Five Nights at Freddy's by Scott Cawthon 
Family Comes First by scope_wad / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfhLYOIVOuo
music, illust / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
vocal / GUMI SV https://x.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
MV / https://youtu.be/LFAyVsbG2P0
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FVM2J4rE5ILp7Vk928B0yeukGuXYVqwV?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I could tell a lie
I thought we'd be fine
Despite the sun having died
I can hear you cry
God, I wonder why
You're not the one in the sky
I could tell the truth
If only you knew
How much I wish it was you
Lying in your room
My hatred for you
While seething, it stopped depleting
It grew

Ashes of the past
Come to take me at last
I rot in this mess
Hoping I end up dead
Dead for years on end
With all your new friends
I have no regret
I'd do it again

I'm a monster too
If only you knew
The hell that I put them through
I'd forgive you if I could
Don't give me that look
Cause things have since gotten worse

Ashes of the past
Come to take me at last
I rot in this mess
Hoping I end up dead
Dead for years on end
With all your new friends
My only regret that it couldn't end
After everything is torn apart
I'll get what I deserve
The atrocities I spread like a curse all will burn
And you'll go to heaven thinking none of this was ever real
Just don't tell me how you feel
I'll die
But, if it's worthwhile
I love you, my child

Family man.

music. illust / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
vocals / miyamai moca 
MV / https://youtu.be/aA7t0SHga3Q
svp, instrumental / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RMt4kC7i-fJtPjjYLKek5BY7-xaMSn2M?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
I awake without an end in mind
Supernovae in my eyes
And fear I've left behind any sign
That the future will provide
Lies are all that I've been told
They filled my world with black mold
It's there, but it won't show
Make it known, I have darkness to behold
Shame is locked to me in steel chains
I've been made to bear a guilty mind
Not at fault, but it's me who took the fall

And it's a thing I've been hoping I can say to you
I tried to talk, but I couldn't if you told me to
I took a walk with an angel, and they said to me
"You're on your own, I am not the one to set you free"
"You're a human being"

Brighter days are just ahead
Done away with the hope of death
Over is this sense of dread
Stay with me here, alone, my friend
I get it, that tired laugh
Cause in the end you feel it doesn't matter
But I'll keep you in my head
Knowing there's still much more that's left to mend

I wake with myodesopsias made of rust
I'm slowly losing trust, all for what?
Cause my heart's about to bust

And it's a thing I've been hoping I can say to you
I tried to talk, but I couldn't if you told me to
I took a walk with the devil, and it said to me
"You're on your own, I could be the one to set you free"
The temptation's too distressing
I'm a human being

Bury you into the ground
Turning your life upside down
I am not playing around
Try me, I'll never be found
I only exist to make your life a living hell
I won't stop until you feel yourself turn inside out

Brighter days are just ahead
Done away with the hope of death
Over is this sense of dread
Stay with me here, alone, my friend
I get it, that tired laugh
Cause in the end you feel it doesn't matter
But I'll keep you in my head
Knowing there's still much more that's left to mend

BRIGHT SUNNY DAYS FROM HERE ON OUT

original song by https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup/sinabi-mo-full-version
remix / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
mv / https://youtu.be/rb6rCytHYwc
vocals / tsuina-chan, asterian

SINABI MO / remix

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