♡( ◡‿◡ )♡ a sappy lil love song ♡( ◡‿◡ )♡

//
ur totally right
there's a blood red star on the horizon
i lost all hope in ur eyes
will u ever see what u did
oh, i'll never forget
how all of this ended
and honestly
would u talk to me
is it right when i leave
u tonight

i'm burning alive
i'm out of my mind
can't keep my eyes off u
i spill out my guts
still feel the lust
there's nothing to hold onto
my hand on ur thigh
is starting to rust
there's nothing to hold onto
yet another day
to drown myself in u

mouths running dry
i'm misaligned
lay my head down
and comfort me
while time slips by
i'll chase and find
the missing parts of me

ur totally right
there's a blood red star on the horizon
i lost all hope in ur eyes
will u ever see what u did
oh, i'll never forget
how all of this ended
and honestly
would u talk to me
is it right when i leave
u tonight
//

sunder (dercept x ayoley)

really struggled with this one, i hope u enjoy ☆

//
fill my screen up with words
only works when it hurts
till it starts feeling worn out

hands flushed
with my blood
from the cold
in the streets
they go silent by sundown

and my knees running weak
feel the ice up my sleeves
like it's minus degrees tonight

and the path full of smoke
made me sore in my throat
like the systems in me collide

eyes locked, everythings so slow
look how i'm just wasting all my time again
like why can i not write a single line again
maybe i should drop it all and try again
//

sundown (despairintoashes)

fun little song with @mistralbtw <3

(me)
i'm getting slowed by this mess of things
i don't even know what she wants to see
i guess i was wrong, she's ahead of me
just another dead end
and a toast on me

(mistral)
one call away
thats all that it takes now
she eats at me
my vertebrae break down
live by the words
that you used to spit out
reminisce times
when we hadn't went south

haven't changed a bit in the last few years
still wear all my sewerperson and my creature merch
just need to know if
i'm to you what
you're to me
still hear the words
u said to me back
then they're burned into my brain
just as it happened
still have the same friends
that u lost
i'd rather stay all by myself

(me)
i'm getting slowed by this mess of things
i don't even know what she wants to see
i guess i was wrong, she's ahead of me
just another dead end
and a toast on me

dead end +mistral (dead spyro)

disappointment (ericdoa cover)

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

s/o @avxid for the insane verse <3

(me)
and no matter how much time has passed
there's enough of it
will i finally do it better
and try to get a hold again
take the bullets by their grip
and make them disappear in neverland
save the photos up like memories
just to act as if they never left

every day is still a mess
its up to me if i accept it
will i finally get a grip
or take the shot
like whats the message
every day its still the same
its about my selfish ways
will this
be in vain
take the leap or just remain in place

(avxid)
it got too loud
can u turn it down
stomp my head
cuz in you i drown
rip my heart from out my chest
you'd do perfect in my death

it takes time
i lose sight
of what you deserved
same old
bullshit
you spew out
in words

(me)
and when it’s all over
drops of blood will dye the water red
lying down in peace
and leave my body in this sunken mess
feed the flame
and let it smolder through these walls within
let it rise and flood my eyes
see what i’m up against

remain +avxid (homesick)

massive thanks to @enyusroom + @wraithwilldie - love you guys with all my heart <3
also special thanks to enyu for the insane artwork + mix/master <3

produced by @stillvanishing / @emptyroads

lyrics:

(mistral)
take what you can
and make a run for it
i buried my hopes
became a pessimist
no point in hiding
nothing will remain
once i leave this home
that i have set aflame

listen close
i’ll make you understand
how a blaze swept through
this once golden land
beyond the oaks
would you take my hand
stay right near me
up until time ends

saw the signs
and all the parts aligned
a warm embrace
instead of senseless fights
the ashes decorate a velvet sky
the calm was unlike anything you’ll ever find

wait
something isn’t right
the mud begins to move
as they come to realize
i think you’d be better off
no longer by my side
cause i can’t guarantee
more than one of us survives

(enyu)
i can’t lie
there’s a part of u still left in me
but i don't mind
parting ways when it's our destiny

crossing paths on burning bridges
while i rip and tear at healing stitches, i

found a way through the overpass
where lines fade and they overlap
i’m tied up, attached to
regrets in our past

when our hearts fall flat
and the whole week’s passed
i should take what's left
but i could never want that

(wraith)
i burned your damn reflection
inside of these worthless eyes of mine
oh, prize of mine, the time is nigh-
so care of tinder, we ignited

we could fight while deaf and blinded
darling leave this life behind us
bite that tongue and sit in silence
peace and quiet, bathed in light

let the fire consume
there's no escaping this room
if you reap what you sow
then we’re definitely doomed

ashes to ashes w/ enyu & wraith (stillvanishing)

it's been a while ♡

oh i should
clean up the mess inside my room
so there’s no pillow i could hide with
it smells so utterly perfumed
it starts to shake behind my eyelids

from the dark
into sight
where its us
realigned
make a wish
to the people
we once were and try
to believe
it was once
worth the time
just because
looking in
from afar
couldn’t see
what we are

and one day i’ll look back
thinking fuck that
oh i should
oh i should
i’d still shed a light for u
if u wanted that
oh i would
oh i would

crawling out of my sheets
for the first time in weeks
try to pull back the strings
to save me from defeat
what has happened to me?
brush it off until i’m bleak
block it out until i see
it still revolves around me

shed (arceo x kerel)

prod. by @wraithontheporch

@AVXiD
look where we are
funeral suits in the back of the car
tastes like tar
but i like it
oh i love it
i wander the dark
feeling this hitting my heart
(i love it)
peel off the flesh like its bark
(i love it)
you know that i’ve been marked
(i love it)
i'm stuck looking up at the stars
(i love it)

i smell blood in here
can you tell me why that is
the scent of rotting tissue
blows in thru the window

@enyusroom
the organs, they fill up this ball pit
visions they haunt when i’m shutting my mouth quick
(empathy slipping away)
is that what i’m made of?
am i just really a monster?
i’m fading like smoke in the cold
was i ever solid or constant?
i followed to dig up my tomb
i feel like i’m holding the grudge here

so stop it now
watch me
wipe off the blood from the biting
i'm closer now
to the edge
to bury those screams in the silence

the hunger for blood made me
change how i move on this earth now
rip me apart in two
drain out the source as the lights drown

funeral suit (wraithontheporch)

polo ponies (glaive cover)

kinda sorta making music

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𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃/𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 — @coldlonesome
𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 — @prod-dash
𝐄𝐍𝐘𝐔 — @enyusroom
𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐅𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐄 — @failure404
𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 — @fictionotru
𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎 — @not-a-fucking-hero
𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐏𝐑𝐏𝐋 — @hollowprpl
𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐊𝐒 — @icarus_lurks
𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐒𝐇𝐈 — @itaivibes
𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐅𝐈𝐈𝐓 — @4135876
𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐋 — @mistralbtw
𝐌𝐗𝐓𝐓𝐇𝐗𝐖 — @mxtthxwofficial
𝐍𝐄’𝐄𝐑𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 — @iamaneerdowell
𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄 — @prodsecre
𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐒 — @s0ftskelet0ns
𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐌𝐏 — @irlswamp
𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐃𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐑 — @tiedforsilver
𝐖𝐄𝐁 — @rod
𝐖𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐇 — @wraithontheporch
𝐖𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐇 — @wraithwilldie

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