So proud to be a part of this song, love you guys <3

You guys killed this! Beautiful work friends 🤧🤌🏻

This is deep the instrumental is crazy you gotta upload this to YouTube you’re very talented man keep going lyrics hit my soul love it 🖤🥀

fallout ft flesh (p. bloodcryy + ryan kelly)

YOOOOOOOOO IM STILL ALIVE MFS
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLL

LYRICS
<3 - <3 - <3
Think I just need to let this headache pass
Alone again with these shaking hands
I hear the words as they manifest
Killing me through your sharpened breath-
Wait
Just a little longer
Would you please stay
I wish I was stronger during
These days
I’m feeling like enyu how I 
Decay (Decay)

Now she don’t talk to me
Honestly
Probably never had wanted me
Why am I bothering
Bother me?
Why would you think that it bothered me?
I make a mockery
Copying
Everybody that I’m following
I think I’m hollowing
Wallowing
Every word that I’m swallowing

I won’t pry
Every tear has dried
I stand with open eyes
The ones you always lied to
Memories
The way the
Pressure seems
Will you remember me?
At all

Think I just need to let this headache pass
Alone again with these shaking hands
I hear the words as they manifest
Killing me through your sharpened breath-
Wait
Just a little longer
Would you please stay
I wish I was stronger during
These days
I’m feeling like enyu how I 
Decay (Decay)


manifest (prod. tiedforsilver)

Thought I had a better sense of this 
Astigmatism showing images that I don’t think I’ll miss 
At the cross road lamp lights circle in the mist 
What direction can we figure from the list 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly 

i didn’t wanna be here in the first place so when you’re ready let’s go
she put big rocks in this blunt i feel my skin turn to stone
so imma be up all night
just perfecting these songs
i’m sorry im late i was just spinning think these pills make me more drunk
i swear its not even fun
love, baby tell me that i am the one
and what’s said is done
swear this denim packed with toxic
i can’t feel my lungs
you should check your phone i think too much
and i miss your touch
please excuse the interruption when i grab the clutch
imma be driving all night

imma drive up that road that we both know too well 
By the back of our hands our palms can sense it when the ridge fell 
I’m keeping two plates on me 
I can’t decide for your eyes sake baby 
I’ll keep it low just like the temperature this morning 
let’s keep on sorting 
this mess could you adorn me 

Headed straight right through the shadow 
Got a fast pace walk past the gallows
Fortified gate I’m not mistaken 
Better not be me that you’re replacing 
Can I use that match this needs inhaling
I saw you tranced up by this painting
All the details ever striking 
And we hesitate but only slightly

lamp light ft. notahero (cl6udy)

[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

[clip from fight club]

lyrics 

[maesk]
fine tuned, all that you’ve dreamt’s in sight
hey, i like you but this just don’t feel right
look, i cry too but it's just all inside
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
we’ve gotta do this shit right now
why? why do i just hide

we just keep this shit among ourselves 
we can’t bare the sight of running well
look i admire that you’re looking out
but you’re looking out for no else but yourself

you’re so perfect to me
its like i’ve seen myself in a dream
but is that what i want contact with
am i still peeking above?

or do i just wanna be 
holding it deep
blocking the stream
grasping tight, grasping tight to something i can’t see
despite my faulty, faulty, faulty beliefs 
are u still still gonna be here with me?

[brecken]
is it lovely is it lovely is it lovely enough
if you love me and you love me then ill be the one
you said its my fault
i took the long road and thats how i got lost
and my feelings on a tight rope and i just cannot walk
any further without realizing this isn’t what i want
dont think that you fill the slot



but i cannot brush it off
i could want this forever and ever but ik itd be a  whole lot
and idk if you remember the weather but i swear that it wouldn’t stop

and i thought that you said that it would get better if i just stop smoking the pot
but that dont mean nothing all
that dont mean nothing at all
i should tell you that its gone

i know i hit a new wall
so please take a look at my flaws
know i wont get better if i dont fix myself soon
i been runnin in a circle cuz of what you assume
just tell me the truth 
just like i do

faulty beliefs ft brecken (neverforever)

lyrics ⬇️ 

she said that i wasnt able
to fix her heart but im faithful still
i cant depart til we stable-real
wish that our love wasnt fable filled
but trust turns out fatal and i cannot feel
like this is what ima need
i cnat tell you that its all gonna be alright
way too luch pain
its been a lot
but i feel like i need some change in my life
wait til you see it, its not the same
not as it seems anymore 
not as it seems anymore

