Fourge and I both are glad you're doing better. Speaking up about this is so hard to do and I truly appreciate it. I never have attempted but I struggled with self harm and suicidal thoughts a lot. This helps me see I wasn't alone. Keep on doing you brother <3 we got your back!

Jesus fucking christ, you never disappoint me.

hey. i hope this song reminds you to slow down. sometimes the dark can be beautiful.

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TRIGGER WARNING: This track could potentially trigger those who are sensitive to or relate with the topic of suicidal thoughts and feelings. If you feel as though this could trigger something, please refrain from listening. This is a testimony to my own struggles and story.

Hey guys, I'm sorry it's been eons and ages between releasing new tracks. I'm finally feeling myself get back into the groove of releasing new music. So yeah, I'm still alive. A lot has changed though since my last release, "A City For A Sparrow." I'm working at a trippy retail job, with great people. I moved back to my hometown of 12+ years again. I'm saving to purchase a functioning car and am quite possibly nearly to my goal. I am still creating though. I promise. I appreciate your patience with me, and if I'm taking a long time to respond to people, please, please forgive me for it. I do care. A lot. I've just really had to figure out my own mind, soul and heart again. Thank you. <3

This track was without doubt, incredibly difficult to not only write, but to sing and create as well. This song is about September 7th, 2016. The night of my last suicide attempt. It was a night where the attempt almost worked. I almost wasn't going to make it to this day today. It's a difficult and real subject to speak on because of how stigmatized it is. People usually don't speak out and say that they're dealing with it because they're afraid of how it'll be received.

I see you. You're doing the best you can. You feel everything so deeply. Just be you, and the rest of the world can adapt. You are unique and original. You have a voice. You have such great things to offer, so don't rush. <3 There's no rush. You may be told you're not
giving enough or doing enough. To who's standard? Who told you that, and who gets to say that that is objective truth? It's not. People only see you through their lenses on life, and those lenses tend to be
shaped by their own subjective experiences. If all they've seen is a dark sky, It's all they will believe exists. They can't see your rainbow. Just shine, and thank you so much for still being here today. <3

LYRICS:

"If tomorrow never comes, I want you to know you are loved.
The brain is like a fragile freight train, and we can't find the tracks.
All aboard, It's time to go again. Where to is completely unknown.
If we wander off course, please remember the source, of everything.

After all the voices finish their chorus, will we be the same again?
Cause separating the lies from the truth, has gotten hard to do.
I bit off more than I chew.

My feelings hang by a thread. Some days I can't get out of bed.
It's hard to see the colors shine, past all the gray,
I'm lost for words on what to say, we're all in need of being saved.
God, I'm about to cave, On the edge of passing to the grave.
If we're a temple, I just feel like a tomb.
I don't know what to do. My soul is a crowded room.
The noises get louder.

As the poison takes hold, I feel my body going cold. I think I need a miracle.

Fall in love with the idea of normalizing love for what it is, and not for what
we think it should be. Cause our culture's deprived of a feeling that we're
too scared to see, when it should feel free.
How many times do ya laugh at the addict and say "Oh that'd never happen to me"
Well, Just shut it.
I'm tired of the blame games and tired of the distance. Love your neighbor
as yourself, even when they need assistance.
Every single foot in the world has walked a different road, and that brings
a load of It's own baggage, so try to empathize with the beggar on the street
cause the only food he eats might be leftover cabbage."

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1/5/2025 UPDATE:

I have not uploaded to this page in nearly 2 years now, but I am still releasing new music. I just don't upload here anymore. Everything can be found on my YouTube from now on until further notice. 

I stream on my Facebook page sometimes whenever the coffee is working! Check it out here: https://www.facebook.com/animatedbrainnetwork/ 

For more of my music that might not be on Soundcloud, check out my youtube here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUaYIVV8BfwrwqS9MinkOlg

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I'm a 24 year old earth dweller whom has many musical styles with many stories. We can make anything. <3 

"A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality."  - John Lennon

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