CosmoHKAK - Continuum

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

SPOTIFY

i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

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sadboyprolific
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Raincoat feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

@xam @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3GFPyhogjxzNMpyTmdDysE
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/fade-away-single/1464611384
YouTube (Music Video): https://youtu.be/eg7luQ1PYhQ

[Verse 1]
I woke up in the morning from the wrong side of bed
And I wish that I had stayed asleep and I wish that I was dead
But I try my best to suffocate the pain that I’m feeling in my chest
I’m depressed and stressed out I need some rest

I don’t wanna be alive right now It’s a waste of time and
I got demons deep inside my mind and I am sick and tired
And I can’t hear my own thoughts
I know that it’s my own fault
Fading away from the family photos
Oh no, I’m a no one

[Chorus]
I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

[Verse 2]
So I hide my pain with a smile
I couldn’t be happy even If I tried
You think that I’m fine, It’s a disguise
Reality is that I’m crying inside
I don’t wanna do this anymore

I’m laying on the bathroom floor
It’s freezing and my back is sore
I’m waiting for the reaper to come
creeping through the bathroom door
I don’t wanna do this anymore
No, I don’t wanna do this anymore

[Chorus] x2
I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

I just wanna fade away   
I just wanna die today
Erase me from your memories
That way you wont remember me

MUSIC VIDEO

FADE AWAY [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

Second Song by Lil Max X2C - Bored on a Weekend

Life With You - Powfu

@teddy70k @powfu 

lyrics:
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

I'm addicted to sad songs, they make me think of you
All the times that we spent, all the warm afternoons
After school, walking to your house
We were both so excited for a game of cat and mouse

That was your favorite, with all the neighberhood kids
Running through the woods trying to hide in the mist
We were the perfect pair, people thought that we were twins
Winning every game acting like it's nothing big

I hated going home cause you wouldn't be with me
Walking with my backpack hoping that you miss me
Late at night I would call you on the telephone
And talk about Tom & Jerry's latest episode

That was the life we both lived
But people change we're no longer little kids
I'm feeling alone now that I'm by myself
And I guess that's why I I 

I'm addicted to sad songs
I'm addicted to sad songs
I'm addicted to sad songs
I'm addicted to sad songs

I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know how
They bringing back the memories I try to keep out
I'm addicted to sad songs and I don't know why
But, for some reason I feel happy inside

Addicted To Sad Songs

ASTRALS

Powfu - Addicted To Sad Songs

V1:
Yes Ive thought of things
I wanna say but never said it
Searching how to get a girls attention up on reddit
Sick of all these worries
Burying my face hiding
wishing I could talk
Without awkward silence 
Shit im indecisive
never make my mind up
Say I’m not depressed cuz 
isn’t everybody kind of
Hope that imma win u over eventually
Wonder if I can steal the heart of someone better than me

C:
And I Don’t care for what Ive got
cuz you’re the only one I want 
But I can’t reach whats in my sight
Take a step into my life

V2:
Diving into the weekend
All I do is sleep in
Friends hit me up hardly
all they do is party
How am I supposed to have fun
If I know that I’ll never be the one
Diving into the night time
All I do is write rhymes
Flipping through these pages
Nothing ever changes
Show me how to have a good time
Cuz I can never get this shit right

Spotify

step into my life (prod. ocean)

Produced by: M.E

Kam Michael:
Twitter: www.twitter.com/kammichael_
YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCf69XIrEYLrqnHr8keB7bRw
Instagram: www.instagram.com/imkammichael
Snapchat: kamlewinsk

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
You know I hate it when you don't call back
now just tell me what you call that. Yeah
I'm not good, till I fall back, sippin on the hard black hit me like a heart attack, yeah
And I tried but I failed, couldn't stop you from leaving,
When you said you loved me that shit was misleading 
You play with emotions, I can't stop the bleeding
It's hot where I'm from but you're changing the seasons, yeah
And I don't ever wanna fight, nah
I don't wanna be alone when it's night time
I just wanna be in touch with the right mind
My god, used to be in love now you ain't mine
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
I just roll up a blunt and get high off the meds
I don't got no one else, I just chill with my stress, yeah
Long nights and the day's cold,
Smoke all in my lungs but I'm still low
Steady waiting for the day where I'm not alone
Sad boy hours everyday, how my life goes
Now I'm missing them days we would text till the morning,
we talked about music, now my world is pouring
I'm stuck in a circle, it's you I'm adoring.
a hole in my chest and there is no restoring

[Hook]
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone
Why did you have to go
Because now I feel so alone

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, 
And I don't ever wanna restart.
I could never re-track cuz you break hearts
Lost love,
It was found in the cold dark 
See we could never be in touch, cuz you're too far
You've been wasting my time 
I'm wasted and chasing something hard to find 
You broke me so much now it's hard to confide
I don't wanna make up I just want piece of mind
I've been all in my head 
Can't get out of my bed,
Overthinking everything, think I'm better off dead
You would never understand all the feelings I've kept
But you still are the reason my life is a mess
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse
So give me a reason why this shouldn't hurt,
I'm losing myself when I'm writing a verse

Kam Michael - Why did you leave me?

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

Powfu - Don't Fall Asleep Yet

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