I feel like trying to find you is almost hopeless

websitezero june '24

shoutout to killedmyself, didn't know all those beats were up on sc

lyrics

telling me that i was just a fucking addict
guess u were right cause i could never fucking hack it
every morning, grab the palms n i just pack it
i wish sobriety was something i could manage
i wrap the blunt up nice and neat like its a package
i light it up, its in my lungs this shit is banging
i pulled up late into the scene but came in savage
burnt the blunt at both ends more than i can manage

i still remember crushing benzos on her ipad
out the back and smoking cigarettes with ur dad
i wanna know if i was ever part of ur plan
19, music dreams, yeah im all that

i hp it wsnt as bad 4 u (killedmyself)

I been feeling fine
I'm just bored of life
Kick my ass out the door, thinking suicide
You should see my mind
Nothing's feeling right
I just hate everyone, so I'm staying high
I’ll just stay inside
Rip up on my pipe
Watch my soul disappear
From my fucking eyes
Tell me, what's the time?
Love is all a lie
I don't care where I go
Help me feel alive

In my room with my music
New phone, like who this?
All my boys got a circle
If you ain't in it, you stupid
Dumb bitch look clueless
My words stay lucid
I got dreams to be chasing
If you ain't with it, you booted
All my love excluded
Yeah my lungs are polluted
No emotion on my face
Doctors say I ain't human
What the fuck am I doing?
Yeah, this life is confusing
So while I wait for the answers
I’ll just smoke and keep moving

I been feeling fine
I'm just bored of life
Kick my ass out the door, thinking suicide
You should see my mind
Nothing's feeling right
I just hate everyone, so I'm staying high
I’ll just stay inside
Rip up on my pipe
Watch my soul disappear
From my fucking eyes
Tell me, what's the time?
Love is all a lie
I don't care where I go
Help me feel alive

imma go smoke

not home. - imma go smoke (why loner)

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

I know, I know. w/ NAVYXOWER (yunny x cxrter)

Thought we had a moment...

Shout out to Vails for the fire feature on this track!

Moment feat. Vails (prod. homeboyjakob)

prod. mackk

scorpio:
i love the way you walk, yeah
i love the way you move
im in love with anything and everything you do
i love the way you talk the talk
and your actions lay back to prove
i love the way you know whats wrong
before ive ever spoken to you

bad past was a silver lining
now i got you my darling
dont even check twice when the phone ring
i just hope its you when the phone pings

youre the light when the suns not shining
youre my star that keeps aligning
you make everything exciting
i love when our hands intertwining

vails:
everything you do
means more to me than you think it did
and everything you go through
cant be there for each other like when it started
never really told you 
how much appreciation i had
im thankful for the worst of you
cause i know how good the best can be


scorpio:
i love the way you walk, yeah
i love the way you move
im in love with anything and everything you do
i love the way you talk the talk
and your actions lay back to prove
i love the way you know whats wrong
before ive ever spoken to you

bad past was a silver lining
now i got you my darling
dont even check twice when the phone ring
i just hope its you when the phone pings

youre the light when the suns not shining
youre my star that keeps aligning
you make everything exciting
i love when our hands intertwining

anything and everything (feat. Vails)

shoutout the gang 
@alex-thomas-fox @rip37official @whos-that-clown
LYRICS!';'
[blospar]
Carry me away but the sandstorms strong
Grains hit my wounds and the pierce last long
Bury me in ember rest me ashes
Sand will cover my grave as time passes

Wish me well Wherever the sands may settle
I cant tell, but for my problems i got several
I need good paper, fat stacks, good friends
For the journey to continue when we meet roads end
I need good hope, calm seas, what the tide may lend
For the shifting sea of sand to change and bend

[vails]
Was this what was meant for me
My head buried in the sand 
Feel like I’m abandoned in the wilderness 
I need a hand

they say paradise is what you make it 
Can’t help but feel  that was fake shit 
Yes it’s pretty out the sun is gleaming bright
And it seems perfect
But theres just a heavy weight persona yah we just look past it 
baby it’s concerning me the way I feel
Nothing that I do is ever seeming real
The crystal waters shining blue & teal

[RiP.3.7]
Yeah before or after no happy ever afters the clock moves forward but we're looking at it backwards 
I guess that im just another worthless bastard to you 
Yeah I'm sorry but I cannot live faster for you 
Got rid of all them demons now they running back faster at you
In my soul where's the hope 
I've been all alone so
[back2chorus]
Wish me well Wherever the sands may settle
I cant tell, but for my problems i got several
I need good paper, fat stacks, good friends
For the journey to continue when we meet roads end
I need good hope, calm seas, what the tide may lend
For the shifting sea of sand to change and bend

sea of sand w/ vails & RiP.3.7 [prod. the sound clown]

Hook:
Yeah wassup heart was broken threw it in the garbage 
This gon end better than it started 
Yeah im not from here rip is a Martian 
You gotta aim high to even hit the target 

