end of our story - ckwduke + kiwi (runawway+over)

prod. @ssaeyxng

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

and after everything that happened i don’t think we could be friends
its wishful thinking, i just wanted you to see it to the end
i’m not okay, but there’s no way, how tf could i pretend?
go separate ways, i’ll stay the same, and i’ll hate myself again

@ckwduke
don't die
u bring me everything i need in my life
just cut me open, drink my blood like wine
u js piss me off the way u always lie, huaghhh

hate this shit, u need to bring me home
my wrists are slit, u need to hold me close
remember the letters u sent saying "please dont go"
baby please dont go

maybe its all in my head
but i js hate when u talk like that
baby its getting hard, fall back
baby when i call u, u dont call backkk

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

cigarettes w/ duke (saeyxng)

lyrics 

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

oh its just so spider tack sticky in my cold heart
bb can i show u how it feels in the deep dark
im just a scrap heap project made of old parts
i am just defective and i know its gonna get hard
oh im ineffective is it worth me tryna help out 
gotta start looking for some contacts that could help now
i am just a toy , u could put me on the shelf now
i keep tryna hold onto something out my grasp now 

take over the post when i cannot stand
my legs had been shattered by the impact
could u save me from this
cuz i think u cant
i felt the glass dug in my free hand
oh the concrete is soft whenever you land
and the concussion gained is nothing too bad
can i take off my skin and bones and my hands
itching and scratching off all the scabs

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

spidertack (sorrowbringer)

prod. @2010jason

cant do this all for me
movin on, baby what do u mean?
i was rlly givin u all of my heart
holdin on, baby dont leave
take u shoppin yea ill buy u what u need
if u my girl i needa see u in celine
bby why u gotta make shit hard?
bby ill give u what u need.

what do you mean [2010jason]

@ckwduke
@decago
@adrienciel

@kiwiwiwiwi
does it end here, on a downhill
our love is standing still but it'll fall if i shove
and idk how to feel, but i wanna give up
and idk how ill feel when i'm losing you
cause ill be missing your touch
ill be missing your love
missing when i hold ya
yeahhhh
and i know i barely knew ya
but u were something new ya
wanna explore more of you ya
yaaaaaaaa

dont think we'll get it back
i think i'm fine with that
cause at the end of the day
i knew it wouldn't last
cause we were going too fast
you already knew that
that this would be all useless
and now there's not a reason to continue i dont miss you
cause all of the love came out in tears on the tissues
with that being said, i still miss it when i was with you
youuuuuuu

@ckwduke
i was with you until the end
remember when we were just friends
didn't know it would come to this when we first met
its crazy when i think of you it fills my heart with dread
baby when you think of me do you feel that regret
its kinda fucked but baby you were all i had left
your pictures and your writing yeah they cant leave my head
just take me back to the night where we first met
when you said you would be there till the end

@kiwiwiwiwi
does it end here, on a downhill
our love is standing still but it'll fall if i shove
and idk how to feel, but i wanna give up
and idk how ill feel when i'm losing you
cause ill be missing your touch
ill be missing your love
missing when i hold ya
yeahhhh
and i know i barely knew ya
but u were something new ya
wanna explore more of you ya
yaaaaaaaa

losing you +duke (decago + adrienciel)

dont give up - corbin (cover)

gravel road 
driving home
every pothole in wisconsin
people grow
i dont know
if we have much in common, anymore

iv been one with the silence
only you can fill my void
promise that im trying
promise this was not my choice

cuz all that i know is defeat
white flags, running back to places iv seen
i know this damn movie by scene and Frame
and characters names
turn it off

its been hard to be honest
i hate whay iv done
left at the bottom
im one with the mud
was never the fondest 
of showing you love
but ill still deposit
your rent every month

half of these problems 
i did it just to make you mad
if im not an option
dont say you will take me back

phone screen just faded black
i couodnt call
board up my windows im sick of your cold
youre passive aggresivly gaining control
remember that halloween
i made you my home

babe its not you it was me
self inflicted wound where i bleed
you had all that i need
if these walls could feel tension theyd scream

a movie i’ve memorized [jacob vallen]

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

receipts (yunnygoldz)

roxanne why u livin like that
jus slow down
i know life lookin so bad
i know if i'd only come around
roxanne why u livin like that
jus slow down
i know life lookin so bad
i know if i'd only come around

inhale, headstart, blow a lead
in my life
when the wrists meeting blade
fluently veins speaking
first name basis
suicide notes locked up in flow chambers
cuz imma step away like the bank, leaving statements
party barely functioning, fuck getting wasted
hardly having fun, shoulda dipped w/ my drugs & the patience i came w/
i fuckin hate this
but maybe it's me

Maybe it’s me
Maybe it’s the weed
Maybe it’s the toll that’s taking it’s
Payment out when I breathe
Maybe it’s the face to face while we masquerade
All the aces up in our sleeves

Baby I’m so sick of this
I bite my tongue
You bite my lips
Carving me so delicately
I still look at you with envy

Tell me are you satisfied yet
Do I make your lungs skip a breath?

