Sad Vybes pt. 13

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2025

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Dawgs On Heaters

Toska

prod. @taylor x @sshinju

lyrics
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passed out with your scent on my clothes
i'm in euphoria from my head to my toes
with a love like woah i guess that's how it goes sometimes
lights out baby just take me home
i've been getting fucked up when i'm all on my own
i'm a habit too close from the planet i roam tonight
feel stuck in my brain when i zone
so i swallow all the pain inside this glass of patron
you don't gotta tell me i got fuckin problems i know

pink lemonade
i'll drink you all day
you quite captivating dear dare do i say
i'm still suffocating it's always this way
my brain doesn't work it's not used to this weight 
i'd try medication but god i'm afraid
if this doesn't work i don't know what to say
i've tried every method of fixing this pain
god for bid i'm a goner a devilish saint

a devilish saint
i smile & laugh but inside it's all fake
i grind on my teeth, bite my tongue till it breaks
i wait for the sun to go down just so i can awaken
copy & paste
today feels like yesterday time is a waste
i'll open the bottle & down with no chase
my dignity's gone in an instant i must've misplaced it

passed out with your scent on my clothes
i'm in euphoria from my head to my toes
with a love like woah i guess that's how it goes sometimes
lights out baby just take me home
i've been getting fucked up when i'm all on my own
i'm a habit too close from the planet i roam tonight
feel stuck in my brain when i zone
so i swallow all the pain inside this glass of patron
you don't gotta tell me i got fuckin problems i know

pink lemonade (prod. taylor morgan x shinju)

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Im ashamed that I indulged
I just liked the taste
While the sweat drips down into the flesh its like game
Plus he had some fight
It just made it right even though its still wrong
Blood drips down
My legs and I cry
Not because hurts
But because ive never felt like this in my life

Safely indulge in this curse with the lights out
My form is skews in moonlight while I cry out 
The pain is a right of passage if ur apart of my house
Its heavy on the shame when dragging bodies to the hideout
Take in the lore its all fact its not to scare
Honestly at face value its there to warn you
Cause none of my kind would’ve chose this affliction
Its a cycle of nature and god is the culprit

Plague had hit the town
And prayers couldn’t be found
I could feel my heart pound
Lord save me ive drowned
God forgive me I had made it halfway
Thru the mist I was hit by the fruit of my fate

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

Rest when u can cause the morning is nigh
Transitions cost u a portion of life
Please dont revolt I guarantee u will die
Ive seen the consequences before my eyes
She turns to me
And asks for my advice
In all honesty
U dont know what you’ve sacrificed
She takes her life
And I knew she would
With this curse bestowed
U carry ur sanity alone

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

WEREWOLF IN PARIS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

Oh Septembers gone but I still think about it
Ssri’s might help but still my visions clouded
U do not see my fight cause still I smile
Last time it had been genuine I cant account
I put these drugs on my tongue and pray to god it help
It doesn’t but up in this studio I can feel myself now
I haven’t eaten in two days and my breath is foul
But I am not tryna impress no one im just being myself
Won’t you take ur time with me
Past events make trust hard to believe in
Ive been healed but still I bleed
Please take precautions loving me

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
I dont wanna hurt anymore yea
And I dont wanna try anymore yea
I would accept my fate while I lay on the floor in this mess I have built here
U Use ur body we dont use words here
My fate has taken all of me
Free will never meant too much to me
I always make the wrong decisions anyways
So I sit back and let life create

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move
still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

SEPTEMBER P2 (NEVRFALL)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

After Dark x Sweater Weather

lyrics:

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Oh what a way to die
Am I to blame cause I
Was led astray to find
This old woodlands heart
Well I guess ill die
Let it take my life
I cant take it anymore I need to unzip
Watch the ground u step on cause it could be toxic
I just blew the baggage door the and stormed the cockpit
Dont you know that time to think is fucking nonsense
Watch the fire rage and turn the forest into soot
Its a sign its the consequence for damage where we stood
Over time we have buried all the flesh into the mud
But the eyes of the earth prove again were in their clutch

