Why the drawing so thicc dawg 😩😩😩

@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

prod.
@ilyinner
@ripwarheart

notes:
school starts
im sad n u2
i love u luvinner

//

[shiro]
i guess thats okay,
4u to come into my life and run away,
ik that we had lots of differences,
so lets push that aside and cherish the things that
we had before, i start comin there,
knockin down the door,
see u by the trees and its over for,
me n u was fight like a war, 
and i miss u,

i know u want that,
baby dont call back,
i was mad at u but it wont end like that,
i js wna see u fine,
i js wna say ur mine,
i js wna see ur eyes,
i wna be there when u cry,

runnin from the past and finding ur love,
got me pushed to the wall,
and i cant see nothing at all,
tired and confused yeah,
wanna be w/ u yeah,
cant see thru ya,
but i might do that yeah,

ik u dont like that,
and ik u dont want me back,
so, lets js take some time on our own,
and js find a place we can call home,
im js mourning that thing we call love,
and its waiting for u to come up

[hook]

//

mistakes『luvinner/warheart』

@1kkishin
please let's not do this again
girl you're so ignorant
drugs they be my only friend
take em like it's medicine 
think how good we might've been 
it's okay it always ends
it's too late to try again

I move on, no i cant take this
Please don't waste my time, i'm losing my patience 
I thought you were mine, you were his for the taking 
I'm losing my mind, my heart is breaking

(Kishin)

even if i try
i cant let go
knew it from the start
from the get go
ye u broke me down
did me so wrong
i cant even move on
think i learned my lesson
give af bout feelings
i repress them
it aint even worth expressing 
still got lots of questions 
but nah i aint even gna stress it
remember all those messages 
hate to admit it 
but im still attached to them
now its past tense

try again w/ kishin (victxrw)

𝚙𝚊𝚘𝚙𝚞 𝚏𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚝 ✩

Ive been lost 
Ive been scared
I got nothing
Cause ik u dont care

Was there better den u?
Never said that i loved u too
Idk idk what to do

Said that you wouldnt 
leave my heart
So scared cause 
ik from the start
Was the light 
With a spark..
In the dark
Put me out 
Cause im fallin apart

You kno what i said bby dont go
Cause ik ur not alone
All the time that 
We spent meant something..
Or did it mean nothing :(

Saying that u love me
Feelin like its worse now
Do u even try tho?
Doesnt make it work so..
Half alive from this shit
Im stressed out
Is there a way out?

Half alive from this shit ya im stressd out..
And ik there wont be a way out..
Holding onto myself
This time

Put me out cause 
Im falling apart..
Put me out cause 
Im scared of the dark
Just a light
Without a spark..

paopu fruit ✩ ๐·°(⋟﹏⋞)°·๐ ✩ (jichu)

Think of you (prod ohmygon)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

first song with my bestie @valberrie ^_^
prod by twizzy @jichuuu <3
prod by @default1player aswell
we wrote our own lyrics
we mixed our own vocals
mastered by me ofc
[hook]
who knew one mistake could ruin something
you took my heart then started running
you always trynna make everything less blunting
took a pain killer and theres still no numbing

i think the cupids trynna trick me
i don’t got much time the clocks ticking
your hearts way too toxic its sickening
you and the devil is way too fitting

[valberrie]
all these signs and I cannot even read them 
all the talks and conversations why don’t u just keep them 
I don’t even know if u really like me like that 
I should stop wasting my time or im just gna be all upset 

who knew that id 
do this for u 
I can’t believe that what they said would turn out to be trueeeee
I cant stop the way I feel it makes me feel nauseous 
all i can do is hope that u even love me back 

all I do 
right now 
im waiting for u 
ur the only one I want and u know they all can’t compare 
right now I can’t feel a thing my whole mind is empty 
all i can do is hope u even love me back
[hook]
who knew one mistake could ruin something
you took my heart then started running
you always trynna make everything less blunting
took a pain killer and theres still no numbing

i think the cupids trynna trick me
i don’t got much time the clocks ticking
your hearts way too toxic its sickening
you and the devil is way too fitting

no time left

on spotify >.<

no time left + valberrie (jichu x 10shi)

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

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paopu fruit ✩ ๐·°(⋟﹏⋞)°·๐ ✩ (jichu)

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rewind

yen!

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