Baby I just fall on my face
Devil in lace and I’m taken
Lured with hands on your waist

Can’t help but feel out of place
I’m such a waste of space
And I’m tanking

Fuck how you wish I would change
Baby the fuck would you say that
Picking my pockets for change
Finding your mask and I fall flat

roxanne why u livin like that
jus slow down
i know life lookin so bad
i know if i'd only come around
roxanne why u livin like that
jus slow down
i know life lookin so bad
i know if i'd only come around

pansieri w/ wraith (farewell)

prod. @phxlxp @yashio20k @neohnq

baby this what we are
u just found me, ur lost
baby where do i start
u needa be right where u are
i dont wanna be in love
cause ik u cried enough
but i js hate feelin stuck
i js hate feelin alone

take my hand, follow me
take this road, show u what i mean
u take a look around n ull see
we stare at stars thru the willow tree
huaghhh
baby js tell me what u need
i js hope u dont forget me


baby this what we are
u just found me, ur lost
baby where do i start
u needa be right where u are
i dont wanna be in love
cause ik u cried enough
but i js hate feelin stuck
i js hate feelin alone

this is what we are [phxlxp+yashio+neohn]

lyrics ⬇️  

 I made this song on October 14th

its 2 am and you wont talk back
so how should i feel if you off of the map
tell me its real but see that its cap
i wanna walk with you 
for life you wanna take a nap
i got a solid scoop
you wanna lie and you wanna love
so i can’t rock wit you
even if its all that i got left
i tried to hike and it was a trek so it wasn’t worth the move
if its an emergency dial the number an ima put on my shoes
im gonna be there real soon
when i get there i hope ur not upset
i wanna share it with you no bunkbed
said youll be there but you want me to function
dont give a heads up act like its nothin
you couldn’t expect me to sit here breath girl cuz ima choke
you gon see you got ropes around my throat

no no dont remind me what you said
id rather take one to the chest
not a word of it made sense
maybe wed be better- better off as frie-

i couldnt even finish what i was gonna say
cuz it hurt my head too much i wish i could explain
ima keep on trying as long as i see a flame
i jus hate the option you wanna wash it down the drain
what could i say
i know its late
lemme explain
i dont wanna leave you but if u wanna go
lemme tell you everything you wanna know 
but you bolted on a heart of steel

when you touch me ill be colder than November feels
and i know that its been harder than you wanted
when we started i knew you were never honest
now were off it every night and every time i tty i feel like ima fold and die
maybe this all i wanted - its not
you said you were so exhausted 
i should drop
i would rather be alone than ever wanna hear you talk
if u jus gon give me all of that trash i would rather stop
i cannot rock wit no litter bug id rather date a rock. 🪨

litter bug (sk8miles)

lyrics ⬇️

im not one to stop and look both ways
no chance ill be out there when the road way
blocked
stop and stare until urhead shakes 
wont wake up unless i turn all the lights off
what a way to live my life i wanna stand tall
i need the rays from the sunshine but the rain falls
i cant explain the way i change when both my fists are folded
all the anger up in me starts to hone in

know this every time you spot me ill be hoping
closest memories you hold to me are broken 
potent every single line and every notion

wake me up when its over
ill be there when ur sober
only
i dont like it when you slur your words
cheap liquor only makes it worse

i know you know it that i dont like these emotions much
when you throw it ima hold it til you make me budge
yea thats all that i know
everything goes wrong 
but anything that works

i knew it what was up before its over
i shoulda spoke up but i was scared id be a loner
i think its a bright idea if i dont poke the ogre 

something in my noggin said that it’d hurt like an ulcer
so i didnt choose it by myself
it was all up in my brain got no feeling that you felt
u been ignoring all my phone calls made my own lil personal hell