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Placebo (eric Godlow X LeonardoDaLenny)

beginning of the end as we knew it


Take your time with it
Ill say im fine with it
You say you hate to see me cry 
so I stay silent
I said I hate it when you lie
and you get violent
Here for the ride
and you get played just like a violin 
I know they talk behind my back 
I pay no mind to it
How many times can we go back 
before youre tired of it
Its the same thing again 
we just rewinded it
I feel insane in the head
there ain no hiding it
Cant even tell you how I feel 
coz you gon spit it in my face
I cant give you anything 
coz you gon let it go to waste 
no said you need your space
you keep begging me to chase you
tryna make me hate you


I told her 
Take your time
Ill make it 
worth your while 
how can I
Make you mine
Im tryna 
Make you smile
(x2)


I carry heavyweights through busy streets
nobody even see me
Said you love me to infinity 
but you didnt even mean it
Shawty pure evil
I fell in love with a demon
Tell me how you feeling 
Father son and holy spirit
Aim high if you really tryna kill me
Wont hide tryna show them all the real me
cant lie you turned me into the villain
head high almost hanging from the ceiling
I did everything tryna let you know 
baby my hands are shaking cold
told me move along yea its time to go
told her take as long as you need too


[HOOK]

take_your_time_[yurms_gateway]

Nate Vickers' acoustic cover of "Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls.

Goo Goo Dolls "Iris" (Acoustic Cover)

Track 9 on my album 'for better or worse'!

produced by @livingpuffy 

Lyrics:
grey skies through bloodshot eyes 
i still can’t feel a thing but at least i’m trying 
take me there to a place i’m not terrified 
can you see in my face all the black and blue i hide 
it takes a toll when you walk in circles 
working miracles just to find a new low 

when you found me 
i had nowhere to hide 
broken felt dead inside 
transparence amplified
took the long way 
to find a reason why
needing to rectify 
strung out from taking my time 
ill call it bad but youll call it luck 
meet in the middle shake off this rut 
that i’ll kick when i find my place 
when you found me 
you caught me in my fall 
had nothing left to give 
so i gave you my all 

start to think that maybe i’m colorblind 
pull the shades feel the light as i try to remind myself through the fear and doubt
what it’s like to be strong when the lights go out
but maybe i’m wrong and maybe you’re right 
that we’re not all gone to win a desperate fight
and i know that 
it’s beginning
if you’re with me
then i’m winning

when you found me [prod. LIVING PUFF]

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

everyday shit [ripwarheart]

all dis hustle finna pay off if it wasn't for y'all I wouldn't be here.

tarot cards

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released by @dreamscapeyt

never see you again

The Biggest Lion (@ajgotice x @maxxairbeats)

Fruition w/ hamilton (jolst)

as close as heaven gets (jolst)

lyrics:

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

This function could not hit the same when I know u aint going
Its funny since I show out for u by foot when nights are snowing
I guess I dont deserve the same at least that’s what u showing
U leave when it hit the fan but show up only when I make motion
I will not just be your superman because u  need a shoulder
But I fold like origami as soon u say ur coming over
The rocks u kick at me when bored gon hit me like they boulders
I know u never mean it to but actions mute the vocals

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

vegas *u dont sound crazy* (nico north)

@sorrow - i keep getting my heart broken (prod. sundwn & autrioly)

kissin pink

partynextdoor

rollin (yateski primo orin)

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

i'm sorry

HELL ON ME

berlin

prod @okayno
vocals by @roopertt + @iv1y
when i see ur call ill leave it
stuck up in my feelings now
love it when u tell me ur the realest
now i’m noddin on the couch 
10 strips no feelin
girl i don’t think u can save me now
i can hear the voices in the ceiling 
n they be talking to me 
pls don’t make a sound
pls don’t make a sound
they be talking to me 
pls don’t make a sound
i dont wna cop it if it ain’t tmrw 
said the time is ticking 
we can’t stop up in the road
stop up in the road
stop in the road 
stop up in the road 