Verse:
Yeah Letsgo we gon get it you know I'm stacking up the dough 
They can't fw our shit 
They don't know that im legit 
I Popped a couple Molly's I've been geekin ever since like

Hook 2:
Fuck a promise 
Drink to much might Vomit
You can hate but it won't stop shit 
I want it I bought it

Bridge:
Where the fuck you go I don't know but your gone 
Yeah we live it up every night like we gon die young
Yeah you know I'm up ima make another fkn song everytime I pull trough you know it's 

Full hook:
Yeah wassup heart was broken threw it in the garbage 
This gon end better than it started 
Yeah im not from here rip is a Martian 
You gotta aim high to even hit the target 
Fuck a promise 
Drink to much might Vomit
You can hate but it won't stop shit 
I want it I bought it

ilykira verse:
I can't keep all of my promises 
So you better blow me in the wind
If I had more time left would you still hold me close 
Hold me close 
Fuck that I know I missed my chance
Fucked up always In a trance
I don't ever wanted that
But I'm not the same since you left 
What you did to me was so fucked up
Ima ruin myself 
Ima ruin myself all alone

Hook:
Yeah wassup heart was broken threw it in the garbage 
This gon end better than it started 
Yeah im not from here rip is a Martian 
You gotta aim high to even hit the target 
Fuck a promise 
Drink to much might Vomit
You can hate but it won't stop shit 
I want it I bought it


VOMIT!? Ft ilykira (Robert mostro)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

new rotation w/ decks (cxrter x bended)

lyrics ⬇️ 

thats typical 
wishing for a rainbow by the waterfall
Cuz rn i cant even really think straight
when you look my way i try my best to stand tall
everything i do and everything i say
i think all the things i do just make you frustrate

feelings coming out when i see the lighthouse
which way would you rather see me find out

time out, think i wanna live my life a little more
take pride now in everything i do and what j got in store
ear drums get too loud
i dont hear them walk in
tryna make my parents proud but i dont do it that often

but i would do this another hundred times over again
super cold inside but i need a walk in the wind
I dont wanna try fixing up whats broken for them
need a lullaby so i can go sleep in a tent

Trap door 
get me out this cycle of sin
four walls got me here until i dont give in
or give up
outta luck
used to washing all my cuts
in a rut
oh so what
you got better things above

yea and thats a promise
no tbey dont give a **** bout me
i seen the comments 
yea maybe i do live cheap but i been savin up my money so that i could be free
its not so common but i do know that my people love me

i made a promise then i realized it was too hard to keep
dr pepper and some kettle chips for lunch by the sea
never thought that i could see it where i wanted to be

super beautiful nightgown 
always matched with a sad frown
push on me i wont tap out
lately live in a glass house

typical (yunnygoldz)

https://tr.ee/oQfN01jBHc

produced by metlast

lyrics:

wastin all my time with you, yeah
i just wanna get high with you, yeah
[x2]

if i die today would you miss me?
show up to my grave just to kiss me
i don't feel the same unless you're with me
can you heal my pain, can you fix me?
[x2]

can you fix me?
i'm not doing good, can you convince me?
and when i'm six feet-
deep, would you even miss me?

i would go, anywhere as long as i'm with you bae
call my phone, down to hear it if it's something you say
i don't know if i'll make it everyday is doomsday
but i'mma try to make it through this tuesday

wastin all my time with you, yeah
i just wanna get high with you, yeah
[x2]

if i die today would you miss me?
show up to my grave just to kiss me
i don't feel the same unless you're with me
can you heal my pain, can you fix me?
[x2]

wastin all my time with you, yeah
i just wanna get high with you, yeah
[x2]

would you miss me?

lyrics ⬇️ 

I dont even know if i know myself no more
everyone around me tells me that i fell short
if i i did then its alright
well its easier said from someone else
well maybe its my time
I guess ill discard what i wanted most

its fine to lead me on
but ur lying led me off the trail
i know i read a lot
so i can read right through your stare

well all this messin up got me thinkin that i cant do no more
why cant i accept that i dont even know me anymore
its alright 
leave me alone
dont got ttime
i dont why 

i dont why i dont just get back to a year
when they look in my eyes they cant tell what is real or what is hysterical 
losin my mind Yea i need me a miracle save me my life
yea well that’s unacceptable cuz you wont let anything else come to light
and i used to have to pack visine for the whitening so that they dont attack
but now you dont gotta remind me
cuz i promise that i made it on track

and maybe it dont mean that much
I used to crash on the back of the bus
yea maybe it dont mean that much
atleats nowadays i dont hit up my plug
yea
it always used to be rough
nowdays im backin it up
this life aint all abt luck
i think its more about trust
abt staying off of the drugs


whats the sort
Im feelinh fine right where i am now
Let me thank the lord
cuz he helped me write this whole plan out
i feel like a man now i wont take any more hand outs
back then i felt like a sand house
It was so easy to knock me down

new rotation w/ decks (cxrter x bended)

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