bro what?? i didnt even know u dropped 😭 THIS IS GASSSS (u should always send me the link to ur new songs cuz i luv new ford songs :)

websitezero october '23

shoutout to killedmyself, didn't know all those beats were up on sc

lyrics

telling me that i was just a fucking addict
guess u were right cause i could never fucking hack it
every morning, grab the palms n i just pack it
i wish sobriety was something i could manage
i wrap the blunt up nice and neat like its a package
i light it up, its in my lungs this shit is banging
i pulled up late into the scene but came in savage
burnt the blunt at both ends more than i can manage

i still remember crushing benzos on her ipad
out the back and smoking cigarettes with ur dad
i wanna know if i was ever part of ur plan
19, music dreams, yeah im all that

i hp it wsnt as bad 4 u (killedmyself)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNKk6XIzsdA
mixed by me 
produced by king theta

lyrics: 
I'm still holding on to everything you left
Watch where I go I'll watch my steps
Like an angel hanging on your shoulder
Watch the time go by until your older
I won't rest till you really get the message
I'm a mess but I hardly ever stress it
You can do better if you just give it a second
But I don't got a second

Yeah Ooo
It's always the back and forth and I'm so fucking over it
I hate the fact I'm far from home it's hard to stomach this
If you don't wanna leave me alone then why ya do it then
I'm not even sad this time I already knew how the story end
But I still wish this shit would never end
I won't act like I'm not hurt cause I don't like to play pretend
I got used to losing friends but you was like my best friend
I won't give another girl my all it's just a lesson
Yeah

Yeah Ooo
It's always the back and forth and I'm so fucking over it
I hate the fact I'm far from home it's hard to stomach this
If you don't wanna leave me alone then why ya do it then
I'm not even sad this time

like an angel on your shoulder

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like an angel on your shoulder (music video out) [p. kingtheta]

living in agony w/Weepings x Ekeon (dercept)

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off 

i see red, i see red 
i see cops here 
kicked out the party
i’m the only one that’s lost here
calling u again and again 
ur just toxic 
leave me on read
once again, sleep on concrete

and i’ve been down before
but this is just a whole another level and

i feel rough 
i’ll miss your dog
i guess i’ll see u on the stairway to heaven 

and i guess that’s how it goes (it goes)
when you’re 25 years old (years old) 
and i don’t mind sharing 
i feel dead it’s the weed n these drugs that i’m dependent on 
x2

switch it up 
you always say same the shit
and it’s boring 

and i 
think it’s love 
or is it simply just this feelin i’m ignoring

pick me up
i’ve been down
on this floor
i’m probably better off here

and it’s enough 
a simple text from somebody 
i feel better off

watching sam sulek wbu (branwen + nevrfall)

lyrics ⬇️ 

it never happened like I thought 
oh no
all alone until I rot
they gon pick apart my bones
I don’t need another slot
jus to fill a stupid spot and then screw up on the plot
ima roll up with with dawgs don’t you tell me I should stop
you don’t know what’s goin on. 
yea it’s not ur job

there’s opportunities everywhere 
i could keep going on
but I cut like silverware 
so now days I don’t want you to stare
i wish that we got along
but we’re not a perfect pair

yea why can’t you see way beyond the pier
i don’t appreciate all of the pressure here

it’s catching up to me
i think they want me dead
do they want me here
or do they want me there instead

I tried to show I want you less
cuz that’s the truth
Then you treat me like a pest
but don’t tell me what I do

what’s new
it’s an issue 
how I’m lost
with out you

i never the kind of cost
shoulda thought this through
cuz you ripped all of my wants and needs in two

what’s the obvious answer?
i don’t need you 
fake it with laughter 
but how can they prove
I can’t wait til after ik what to do
and I hope that she’s flattered when she hears the news

beyond the pier w/ decks (flesh x jolst)

Instant (Prod. Ayyfewtile)

solitary headspace (cl6udy)

lyrics ⬇️

options yea I don’t got a lot of em
cautious cuz I don’t wanna fall for em
nauseous these women got me sick
what did I do to deserve part of this
did nothin but they always feel a way
Think I can’t function 
well lemme say something

i been doing better than I had ever did 
I’m so used to running from anything I’m ever scared of but
but brother turn 21
so I gotta sober up tell em what’s real love 
gotta brand new appartment 
but nobody here to tell me what to start with

we shoulda restarted cuz maybe if we did we coulda been something 

broke down to nothin
you don’t tell the truth you always be sussin
well lemme say something
i got the proof to show all ur assumptions 

like what’s more to lose
i got no time off barley buy shoes
i liked to drown myself in booze
but nowdays I’m better of without the juice

let me say something w/ halfhearted & greenwood (sorrowbringer)

produced by cxrter and fonkyfake
additional production by lxst boy

Collide

@bedroom_noise :P
i’m catching ur disease
ur begging for attention
you wont get any from me

put your face down while you bleed
stop running round in circles
and get back to your lead

i get angry and nauscious when you speak
i think it’s time to end it
you really look demented

you can’t reach out to me
cus i can’t talk to you
i couldn’t even talk to you

you’re twisting all my words
now i’m still useless
im climbing up your walls
watch me abuse this
you barley let me in
well i’m out
so pathetic and loud
act ur age and spit it out
don’t pretend u don’t know
who i’m talking about

don’t wanna talk to you now
your spit on my tongue, i’m leaking sludge from my mouth
i pick up the bottle and wash the thought of you down
sweat is pouring out my face, i’m doing fine though
i’m great, yeah i’m great

i turn to the door and then all of a sudden you’re better at listening now
i shovel you out of the dirt that you live in, the walls pushing mold through the house
i’m tired of holding you down
it’s crazy you feel bad now
i’m holding out for your honesty
but i cannot tell what you want from me

yeah i’m cold, but is this not what you wanted?
i watched you raise your knife and turn my back into target
maybe i’m exhausted, i don’t have the time to sit around and wait for you to tell me something i’ve already figured out

i could write a book about our memories
401 pages of us but now you’re dead to me
i’ll cover it in dust and hope inside that it is damaging
thought u were someone to trust
but my secrets are vanishing

beyond the pier w/ decks (flesh x jolst)

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