im going up. no1 is gonna stop me now.

verse 1:
play this game way too much
trade some lies from our tongues
shoot my heart with your gun
put your lips on my blunt 
your mama say you selfish 'cause you get what you want
like "baby, how you bring home birkin? you not making enough"
you don't like your life, you're taking ketamine just for fun
that's cool, but girl, don't talk to me if i'm not the one
a fool i was to think that you'd want me off them drugs
that's cool, but i don't want you 'round my crew just because

hook:
i'm zenned out, i'm feeling so hazy 
i don't give a fuck about my friends cause they can't save me
i don't need no shawties, i don't need no babies
i know that i'm popular with all the fucking ladies
don't be mad that your favorite label wants me
i just know that i should put on for my city
i just know whatever happens, imma get green
i just know that you better fucking come clean

verse 2: 
sticks and stones used to break
you say you go to clubs like every weekend just to shake
i don't know your mama but i bet that she's ashamed
i don't think that molly's doing good things to your brain
i don't think that i'm the one for you
i don't really wanna see this through
i've been wasting all my time on you
i'm really just another drug you use

hook x2

Zen (ria)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoGcSe66djY
produced by @1hallow and @ayyitsryo
engineered by slappy

dream log still soon(er) <3
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0zfo78ZDD2iSFw6yczdT93?si=490e39d718724383
lyrics
[hook]
and the world keep spinning on it's axis
all she wanna do is rot away
and I got caught skipping all my classes
can't fucking wait to run away
i just don't think I belong here
my vision is not clear
don't know what to do
if I should stay or I go
feels like I'm logged out, running out of access
can't fucking wait to run away
[verse]
i don't remember the past week
it's slipping right past me
i've been running thru backstreets
and making new friends
they tried their best to look past me
stuck me in the backseat
they stared at me laughing
i won in the end
cause I'm the best to ever do it
no cocky shit I'll prove it
they fake but I saw through it
guess it's time to face the music
take a look at what I'm doing
and let me ask you if you're doing it
touched down in LA and then I said "I could get used to this"

[hook]
and the world keep spinning on it's axis
all she wanna do is rot away
and I got caught skipping all my classes
can't fucking wait to run away
i just don't think I belong here
my vision is not clear
don't know what to do
if I should stay or I go
feels like I'm logged out running out of access
can't fucking wait to run away

runaway (hallow + ryo)

uh oh (bipxlar)

smile! (ft. glaive) (elxnce + thislandis)

yall ate this one up
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4hLBrHgFQtil64VFrtlFfy?si=e6d227a501eb4bca
-lyrics soon-

repeating history (@siemspark x @thislandis_)

DEVIL'S ADVOCATE ALBUM PRESAVE - https://ffm.to/devilsadvocate
prod. @01kon
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2YKnrunUgaPpnezAj1ezC2?si=418caf08174c4aa9
<3 <3 <3

devil's advocate

siemsparkbeat and yeethan

https://open.spotify.com/album/1BjkuSizpVWZuZqNtYcbFM?si=ESs4HlbsSnegOnexXFtAQQ

chronically online b*tch w/cthrurio (ALL PLATS)

<3
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/6yi4fEiQI2loxxqP6ssmTD?si=6703114e8b80452f

you better go (@1ohmygon)

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

wishes

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE
stream: fordis.lnk.to/wishes

-

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

wishes

⊹ ⋆ﾟ˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⋆ﾟ⊹

original mono sapa

。。。정신병자러브 。。。

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