I take a big sigh and then thank every day that you are well and alive kingg

This is a part with @hdbn2 @whyawe @jianmsic @h3artch3rades @jedwill1999 from our submission for @artbyform All Nighter Vol. 9! Unfortunately it didn't make the list, but we still had a lot of fun making it.


awe, jian, toemuro, takecare04, remiyu & junoes - worth it now (ft. h3artch3rades & jedwill)
@whyawe @jianmsic @toemuro @hdbn2 @remiyu @j896 @h3artch3rades @jedwill1999

Worth it Now w/ takecare04, awe, jian ft. h3artch3rades, jedwill

This isn’t easy for me to say, and it’s something I’ve wrestled with for a long time. But I want to speak to you not just as a performer, not as the voice behind the songs you’ve played on repeat but as a person. Today, I’m choosing to step away from the stage. I am stepping away from fame. Being a vocalist has been one of the greatest honors of my life. Music gave me purpose. It gave me a way to connect with you, to share pieces of my soul, and to feel less alone in this loud, complicated world. Every cheer, every message, every shared moment—we’ve built something beautiful together.
But fame… fame is a different kind of weight. Behind the applause, the interviews, and the flawless photos, there’s a human being who wakes up with anxiety, who feels the pressure to be perfect, and who sometimes just wants to breathe without being watched. The spotlight, as bright as it is, can cast long shadows. And in those shadows, I started losing pieces of myself. I’m not quitting music. Music is in my blood, in my bones. I’m just choosing to find it again without the pressure to be “on” all the time. I need time to heal, to rediscover who I am when the mic is off and the cameras are gone. To my fans thank you. Your love has carried me through more than you know. But now, I need to carry myself through this next chapter. I would like to give a huge shoutout to everyone who has supported me through my journey: 
@reo4u
@14106lyn
@7akkiro
@1sana
@overoveroverover
@sxnnai
@pw4prez
@xayaroth
@trustt
@seph 
@knuckllles
@rimerensu
@cruseyyyy
@h3artch3rades
@bazington
And many more

the final calls of a desolate soul (prod decago x akura)

back to the regular
i smoke the gas pack
pussy it ain't regular
if your name isn't god
then i am not afraid of you
got whips that look like ufos
that's hovering in your area
here to embarrass you
your folks ain't beat your ass enough
so here i am to parent you
this flow is scary to these weak ass pussy rappers 
that ain't even got their barrings yet

you blew the bet
losing against me will have you right in debt
writing checks
out to me and my name know i pocket that
like thank you kindly please
i take that right away and put it right where i need
i pull off right away and drop the top so i start feeling a breeze
our worlds ain't wide away so why you hating on me
it's because you hate the fact you know you'll never be me
i push up stun away in a way that could only be me
i'm screeching rubber burning asphalt
shoes on your couch disrespect i'm an asshole
ain't leaving 'til i'm getting what i asked about
you wanna be me you could be my mascot
you want the worst of me
i'm riding this high 'til i die
giddy up pony
you think you'd last a round
i would recommend giving up on it
pushing away the dead weight
building muscle from it
four walls in here tell you lies
continuing to build off whatever i sacrifice
point to be made you know you cannot fucking symbolize
whatever you made out to be the fucking selling point
of what you wanted to be
you feel like burning what you wanted in the third degree
and now you're trying to sign off on it
pushing it off the bridge and trying to suck the air from it
but i can't let you know

get me back to the regular
i'm smoking gas pack 
pussy it's irregular
if your name isn't god
then i am not afraid of you
got whips that look like ufos
that's hovering in your area
here to embarrass you
your folks ain't beat your ass enough
so here i am to parent you

back to the regular (prod.elxnce & sydney runner)

prod isa n chinapoet

lyrics:
you dont wanna talk
you dont listen
guess I'm done thinking it was different
money up spend it on prescriptions
I'm still tryna process what I just witnessed
tell me what u want from me
tell me do you want me endlessly
tell me that you're never gonna leave
I wont ever trust my enemies
I said ok fuck em let em bleed
will you keep the other half of me
tell me do you wanna hear from me
Ive been fucked up way too long that I cant tell just what I need

rest of me prod heroine, chinapoet

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

prod me w help from @pitifulrock
@100signs

they dont wanna see me
i dont wanna tell em
doing everything i can to keep my shit together
i dont really think that i can do this shit forever
how am i supposed to-how am i supposed to live like this?
everybody wanna get like this
nah thats wrong yea ur supposed to do that shit like this
spent my life tryna get like this
why is everybody staring?
im just tryna live

im just tryna fit in
stuck inside my head yea
say you love me
do you mean it?
turn it up
do you feel it?

getting high just for some feeling
living life without no reason
something tells me that i need this
something to make me feel needed

i hate that they always talk
they not gonna throw me off
im thinking its all my fault
baby was it all my fault
i don't think they love me at all yea

praying for an end to it all yea
wont be long until i see you fall yea
fucking hate the way your name rolls off my tongue
wish i could forget everything that you done

everybody wanna get like this
nah thats wrong yea ur supposed to do that shit like this
spent my life tryna get like this
why is everybody staring?
im just tryna live

everybody wanna get like this
nah thats wrong yea ur supposed to do that shit like this
spent my life tryna get like this
why is everybody staring?
im just tryna live

like this

prod kay @3eight9 , qlein @qlein <3 「デモ」

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

you know it's not ok but you're still alright
'cause there's not much left to go
i know we don't have time to say goodbye
but i still want to know (oo-ooh)
was it worth it i don't know (oo-ooh)
promise i'll think of you some more

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

u know {kay, qlein}

@lyn_u

shout out my ogs @3six03six03six0

Golden Ratio

image title-ai is definitely the king rn

this a lil throw away
prod2xcond

plz catch me

@synplant 
felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

i been insecure abt myself for the past ten years,
think i gotta switch my reflex
cant even go outside no more, no recess
it all fell to pieces when a bad bitch hit my dms, yeah
fucked up for the whole weekend, i gotta reset

felt the feeling leave now its calling my phone
never choose a scene, i dont know what i want
i was acting fake now youre calling my bluff
i cant even lie, i just wanna go home

@sinefelt
i lose my mind x2
i guess i tolerate myself some of the time
taking a second glance losing my mind
there's plenty abt myself that i would wish away instead
but rly it's all alright, at least i'ma be something

i couldn't speak
i wouldn't talk
it'd be better if she knew what she wants
but she don't n she's gone

calling my phone feat. sinefelt

do u miss me? (feat. miraie)

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new era

opera x trap metal x choir sorta vibe im going for, I hope yall enjoy and dont be afraid to send me beats or opens

the final calls of a desolate soul (prod decago x akura)

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