and you a poser you aint worried bout my health
youd rather watch me in my cell
i hate the steel bars that you put across my face but say oh well

not a thing id rather see more but i wish that you could tell
how i mean to sound i dont wanna scream i swear i hate to yell
but you give me no choice you folded over the second you felt ur frail

disassociating ever time im worried ima fall
its been tauntng me when someome walk by with a simialr smell
i think it’s obvious im worried til im sick and ima spill

you been rockin out at parties without me im feelin ill
if you saw me id say sorry seconds later i would dip
i been so sloppy i wish that you understood and it made sense
it been awful since you lead me on and made me feel like this
 like its coffee you were hot u til ur cold before I flinched 

i been lonely but in your eyes you think I deserve it
not a trophy but at one point you made me feel amazing
whh dint u show me what you really meam liek really say it
ill be here until it’s right and u aint rlly playin

senseless (under the maple tree)

all platforms 12/13
prod. guttertrvsh x sorrow bringer
album art by avxid <3

lyrics:

dobry:
throw me to the wolves and watch as i die
where's my comfort?
there's no comfort in this
(you fucked me up)
i can't breathe
shoot me up with enough drugs to help me be
i love it when you fuck with my mental
til you fuck with my mental
show me up

kotaray:
all my demons they cut me down
you can forget it, i'll never settle down
all my veins keeps on hurting as im falling south
desperation as my head keeps on fading out

where did i go?
ive seen my life spill out on the floor
dead in my home, hell i see nothing in my door
hello desperation are you hearing me out?
im talking to myself all my demons on their way down
im trapped out of my mind
let me tell you all the lies
that get me high

avxid:
i could throw up
im no one
its blown up
in my face
i erase 
what you say
from my brain
itll be safe

baby could you look me in the eyes
i aint gonna sleep tonight
i got shard of glass just digging in my eyes
oh ive grown but still i cry

whyd you burn it down i swear theres nothin left
i got metal sticking to my chest
i can feel it when i take a breath
its a bad time inside my head

i can see the torch lights
i can watch it catch fire
it was fun, i wont be here for long
it was fun, but i wont be here for long

ryn:
been so long i know i might break
feel my blood rushing thru my veins
so many things i didnt say
its been years it still brings me pain
tear stains on my shirt i know i cant help it
im crying on my own maybe im just selfish
i wish i showed you how i really felt
but these scars made it so i couldn't get help

kairu:
i tried to help you, i couldnt reach you
i put us through hell, i didnt mean to
and i hate myself, for what ive been through
but im with you now, so can we make it out?

2 drinks in me, but i feel fine
i start to weave through dotted lines
i feel it taking hold of me
i fear im running out of help
i need you, it hurts, to bleed through
the bandages we made, over time and time again

4 drinks in me, you're on my mind
it's hard to sleep alone at night
i fear my heart is growing weak
it longs for you and nothing else
compares to, the pain, we've been through
but still i hope you know, that ill always want you close 


syon:
to me youre colder then dark 
my demons know who you are 
god damn i know from hell then 
they need help from the start 
and god knows that im not going to make it 
so why have me spend it all down here 
i am alone and i dont feel like breaking out
you hit my phone and im letting it ring out 
like you didnt care about me then, so why the fuck do you care now?

gutter:
i dug in deep, but i found nothing new inside my soul
you cast me off then i found myself just rotting inside this hole
i fucked up but you left wounds that wont recover on their own
now i cant fall asleep without your face as my eyelids start to fall
i pushed myself deep underground
you could find me there and rip me out
but you dont care enough to save me too
i guess i played myself, i guess my part's the fool

so ill just dive in deep into this ashen lake
this fire consumes all my love and all of your hate
she'll proclaim me a witch, they'll burn me at the stake
once im but a husk im sure then she'll feel safe
i hope it hurts it too much
i hope that im ashamed
i know that i deserve
all of this torturous pain
i hope i learn it well
when i go down in flames
if i cant fix this mess
then hell was all in vain

hell was better than this (with Dobry!, KOTARAY, AVXiD, ryn., kairu & syon)

Tryinge to figure out some bars and different melodies for new songs I’m putting together so here’s a random melodic freestyle 🤘🏽👨🏻‍🎨


Wrote this sitting on the porch with the best view tbh. 🌅 big sunset guy

Blueprints (GTA melodic freestyle)

NIGHT STILL CALLIN

Nono la. grinta - Dab

my therapy
-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

litter bug (sk8miles)

brecken

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