MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHgaHrezSJE&ab_channel=ghosthands

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lie to my face

sewerperson - we live underwater (cover)

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

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i   s w e a r   i ' l l   m a k e   i t   u p   t o   y o u   o n e   d a y  :(
produced by cxrter & flesh
mixed by yunny goldz & VITO

lyrics:
(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

kill myself every night
when you’re away, when you’re away
i-i fell in love
i fell in love with the memory
everyone wants something from me
from me
and i
don’t know if i can be the one i need to be
i don’t know if i can give them everything

(VITO)
miss you the most, can’t let it go (ohhh)
i just wanna know, you feel like you’re home? (ohhh)
would you still miss me when you’re staring back at the crossroads
i know you’re still listening when i’m yelling out, “is it all gone?”
i can’t lie to myself, not anymore
feels like i’ve been here before
doors been closed, outside it’s a storm
i’m still here when you need my support
drag myself through the mud like a corpse
you couldn’t look at the pain i endured
just let the rain wash away all the gore
i’ll still remain while you wait at the door

(lullabyboy)
i-i know i’m not enough
been down on my luck
i still let you know i’m here (i’m here)
i-i know that i was wrong
i know that i’ve been fucked
i swear i’m trying hard
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day
i swear i’ll make it up to you 
one day, one day

one day (feat. VITO) (cxrter x flesh)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

sit back relax
let it all go to waste
you try your best
some things dont ever change
i cant believe i let it slip from in front of me
sometimes the better things in life r sitting in ya face

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

but im goin insane like kurt i might blow my brain
too bad i got more to say ima talk my pain
oh i hate the look on ur face
ima do this at my own pace
i gave u ever part u cud take
now theres not much u cud break

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

U N I [p. sowhat]

pixel squad

wanted you ft. shinigami [prod. mark taylor]

it actually rained today

shoutout my mans @scummusic 
sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk0gm_Z81bE

[demxntia]

im waiting for the rain to fall down 
from the sky i wonder why i'm so
anxious every time i hear ur voice
inside my mind i cannot find the source 
of why i feel the same way as before
our eyes met there must be something more
to this empty life i've tried it all i can't
seem to find a way to erase ur face 

and i'm fine without feeling anything
or maybe i'm just sick of hurting everyone around me
i wanna hold u close but i know you'll end up worse 
than if i try to turn a blind eye (i don't even know why)
i still don't wanna give up
maybe u got me fallin in love 
every little thing that i'm thinkin of 
is takin up my time idk wassup 
with my head every night
i just lie and say i'm fine 
still ignoring all the signs 
that i'm given 

so im just waiting for the rain to fall down 
from the sky i wonder why i'm so
anxious every time i hear ur voice
inside my mind i cannot find the source 
of why i feel the same way as before
our eyes met there must be something more
to this empty life i've tried it all i can't
seem to find a way to erase ur face 

[scum]

ebony and ivory
maybe we are meant to be 
i been killin all my time
just because i can't believe
wear my heart on my sleeve
if you promise you won't leave
i just lost my head
it's not where it's supposed to be

baby i been hurt
always feel like dirt 
i just wanna glow yeah
i been feeling numb
i been feeling dumb
lines in my nose damn
i just wanna know 
if you would give me your time 
i just wanna know 
if i'm wasting my time

ROUNDING THE EDGES

bruiser