@iv1y

do it over and over
take this drugs till i tip over the scale
she a bad bitch she get railed
but i don’t think she gna call me up in the morning 
take a xanny now i’m snoring 
the way that u caress my body 
i adore it
adore it
when i see ur call ill leave it
stuck up in my feelings now
love it when u tell me ur the realest
now i’m noddin on the couch 
10 strips no feelin
girl i don’t think u can save me now
i can hear the voices in the ceiling

sound prod ijji

video: https://youtu.be/n9fe42YuzzA?si=hnGsDUIBh6Octd1Q

prod @1kumota @thespeedlmt

i thought i had enough
i really run it up n then im on a spendin run
she say she think i need her love
but she ain’t even been the 1
girl i just need some money n a joint
don’t even need no bong

i put newcastle on the map
like i’m the north face
you can’t always get what u want when u up in this place 🤣
this shit feel like a game
no it ain’t patty cake
it’s ynl from ncl yk we getting paid

i was chilling w my brothers
i got nicked by undercovers
i got this shawty in the covers tryna give me lovin
n when we run up on em
tell em that there ain’t no one to
save em now
ig that’s what u get 4 talking on us

really praying 4 us
ik we going up
hoes up in my dms they just wanna fuck
man i miss my ds and my ipod touch
i remember back in school yh i was giving up

yeah
n i got money now
but when my bills come in the post yh i’ll be running out
n you be faking in those posts u ain’t balling out
i need another couples thous 
i rlly i got it coming now

i thought i had enough
i really run it up n then im on a spendin run
she say she think i need her love
but she ain’t even been the 1
girl i just need some money n a joint
don’t even need no bong

i put newcastle on the map
like i’m the north face
you can’t always get what u want when u up in this place 🤣
this shit feel like a game
no it ain’t patty cake
it’s ynl from ncl yk we getting paid

the north face (@1kumota, @thespeedlmt)

cover art @noskeleton

flying down ur block like it’s stolen
better by my lone i be on my own shit
pray i make it home, feel myself eroding
chasing light but i feel the dark approaching

ain’t tryna do no harm
ur safer in my arms
the world up in my palms 
that k gon keep em calm

tell halo get ‘‘em gone
hop up in that bitch i’m gone

i be on my own you’ll get it when u get older
pop out on ur block 2 deep like a toaster
gen 5 glock on my hip in that holster
riding w my baby, only thing i’m holding closer 

boy don’t play w me cause imma let u rot 
get high till i get closer to god
last chance for me this is all i got
last dance baby i’m just tryna rock

flying down ur block like it’s stolen
better by my lone i be on my own shit
pray i make it home, feel myself eroding
chasing light but i feel the dark approaching

ain’t tryna do no harm
ur safer in my arms
the world up in my palms
that k gon keep em calm

tell halo get ‘‘em gone
hop up in that bitch i’m gone

on my own (nine9 x jayysoul x luckey)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

end of our story - ckwduke + kiwi (runawway+over)

prod. @ssaeyxng

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

and after everything that happened i don’t think we could be friends
its wishful thinking, i just wanted you to see it to the end
i’m not okay, but there’s no way, how tf could i pretend?
go separate ways, i’ll stay the same, and i’ll hate myself again

@ckwduke
don't die
u bring me everything i need in my life
just cut me open, drink my blood like wine
u js piss me off the way u always lie, huaghhh

hate this shit, u need to bring me home
my wrists are slit, u need to hold me close
remember the letters u sent saying "please dont go"
baby please dont go

maybe its all in my head
but i js hate when u talk like that
baby its getting hard, fall back
baby when i call u, u dont call backkk

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

cigarettes w/ duke (saeyxng)

prod. @2010jason

cant do this all for me
movin on, baby what do u mean?
i was rlly givin u all of my heart
holdin on, baby dont leave
take u shoppin yea ill buy u what u need
if u my girl i needa see u in celine
bby why u gotta make shit hard?
bby ill give u what u need.

what do you mean [2010jason]

@ckwduke
@decago
@adrienciel

@kiwiwiwiwi
does it end here, on a downhill
our love is standing still but it'll fall if i shove
and idk how to feel, but i wanna give up
and idk how ill feel when i'm losing you
cause ill be missing your touch
ill be missing your love
missing when i hold ya
yeahhhh
and i know i barely knew ya
but u were something new ya
wanna explore more of you ya
yaaaaaaaa

dont think we'll get it back
i think i'm fine with that
cause at the end of the day
i knew it wouldn't last
cause we were going too fast
you already knew that
that this would be all useless
and now there's not a reason to continue i dont miss you
cause all of the love came out in tears on the tissues
with that being said, i still miss it when i was with you
youuuuuuu

@ckwduke
i was with you until the end
remember when we were just friends
didn't know it would come to this when we first met
its crazy when i think of you it fills my heart with dread
baby when you think of me do you feel that regret
its kinda fucked but baby you were all i had left
your pictures and your writing yeah they cant leave my head
just take me back to the night where we first met
when you said you would be there till the end

