Soundcloud vol 3

🌹 Chill 2.0 🌹

Emo Rap

808punk

Punk rockers in the house tonight

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
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Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

SMRTDEATH
@smrtdeath
https://twitter.com/smrtdeath
https://www.instagram.com/sloppymakeout/

LIL AARON
@lilaaron911
https://twitter.com/lilaaron911
https://www.instagram.com/lilaaron911/

LIL LOTUS
@lilxlotus
https://twitter.com/LILXLOTUS
https://www.instagram.com/lilxlotus/

ARTWORK
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN
https://www.instagram.com/wolfdrawn/

https://twitter.com/whtverrrr
https://www.instagram.com/dedgrl6/

She Don’t Even Care (Prod. Hexagram)

Punk Rock Boy (Prod. 4evr)

I’ll B Fine (Prod. 4evr)

IDCIUDHMB (Prod. 4evr)

Check (Prod. Dylan Brady)

game of fate (prod. nick mira)

im trying </3 Ft. Lil Raven (Prod. 4evr)

YEAH RIGHT

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I’ve been on the road all day long
I don’t wanna do this no more

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I look at the mud like my home
I don’t wanna do that no more

I been dippin in and out
This bag like all day
Surprised I didn’t OD
I know that’s fucked up
Sometimes wish that it was me
And that he woke up
To be honest I’m just
tryina keep my chin up
Otherwise the waves will cast another fossil
Otherwise I’ll end how I never want to
Feel the pressure getting stronger
But I have to
I’ve been going thru it all
Because I have to

Because I have to
Because I have to
I’ve been going thru it all 
Because I have to

I’ve been getting bands on my own
I’ve been on the road all day long
I don’t wanna do this no more

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I look at the mud like my home
I don’t wanna do that no more

Because I have to
Because I have to
I’ve been going thru it all
Because I have to

93FEETOFSMOKE - thru it all (prod. Reaper)

*STARZ* (acoustic)

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

rosier

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

iann dior - Sick and Tired Feat Machine Gun Kelly & Travis Barker

Tickets To My Downfall

concert for aliens

my ex's best friend

jawbreaker

nothing inside (feat. iann dior)

Ill Be There When You Need Me (Prod. by IOF & King Theta)

CLOUDPUNK

NOSEBLEEDS

ROUNDING THE EDGES

DOUBLE BLIND

withdrawls (kt3lly)

GARZIIIII
prod/engineered by Jon Lundin from Point North
Music Video shot by Damien Blue
Edited By Connor Limbocker
MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JOhDpiBZMSo

PARANOIA

ROUNDING THE EDGES

bruiser