sick and tired,😞 I think it's time to getaway 🗣

What You Put Me Through Ain't Fair w/ ☆RiP.3.7☆ [prod. ClØud]

dirteXans (+rubbishrubbish)

prod @yunnygoldz
Bat wings, baby why u summon me
Matching, lead me on killing spree
Ashes, spread em out and cover me
balance, spare me some civility

Look into my heart no hope in it,
Smoking backwoods got me choking spit
Vampire baby no reflection in the mirror when i spoke in it
Lemme toke the hit, 

Draw in, another journey for the backroads
Blospar bible empire to the castle
Tryna get a lot from me im not that slow
Own the monopoly no hasbro

We gon kick the curb to the nightstand
Pick ur parachute cause idk where i might land
Baby watch ur back, evil always in disguise
shawty lemme kiss ur neck dont even question why

Back home, in a rickshaw
I dont know what i'd do without you, suffer withdraw
My own confidence isnt without insecurity
Baby whats the reason im devil of impurity
 
Paint me up a picture, before i succumb and forfeit
Pour some blood into the mixture, splatter to the portrait


bat wings [prod. yunny goldz]

m i a

m i a (farber x sketchy)

time to sober up
but i can feel it my guts that you would know
holding myself up i know you can see the pain i go through
oh ive tried
ive tried
to fix myself
oh ive tried 
ive tried 
to be myself
but it amounts to nothing
coz thinks are still the same
its hard for me to pull away
the drink in my hand
i promise its the last one i tell you

i know its selfish
i need you here
i know im helpless
you try your best for me 
my dear

time to sober
but i can feel it in my guts that you would know
holding myself up i know you can see the pain i go through
oh ive tried
ive tried
to fix myself
ive tried
ive tried
to be myself
and thats all i ever wanted
the bottle kept me haunted
oh i felt so taunted
from a fridge full of caustic
oh god im glad i was honest

bottle

massive thanks to @enyusroom + @wraithwilldie - love you guys with all my heart <3
also special thanks to enyu for the insane artwork + mix/master <3

produced by @stillvanishing / @emptyroads

lyrics:

(mistral)
take what you can
and make a run for it
i buried my hopes
became a pessimist
no point in hiding
nothing will remain
once i leave this home
that i have set aflame

listen close
i’ll make you understand
how a blaze swept through
this once golden land
beyond the oaks
would you take my hand
stay right near me
up until time ends

saw the signs
and all the parts aligned
a warm embrace
instead of senseless fights
the ashes decorate a velvet sky
the calm was unlike anything you’ll ever find

wait
something isn’t right
the mud begins to move
as they come to realize
i think you’d be better off
no longer by my side
cause i can’t guarantee
more than one of us survives

(enyu)
i can’t lie
there’s a part of u still left in me
but i don't mind
parting ways when it's our destiny

crossing paths on burning bridges
while i rip and tear at healing stitches, i

found a way through the overpass
where lines fade and they overlap
i’m tied up, attached to
regrets in our past

when our hearts fall flat
and the whole week’s passed
i should take what's left
but i could never want that

(wraith)
i burned your damn reflection
inside of these worthless eyes of mine
oh, prize of mine, the time is nigh-
so care of tinder, we ignited

we could fight while deaf and blinded
darling leave this life behind us
bite that tongue and sit in silence
peace and quiet, bathed in light

let the fire consume
there's no escaping this room
if you reap what you sow
then we’re definitely doomed

ashes to ashes w/ enyu & wraith (stillvanishing)

Prod. ?

lyrics:
i let you play with my heart again
had it on the righthand sleeve of my cardigan
i let you play with my heart again
talking to the man in the mirror like hes my only friend

world is turning upside down
idek who the hell i am now
wish i could turn it all around
so much i wanna say but i cant make a sound (x2)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

there must be something wrong with me
i dont know what it is but i cant breathe
need to run, im so damn anxious
cant help but feel so nauseous (x3)

i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)

i dont know whats going on with me
i think theres something wrong with my health
anxiety been creeping again slowly
and honestly im not doing so well

i could kill myself here tonight
its probably easier than living my life
when i tell everyone im doing fine
i know its a lie, im too tired to cry


i keep aching, breaking
my body keeps shaking
waking, wasting
god i cant take it
im miserable
im tired of it all (x2)



nauseous

this is what keeps me going. i love yall for listening and supporting. <3

your eyes

your eyes (dercept x jolst)

produced by Late Night Tones & nate2timez

-lyrics-
Talk to me
I know you're hurt and that's okay
Darling, fall asleep
Oh, on my chest, just rest your head

And all our open wounds will heal with time
I don't have much, but you can have all of mine

Oh, we're watching the stars
Wrapped up in each other's warmth
Hope we get lost in the dark
Say"let's go" and I'll ask how far
And baby, I don't wanna run away
Just tell me what it takes
We're just watching the stars
Laying back on the roof of your car

Tell me what you want and I got it, I will not hesitate
Laying a blanket out and watch the moonlight as it's getting late
Hear the night tones twotimes, we can dance to 'em by the lake
Got a feeling we got something that no one can replicate
Going into overtime, feeling my chest
Swear I had a punchline, but girl, I forget
Just wanna see you smile, yeah, it goes in my head
I am such a mess

Oh, we're watching the stars
Wrapped up in each other's warmth
Hope we get lost in the dark
Say"let's go" and I'll ask how far
And baby, I don't wanna run away
Just tell me what it takes
We're just watching the stars
Laying back on the roof of your car
Oh, we're watching the stars
Wrapped up in each other's warmth
Hope we get lost in the dark
Say"let's go" and I'll ask how far
And baby, I don't wanna run away
Just tell me what it takes
We're just watching the stars
Laying back on the roof of your car

Watching the Stars on the Roof of Your Car

Hellfighters Ft.Devinsworld

lyrics<3

more than friends back then
now we’re not good
mixing thoughts up in head
like i said i would
laying roses on the bed when i walk thru

wash it away like the sins of a martyr
thirsty for my blood im a lamb to your slaughter
dont need any love so i dont know why i bother
pushing till you shove, i fell deep into your water 

think twice
next time you worry about me
girl ill be alright
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and idk why
ur always there in my dreams
when im falling asleep 
ur the ghost in my sheets 
its not easy being someome you dont want now
and its freezing, guess thats why i never go out
fight the feeling 
got me waiting for the comedown
every week,
i pave the streets of this ghostown

baby not thats not love
you leave me evrry other day
tried to lift u up
but you dont wanna have it that way
i wont stick around till you break
my lifes an endless cycle, im a moth to your flame

i wish the process wasent so hard
cuz everytime i tried to quit i hit the restart

overcome with guilt while I’m gassing up my room, I know that it won’t help 
but im scared to face the truth

m i a (farber x sketchy)

brvdy808

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