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“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

“Anemochory”, from the botanical term for wind-borne seed dispersal, forms the fourth Item of “Tome of Stars” and serves as a metaphor for the poet’s most desolate phase. It consists of fifteen sonnets of emotional scattering, spiritual disorientation, and theological anguish.

“Infernitum” renders personal grief as metaphysical damnation. The sonnet reframes the emotional devastation of the poet’s lost love not as metaphor but as literal torment, an unceasing state of psychological hell, marked by betrayal, endless longing, and spiritual fragmentation. Rather than positioning the pain as a momentary phase of mourning or heartbreak, the poem casts it as a cosmic sentence: not just a single loss, but a loop of eternal recurrence. Structured in formal diction but steeped in visceral imagery, the sonnet collapses time, memory, and identity into a singular, claustrophobic vision of suffering without end.

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Lyrics

Ourselves betrayed, we let our union die;  
Each chose to sever hearts that once loved true.  
In agony, time crawls while spirits writhe,
Each moment pain eternal without you.

Is this Gehenna where I’ve ever roamed,  
Slow-damned to anguish in a life of loss? 
To wander, warped, insane, without a home,  
A hollow ghost forever tempest-tossed?

Hell’s depths run deep, and deeper still descend,
For time is vast, and demons hone their art.  
Each plague of pain, cruel torment without end, 
Eternity to tear a mind apart.

Their leisure infinite, their pleasure slow—
Relive. Relive! Relive your loss below.

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

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