IN THE NAME OF GOD I'M HERE TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT 🗣️🗣️🗣️

this chorus :Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji: Fire_Emoji:

Fun fact: I got bored so I decided to make the devil guy or whoever he is a emoji in my server and I didn’t know what to name it so I put Mr fxck face a as a placeholder and the name stuck and that’s what I call him now lol

꒰აMy Favorite Tracks໒꒱

MV / https://youtu.be/-cL52_HeuKs
music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan AI https://twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N 
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out 
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated 
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a 
M O R O N
Repeat again

DIM-WITTED POLKA / Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

i will not disclose the amount of pain and suffering i had to endure in order to make this song's PMV possible, i had to edit it on a crummy iPad and was ultimately met with the repeated bashing of mental anguish at least 4 or 5 times but that's okay!!! it all turned out awesome in the end!!!!

this song features my very first pmv in case you couldn't tell!! I'm super proud of it, so PLEASE go check it out!!

the character's name is Aldora (she/her), and those are wings coming out of her head, not weird axolotl ears, I'm sorry :( devastating, i know
(the lore for this character as well as her... Relations with other existing characters are not established in its absolute yet; questions can be asked, but i do not guarantee they will all be answered :( )

all assets of the video were either drawn/taken by me! same goes for the music and the tuning :] no stealing, pls!!

i'll see you on the flip side! goodbye for now <3

❦

LINKS:
↳ Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1X7TMO2zyp-P58JPbsloc-bRy1edwZcawzSTxJgfbyZU/edit?usp=sharing
↳ Youtube / PMV: https://youtu.be/bpZX0EqLmKY
↳ Instrumental: (BPM - 100)https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Ql14J0IZ5LsBwZULq4b-uWwXQ4BtzEol?usp=sharing

Give Or Take (Original Song Ft. Gumi English)

TRIGGER WARNINGS: this song is about violence being glorified and nearly acted upon. It contains themes of the idolization of violence, discussions of urges / plans to hurt people, suicidal ideation, implied past child abuse, implied gun violence, implications of self-harm.

This song does not endorse violence in any way, shape, or form, but discusses it nonetheless. Please be careful if the above topics may be triggering to you. 

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yeah its the!! song :)

Original Song: https://youtu.be/iudTradAW0E
Artist: https://twitter.com/CRUORMOR?t=Iqw_Jg0m4TtWf27cibufgQ&s=09

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art twitter: [ https://twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon?t=T1fYa9ui0CjwYs6Xix4n7Q&s=09 ]
youtube channel:
[ https://youtube.com/channel/UC5H7DvVtGp4ebpFGevlW-1w ]

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[Lyrics]
Girl intruder with no future, a computer claims my soul
Burdened with a nasty burning, obscene yearning for control
Shy and quiet, there but silent. There's a violence in my heart
Want to maim you, to repaint you, want to make you come apart

Growing up, I had these urges I'd feel bad about, but...
I'm done feeling guilty, I'll take these thoughts and tear them out

So you can't stand to see me punishing myself?
Only other option is to take it out on someone else!
STICKERS ON MY ARTILLERY, I'M GONNA MAKE HISTORY
HURRY UP AND GET RID OF ME, WHILE THERES NOTHING LEFT IN ME
QUIET GIRL SO UNASSUMING, DONT ASK ME HOW IM DOING
BORN TO BRING THE END OF THE WORLD, SWEAR IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL!

Tried to take it out on myself, didn't have the samе effect
Blood is always satisfying, but yours will be bеtter yet
Round the corner acting normal
Scary how they don't see it
Ain't it strange, it feels like yesterday, that i was just a kid...

Another night, I'm all alone enthroned within a screen
RGB light reflects uncut, orgasmic tragedies

Oh, I can't stand these awful thoughts inside of me!
Only way to compensate is lead and metal, sharp and clean!
RAZOR BLADED, SUGAR COATED, JUST COCK IT AND RELOAD IT
IN THE BACKYARD, FIRING ROUNDS, WHOS AN EASY TARGET NOW?
QUIET GIRL, SO UNNAPEALING, DONT ASK ME HOW I'M FEELING
BORN TO DIE, I'M TAKING YOU TOO, HOW MUCH DAMAGE CAN I DO?

