Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 

Say what you want
Im depressed
Always gotta mess with my head
Go and take what you want
Cuz you left like you never went
But i cant stop I never lost my head
These things you say they might just leave a mess

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

Time to turn back
The things that we lack
If I could id touch your hands
Id make the same mistakes
The same i play
But you know I know everything

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

Leave me lonely im alone again
Take your time and bash us with ya pins
I know things will never be the same
So go back show the old me
Sitting on ya nighstand
Looking lonely
Even though your right there seconds from me
I cant take the pain Im giving back your heartbeats

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

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MARTYR

written, recorded, and produced by belak

ft. @sadboyprolific & @lunzero

Lyrics:

(belak)

overwhelmed 
but its all in my
all in my head
losing my sense of self
when im pouring up this cup again
wish that i could give a fuck about it but i dont and
i would tell myself that shit but its not true at all
and
really i care too much so i always take the fall
then end up down below 
with all this pressure i get

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(sadboyprolific)

i hope you cry
i hope you die
i hope you bleed about me
and i dont mind it
everytime you try and tweet about me
they say my musics saving lives
i hope it keep residing
cant think about the place id be
if i aint even found it
got me dead
in my whole body
so im thinking bout it
got in the dirt
searched through the earth
and now im feeling grounded
already questioning my worth
you make it worse by doubting
pouring kerosene along the curb
it burns around me

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

(lunzero)

all in my head
i did it to myself again
cut off my friends
id rather live this way then to
open up my wounds
then try to bleed myself out dry
i thought that it might help me
but it wasnt worth the try
your never really gonna fill the void
so tell me
whatll be the breaking point?

(belak)

overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im pouring up this
pouring up this
overwhelmed
but its all in my
all in my
sense of self
thats why im smoking on this
smoking on this

yellow

overwhelmed

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overwhelmed ft. sadboyprolific & lunzero

produced by ig @imrjbender
mix & mastered ig @imrjbender

done (prod @imrjbender)

music video:
https://youtu.be/wNlAW89K9wE?si=4jVnCgBahUS1mfv8

produced by skinny atlas in 2013
i made this in 2024
.. today i write this its 2025

a social network (prod. skinny atlas)

thnx for listening <33

lyrics:

you'll sing Dani California 'til you die
i know that my friend isn't really your type, but
you'll lead him on and break his heart, for what?
and you'll carry 'round that camera full of pictures
dudes that wanted nothing but to kiss her
you don't know anything about true love

sofia wouldn't do this
this is just a blueprint
this is everyday
i still feel ashamed
sofia wouldn't do this
growing up is ruthless
i shouldn't trauma trade
i do it anyways

i have to take a second to tell you I'll be okay
i think I'm in over my head, I keep on making mistakes
i let myself down again, it's something I have to change
they say, "one step at a time", but every mile I break

sofia wouldn't do this
this is just a blueprint
this is everyday
i still feel ashamed
sofia wouldn't do this
growing up is ruthless
i shouldn't trauma trade
i do it anyways

you're somewhere out in portland
i wish it was Maine
i lied to you that night, i wanna see your face
sofia wouldn't do this, but she does it daily
you ask, "what really happened?"
girl you drive me crazy


trauma trade

check up on your friends <3

lyrics:

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me

every time i look at you
i can't believe my eyes
you were loved, you were cherished
you felt abandoned, you were mine

breaking habits like a drumstick
cross my t's and dot my i's
its elementary but i miss you
can we talk just one more time

(one more time, one more)

there's something haunting me
there's nothing left to lose
and in all honesty
i'm nothing without you

i love then i leave then i lose myself
you're a mess i'm a wreck to your mental health
and its haunting me
there's something haunting me
(haunting me!)

this is how it goes, healing is a drag
but these are the days that you're never getting back
look at what we went through, check up on your friends
avery didn't live to see me fall in love again


avery

unrest

PmP .m4a

About a while ago.

prod by @clbhks and ya boi

Como [prod. Caleb Hooks and Bryce]

stream on spotify <3 https://open.spotify.com/track/7D4xV0aaK5fsn0Zh2o96ql?si=yu2GkccBQyOxqfgQrv0Y3A

lyrics
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I don’t wanna tell you
But if I did that would be useful
While you’re crying in your bedroom
I would do the same too
And I have

I’m calling 
You crazy
But maybe
I’m staying
In the right-wing 
Parts of crazy
I’m staying 
Cuz I think you need some help
I can tell
By the way that we both fell
We need some help
Cuz I sure do

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
I need some rest

Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed
I need some rest

Are you lying to your therapist
About being sober again
Yes

Como [prod. Caleb Hooks and Bryce]

Bryce Bishop