and i wish that you could see me how i really am 
but i bet youd hate me
so i drown out feelings with whats inside of the can
oh i swear that they made me
they cant be serious in saying
that our love was only ever failing
and i hate that im faded
spent 90% of my life feeling wasted

i think if i didnt waste it
i think id be something i think that id make it

but now that its over I wish what i did that i could just retract it

stretching our love out elastic
it dont work out and its tragic
telling me lies i dont love it
i still want you it’s unfortunate 
ohh
i dont think that i was meant for this
i been feeling like its sad at most
maybe if is then I’ll remember it
I’ll remember you when im a ghost

its been a lot
but i feel like i need some change in my life
wait til you see it, its not the same
not as it seems anymore 
not as it seems anymore

not anymore

massive thanks to @enyusroom + @wraithwilldie - love you guys with all my heart <3
also special thanks to enyu for the insane artwork + mix/master <3

produced by @stillvanishing / @emptyroads

lyrics:

(mistral)
take what you can
and make a run for it
i buried my hopes
became a pessimist
no point in hiding
nothing will remain
once i leave this home
that i have set aflame

listen close
i’ll make you understand
how a blaze swept through
this once golden land
beyond the oaks
would you take my hand
stay right near me
up until time ends

saw the signs
and all the parts aligned
a warm embrace
instead of senseless fights
the ashes decorate a velvet sky
the calm was unlike anything you’ll ever find

wait
something isn’t right
the mud begins to move
as they come to realize
i think you’d be better off
no longer by my side
cause i can’t guarantee
more than one of us survives

(enyu)
i can’t lie
there’s a part of u still left in me
but i don't mind
parting ways when it's our destiny

crossing paths on burning bridges
while i rip and tear at healing stitches, i

found a way through the overpass
where lines fade and they overlap
i’m tied up, attached to
regrets in our past

when our hearts fall flat
and the whole week’s passed
i should take what's left
but i could never want that

(wraith)
i burned your damn reflection
inside of these worthless eyes of mine
oh, prize of mine, the time is nigh-
so care of tinder, we ignited

we could fight while deaf and blinded
darling leave this life behind us
bite that tongue and sit in silence
peace and quiet, bathed in light

let the fire consume
there's no escaping this room
if you reap what you sow
then we’re definitely doomed

ashes to ashes w/ enyu & wraith (stillvanishing)

End of the world (prod. King theta)
Hope you guys enjoy <3

End of the world (feat. cutdeep & halfhearted)

lyrics

know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street
i’m blowing gas, whipping this shit while you’re throwing your ass
when it’s this top shelf, i’m not doing math
but i’ll double down that
you show me love, and i love when you laugh
yeah, i’m a pleaser, a cookie to pass
living it lavish, uh, i’m here to please
baby, i get it, i got what you need
i’ma just slide to your crib in beat
come here, lil baby, my flow is on peak
come here now, cookies in stream
i know i get messy when i’m in the paint
stars so bright, it’s like i’m serving cocaine
sorry, that’s novocaine
other one told me to pick me up, no, i can’t
cause this one right next to me, she wants the ring
but still, i got to think
about who do you think you is while i do my thing
but right now, i am free
i got the key
me and maxy, everyone else inside baltic sea
cooking up sound waves and cooking up dreams
know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street (i'm on the street

on me

on me (coffeelover)

cover of brecken's "sorry company"
it's been stuck in my head for like a month now

stay up lately wait until we grow
changing pages saving where you show
please don't leave me here out in the cold
last i heard you hadn't let me go   

wish i could cover my eyes
spent 5 months wondering why
i let you into my life
and now i gotta redesign
told me we don't have much time
let me look back in your eyes
always had thought you loved me
now i'm just sorry company

wait til i come out from hiding
ill find the brightest star shining
beautiful eyes in any lighting
nothing to find, but tired of fighting

but it made sense when you left me the first time
even on the third time
but that wasn't the worst time 
no that wasn't the worst time

left me on the roadside
never heard from you ever since
wish i never lost my mind
that's really all that i did

sorry company (cover)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

kinda sorta making music
@deadwoodcollective 
https://www.deadwood.music
discord.gg/deadwood


boo >:)

ashes to ashes w/ enyu & wraith (stillvanishing)

mistral

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