[bloody feet across the floor]
[no one there to clean the stains]
[never got to be adored]
[no one there to ease the pain]
[nobody to kiss it better]
[laughed at for all the scars]
[abusive misuse of a child]
[guess that must've been the cause]
Now I'm bitter, now I'm better, angry but I know the truth
You all hurt me, you all hate me, this is what you made me do

When nothing, matters at all, you can do anything!
I have to hurt them, for balance, for karma
Before they do it to me

SO YOU CAN'T STAND TO SEE ME PUNISHING MYSELF?
DON'T BE SO NICE TO ME, YOU'LL MAKE ME WISH I WANTED HELP
STICKERS ON MY ARTILLERY, WHY WON'T YOU GO AND KILL ME?
HURRY UP AND GET RID OF ME, BEFORE I SAY I'M SORRY
QUIET GIRL, NOBODY KNOWS HER, PLEASE LET ME START ALL OVER
BORN TO BRING YOU ALL MISERY, AND YET YOU SEE GOOD IN ME
If this wasn't really the end, and I could do it again
Do you think that I'd deserve it? do you think that I'm worth it?
"sympa'", "empa", "apathetic"; they're only theoretic
For now I put down my weapons
I wanna be a person

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VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=sharing
MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=sharing

Splitter Girl // DEX Cover

music / kian
vocals / kevin, kafu
illust / BONES 

[lyrics]
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would 
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind 
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself 
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH

links in the youtube description https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiN2gLLTX84

Mai, Asterian / DEATHBODY [Original Song Collaboration]

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / SEKAI https://twitter.com/musicalisotope
harmony / hanakuma chifuyu https://twitter.com/chifuyu_info
MV / https://youtu.be/0zz-yXWO27c
stream on spotify / https://open.spotify.com/track/1gnCXGgj6oQjTT7HfqDl9n?si=9Cav7lWoSSKRF0udAvHzeg
project files / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/15_ahyRqC42lnGyJFqcq9EHSTWuVmp4Z_?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
Taken by a promise on a whim
Don't think that I'd forgotten how it felt to be a
Novice in the center of a whim
I could've gotten better
Could've been forever
Quite the situation we were in 
Just craving for the feeling of your fiery skin
But something kept on twisting from within
I know we should've never
Know I should've never
Followed what all the others had done
Wrangled in whether wanted or not
But you were not the kind to leave a plan undone

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

Burdened with the cold hard truth that only left me scared
(forever)
I can't comprehend the way you made it so unfair
You left me on a dare
A whisper spews from a traitorous tongue
Turned his back on a bountiful love
Doesn't even realize what he's become

Why, I'm fine
So take your time
I'd like to give what's mine
(Made it so unfair, weren't even there, didn't even care, you were unaware)
So make it shine
(Didn't even care, you were unaware)

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

You weren't even there
You were unaware
Die for all I care

A POINTED STARE / SEKAI

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / tsuina-chan, saros
MV / https://youtu.be/yQLpOQxyF2Y
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfmlooi9x7G6kDQYSp1DPfhCtkR5UxBh?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I couldn't take it
Had to break it
For the twentieth last time
Tried to fake it
Tried to make it
But it's poisoning my mind

Is it me what you wanted

I've been forgotten
Body rotten
By the choices I made
Tears are caught in
Bloody cotton
Fearful, shocked and in dismay

Tell me what you wanted

In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

I'm scared of lying
Scared of trying
Not to be out of the loop
Scared of crying
Scared of dying
Scared of finding out the truth

I have all the answers

For what I'm seeking,
What's the meaning
If I'm running out of time?
Pointless grieving
Mindless seething
For a future that's not mine

I have all the answers

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

What's been concealed
By the people
With the power to cut the chord?
See no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil anymore

Maybe they've forgotten

My head's on fire
I've been tired
It's been dire for way too long
I'm a liar
Even prior to the things that did me wrong

Is it what you wanted? 