@kiwiwiwiwi
does it end here, on a downhill
our love is standing still but it'll fall if i shove
and idk how to feel, but i wanna give up
and idk how ill feel when i'm losing you
cause ill be missing your touch
ill be missing your love
missing when i hold ya
yeahhhh
and i know i barely knew ya
but u were something new ya
wanna explore more of you ya
yaaaaaaaa

losing you +duke (decago + adrienciel)

prod. @phxlxp @yashio20k @neohnq

baby this what we are
u just found me, ur lost
baby where do i start
u needa be right where u are
i dont wanna be in love
cause ik u cried enough
but i js hate feelin stuck
i js hate feelin alone

take my hand, follow me
take this road, show u what i mean
u take a look around n ull see
we stare at stars thru the willow tree
huaghhh
baby js tell me what u need
i js hope u dont forget me


baby this what we are
u just found me, ur lost
baby where do i start
u needa be right where u are
i dont wanna be in love
cause ik u cried enough
but i js hate feelin stuck
i js hate feelin alone

this is what we are [phxlxp+yashio+neohn]

she was walking out the door
she dont wanna stay no more
I never cried like this before
I dont want another whore
she dont know what to believe in
got used to the sight of you leaving
told me she dont like me keeping secrets
  
baby can you keep a secret? secret? secret?    
living, living, living life in-
living life in regret, regret, regret
baby, baby, baby can you?
can you keep a secret? secret? secret?    
living, living, living life in-
living life in regret, regret, regret
baby, baby, baby can you?
can you keep a secret?

can you keep a secret?
baby can you, can you keep it?
im blinded by the city lights
if you make a promise will you keep it?
and I dont know what to believe in
she got used to the sight of me leaving
I told her I dont like her keeping secrets
baby can you keep a secret?
she dont like me keeping secrets
baby can you, can you keep it?
she dont like me keeping-
im blinded by the city lights
if you make a promise will you keep it?
got used to the sight of you leaving
blinded by the city lights
secret, secret, secret
blinded by the city lights
baby can you?

can you keep a secret? secret? secret?    
living, living, living life in-
living life in regret, regret, regret
baby, baby, baby can you?
can you keep a secret? secret? secret?    
living, living, living life in-
living life in regret, regret, regret
baby, baby, baby can you?
can you keep a secret?

secret (sustain)

lyrics ⬇️

im not one to stop and look both ways
no chance ill be out there when the road way
blocked
stop and stare until urhead shakes 
wont wake up unless i turn all the lights off
what a way to live my life i wanna stand tall
i need the rays from the sunshine but the rain falls
i cant explain the way i change when both my fists are folded
all the anger up in me starts to hone in

know this every time you spot me ill be hoping
closest memories you hold to me are broken 
potent every single line and every notion

wake me up when its over
ill be there when ur sober
only
i dont like it when you slur your words
cheap liquor only makes it worse

i know you know it that i dont like these emotions much
when you throw it ima hold it til you make me budge
yea thats all that i know
everything goes wrong 
but anything that works

i knew it what was up before its over
i shoulda spoke up but i was scared id be a loner
i think its a bright idea if i dont poke the ogre 

something in my noggin said that it’d hurt like an ulcer
so i didnt choose it by myself
it was all up in my brain got no feeling that you felt
u been ignoring all my phone calls made my own lil personal hell

and you a poser you aint worried bout my health
youd rather watch me in my cell
i hate the steel bars that you put across my face but say oh well

not a thing id rather see more but i wish that you could tell
how i mean to sound i dont wanna scream i swear i hate to yell
but you give me no choice you folded over the second you felt ur frail

disassociating ever time im worried ima fall
its been tauntng me when someome walk by with a simialr smell
i think it’s obvious im worried til im sick and ima spill

you been rockin out at parties without me im feelin ill
if you saw me id say sorry seconds later i would dip
i been so sloppy i wish that you understood and it made sense
it been awful since you lead me on and made me feel like this
 like its coffee you were hot u til ur cold before I flinched 

i been lonely but in your eyes you think I deserve it
not a trophy but at one point you made me feel amazing
whh dint u show me what you really meam liek really say it
ill be here until it’s right and u aint rlly playin

senseless (under the maple tree)

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

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