lyrics:

and i've been tryna find time but im stuck in the middle
can u tell me that u love me even if it's a little
i've been losing my grip feel like i'm finding a needle
everything just turns to static like i'm losing a signal
and i've been tryna find time but im stuck in the middle
can u tell me that u love me even if it's a little
i've been losing my grip feel like i'm finding a needle
everything just turns to static like i'm losing a signal

don't wana leave right now
i'm crying out
i'm wasting all my time
you know i'm been bleeding out
i've been tryna find 

and i've been tryna find time but im stuck in the middle
can u tell me that u love me even if it's a little
i've been losing my grip feel like i'm finding a needle
everything just turns to static like i'm losing a signal

thanks for listening i love you stay strong <3

stream/buy

middle

im going up. no1 is gonna stop me now.

verse 1:
play this game way too much
trade some lies from our tongues
shoot my heart with your gun
put your lips on my blunt 
your mama say you selfish 'cause you get what you want
like "baby, how you bring home birkin? you not making enough"
you don't like your life, you're taking ketamine just for fun
that's cool, but girl, don't talk to me if i'm not the one
a fool i was to think that you'd want me off them drugs
that's cool, but i don't want you 'round my crew just because

hook:
i'm zenned out, i'm feeling so hazy 
i don't give a fuck about my friends cause they can't save me
i don't need no shawties, i don't need no babies
i know that i'm popular with all the fucking ladies
don't be mad that your favorite label wants me
i just know that i should put on for my city
i just know whatever happens, imma get green
i just know that you better fucking come clean

verse 2: 
sticks and stones used to break
you say you go to clubs like every weekend just to shake
i don't know your mama but i bet that she's ashamed
i don't think that molly's doing good things to your brain
i don't think that i'm the one for you
i don't really wanna see this through
i've been wasting all my time on you
i'm really just another drug you use

hook x2

Zen (ria)

i need some water, my throat is getting dry again
hard to keep my attention when i'm off of a xan
bad bitch shit, bet you're new to it
i told you not to talk to me don't wanna hear that stupid shit you gotta say
digging up a shallow grave 
(honestly!)

LAX to NYC
All designer brands on me
Fuck that! (ohhh)
I'm just tryna get a big bag!
They keep asking if I'm (upppppppp)
Bitch I been that

I think I'm becoming selfish
And I don't think I wanna change regardless
of what I've been on
moving in silence i'm moving alone
labels keep texting me shit that i don't understand but i'm getting my check and I'm gone
bringing him into my whip i'mma hit it and dip i could never show him some respect
i done lost so many friends, but they all crawling back now they know that I'm next up

and I'm stressed and they want my life and I don't know why

Yeah my life is filled with 
dog tags
prada bags
fake bitches
jetlag

rolling up
counting up
popping beans and getting st- stuck

cherry fanta
pop a bus
redbull
(throw it up)

face down
asphalt
Don't know when I've had enough

bad bitch shit p. billsburyjoeboi x ria

PROD. @davidhalo + @1endie + @4reii

[lyrics]
Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

When I look you in the eyes
No this isn't a surprise
I don't really understand why
I don't really wanna die
I don't really wanna help you
Learn to take a life
It's too hard to even get through
I don't really care
Cause I'm not the best to do it
I don't need you, stupid
Never letting go cause im helpless
And I've been through it

Tell me what you see
In me
In me
I hardly get to breathe
When you're
With me

I'll open doors for your love
Never thought about it much
It got so rough
Got so tough
I don't know how im keeping up
But now im stuck

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

What I know, you want

I never think of you anymore, I can't
1
2
3
GO

Come on just take my hand, we can conquer the world
And I promise it'll be over by tomorrow
Filling up with sorrow
Gotta keep my eyes closed
Every time I talk to you, I feel im out my mind
Hold up wait a minute
Always looking for attention
Always praying to the sky
Im so tired of useless wishes
Im not like the other guys
I feel bad for burning bridges
Im just hoping that you miss it
When I look you in the eyes

spotify

surrender

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

yall ate this one up
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4hLBrHgFQtil64VFrtlFfy?si=e6d227a501eb4bca
-lyrics soon-

repeating history (@siemspark x @thislandis_)

siemsparkbeat and yeethan

https://open.spotify.com/album/1BjkuSizpVWZuZqNtYcbFM?si=ESs4HlbsSnegOnexXFtAQQ

chronically online b*tch w/cthrurio (ALL PLATS)

My Vibe

(prod. greentop)

lyrics.
why everything gotta be a competition
the world is so full and its filled with optimizm
sometimes i dont feel like :/
i guess im better than i was in the beginning
its okay 

fuck it doing this today
fall in love i get away
things are really not the same
i know its hard to stay
some things r so pitiful
rip my heart down to my core
this love is so magical
what r u here for :'(?
i might have to run it back
you give me a heart attack
i don't know what i lack
runnin building up my cardio
i know itll get better but 
idk where i started at
everything around me 
it all just starts to collapse
now im giving up cause i know that
it wont get better in the end :/
and im breakin these walls cause 
im better than he couldve ever been
why are you even trying if you knew 
it was better back then
i cant even keep going on
cause i cant lose a friend

i cant give in
i been at my worse
i dont really wanna
lose again

i cant give them
what they really want 
cause i dont even have enough

lose again (greentop)

@feellifesupport
@teethteam
@socializingmusic

repeating history (@siemspark x @thislandis_)

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