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do
Going way too far
It's beating through my heart again
And I don't have a say
I'm breaking more and more
Each time I feel another scar
I'm failing to restart again
I've memorized the path
That's taken every time I spiral
Down into the dark
The devil made me do

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL

music / kian
vocal / Hanakuma Chifuyu
mv / (soon)
inst, svp, midi / (soon)

[lyrics]
Threw away another letter written in your blood
I can't say that I'm not flattered
Though it's tiresome
You're watching me tonight
I can feel your stare
But something else is there
A monstrous glare

Save me, stalker creep, from what's on the street
Come rescue me from what's underneath
My bed at night when I try to sleep
Pick up the phone for me, babe, and
Save me, stalker creep, it's still chasing me
It's in the closet, it's in my dreams
It's taken over the basement stairs
Come save me now
I can't go nowhere

I can't help it if my heartrate quickens at the sight
Of your large, hunched over figure in the hallway light
So if you really care
You'll come help me from the monsters hiding there
Now don't be scared

Save me, stalker creep, from what's on the street
Come rescue me from what's underneath
My bed at night when I try to sleep
Pick up the phone for me, babe, and
Save me, stalker creep, it's still chasing me
It's in the closet, it's in my dreams
It's taken over the basement stairs
Come save me now
I can't go nowhere

Come and meet me in the back
Bloody leather gloves are holding both my hands
God, I could just eat you up
Finally, we share a kiss in the moonlight

Save me, stalker creep, from what's in the street
Don't tell me a thing
Hide under the bed until all the flashing lights go away
Save me, stalker creep, from what's in my dreams
Hold me in my sleep
Be there when I have to face all my fears on this Hallow's Eve
Save me, stalker creep, from what's underneath
Clawing at my feet
Burrowed deep inside of my brain, but you make it go away
Tell me, stalker creep, is this what love is supposed to be?
I could just dig into your chest and pull out your beating heart
When you're here with me

SAVE ME, STALKER CREEP

Five Nights at Freddy's by Scott Cawthon 
Family Comes First by scope_wad / https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfhLYOIVOuo
music, illust / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
vocal / GUMI SV https://x.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
MV / https://youtu.be/LFAyVsbG2P0
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FVM2J4rE5ILp7Vk928B0yeukGuXYVqwV?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I could tell a lie
I thought we'd be fine
Despite the sun having died
I can hear you cry
God, I wonder why
You're not the one in the sky
I could tell the truth
If only you knew
How much I wish it was you
Lying in your room
My hatred for you
While seething, it stopped depleting
It grew

Ashes of the past
Come to take me at last
I rot in this mess
Hoping I end up dead
Dead for years on end
With all your new friends
I have no regret
I'd do it again

I'm a monster too
If only you knew
The hell that I put them through
I'd forgive you if I could
Don't give me that look
Cause things have since gotten worse

Ashes of the past
Come to take me at last
I rot in this mess
Hoping I end up dead
Dead for years on end
With all your new friends
My only regret that it couldn't end
After everything is torn apart
I'll get what I deserve
The atrocities I spread like a curse all will burn
And you'll go to heaven thinking none of this was ever real
Just don't tell me how you feel
I'll die
But, if it's worthwhile
I love you, my child

Family man.

music. illust / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
vocals / miyamai moca 
MV / https://youtu.be/aA7t0SHga3Q
svp, instrumental / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RMt4kC7i-fJtPjjYLKek5BY7-xaMSn2M?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
I awake without an end in mind
Supernovae in my eyes
And fear I've left behind any sign
That the future will provide
Lies are all that I've been told
They filled my world with black mold
It's there, but it won't show
Make it known, I have darkness to behold
Shame is locked to me in steel chains
I've been made to bear a guilty mind
Not at fault, but it's me who took the fall

And it's a thing I've been hoping I can say to you
I tried to talk, but I couldn't if you told me to
I took a walk with an angel, and they said to me
"You're on your own, I am not the one to set you free"
"You're a human being"

Brighter days are just ahead
Done away with the hope of death
Over is this sense of dread
Stay with me here, alone, my friend
I get it, that tired laugh
Cause in the end you feel it doesn't matter
But I'll keep you in my head
Knowing there's still much more that's left to mend

I wake with myodesopsias made of rust
I'm slowly losing trust, all for what?
Cause my heart's about to bust

And it's a thing I've been hoping I can say to you
I tried to talk, but I couldn't if you told me to
I took a walk with the devil, and it said to me
"You're on your own, I could be the one to set you free"
The temptation's too distressing
I'm a human being

Bury you into the ground
Turning your life upside down
I am not playing around
Try me, I'll never be found
I only exist to make your life a living hell
I won't stop until you feel yourself turn inside out

Brighter days are just ahead
Done away with the hope of death
Over is this sense of dread
Stay with me here, alone, my friend
I get it, that tired laugh
Cause in the end you feel it doesn't matter
But I'll keep you in my head
Knowing there's still much more that's left to mend

BRIGHT SUNNY DAYS FROM HERE ON OUT

original song by https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup/sinabi-mo-full-version
remix / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.bsky.social
mv / https://youtu.be/rb6rCytHYwc
vocals / tsuina-chan, asterian

SINABI MO / remix

Hey GHOST I did a remix of your latest thing! ^u^
I hope you like it.

Song & Art: GHOST
Remix: ME

Original: https://soundcloud.com/ghost_number_two/fukase-englishbroadcast-illusion-communications-case-two-part-one

Download: https://www.dropbox.com/s/c6btb7m1y68gylx/BroadCast%20Illsion%20%28on%20vocal%29.mp3?dl=0

Off-Vocal: https://www.dropbox.com/s/jo8vr4ovj8uj5ip/BroadCast%20Illsion%20%28off%20vocal%29.mp3?dl=0

【Fukase English】"GHOST" BROADCAST ILLUSION 【Timid's Remix】

full title: Thanks to You Song That I Don't Understand How People Like It I'm Forced to Listen to This S​*​*​t Everyday Cause My F​*​*​*​ing Sister Plays This Every Time Without Getting Bored of Listening to It Thanks Ghost for This Piece of S​*​*​t You Introduced Into My Life

this is just a compilation of most of the songs i've made during 2016-2017

if you wanna help support me you can purchase all these songs, along with the instrumentals here:

Bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/thanks-to-you-song-that-i-dont-understand-how-people-like-it-im-forced-to-listen-to-this-s-t-everyday-cause-my-f-ing-sister-plays-this-every-time-without-getting-bored-of-listening-to-it-thanks-g

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/thanks-to-you-song/1369713499

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7jR9LLmvyGevD3hgWa8geY

Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Ghost_and_Pals_Thanks_to_You_Song?id=Bvwi5ipzeapibsli5adpaehg6vy

also available on other stores under the title "thanks to you song" so, if the store you use isn't listed here, you can search it to see if it's available there!

Two Of A Kind / Otomachi Una Original Song

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlhgKHHqpL0

I'M VERY GLAD TO FINALLY HAVE THIS DONE
basically this song has been a work in progress since early 2018, i started writing it during my hiatus and then just... stuff kept coming up and i planned a super ambitious PV for it that i obviously never ended up finishing, but i finally got it done!

i hope anyone who's feeling like nothing gets better and that good moments are deemed to come crashing down will hang in there. life's quite literally a rollercoaster, and i promise there's always gonna be breaks from the rainstorm, even if they're brief for now. i also hope that people like me can internalize the fact that they're still worth just as much as everyone else even if they're not the best at something or the most capable worker out there. maybe you're not as great at drawing as your peers, maybe your grades suck, or maybe you can't work or go to school because getting out of bed is near impossible. none of that impacts you being a lovable and deserving person.

[cue studio audience "awww"]

p.s pls listen to the song off itunes/spotify (when it comes out) or bandcamp, youtube killed the quality

~~

get the song at:
bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/those-who-carried-on

itunes, spotify, and etc. online stores will be available soon! once they're up i'll add them to this description box

you can find my twitter, instagram, patreon, and other websites i'm on here:
https://www.ghostandpals.com/

look guys i made a website!

Those Who Carried On / Gumi English & Yohioloid Original Song

BROADCAST ILLUSION / Fukase English original song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQI5a2WGt2s

Hatsune Miku Eng / Entomologists [Original Song]

| ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ i upload random unreleased songs by any artist or slowed/reverb songs/Live performance sometimes. big Arianator, and a fan of alot of other artist also im gay lol he/him |

vocal synth producer // alt rock + dark pop music

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL

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