This song was really great, really put the feeling of some kind of lonliness and the wish to be better in one song.

you better stick around , I like listening . them cigs are deadly ;)

Love this shit. Don't smoke yourself to death.

been listening to this a lot. beautifully written.

on some lofi grunge/indie 90s type shit 🌻 

this is a demo
the original song is by anhero

instrumental by demigloom --> they are releasing the final version

college cunts ft. demigloom (anhero cover)

INSTRUMENTAL BY DEAD YAMI 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZfHiZa1g5M&list=PL8BGK_Y0_cFr819-ZvY3W4ZElUNhQTgVd&index=20

LYRICS:
(Intro: 0:00-0:12)

Pre-Verse:
They always ask me
To stop smoking cigarettes
Telling me one day
I'll smoke myself to death

But I'll find my place
in this world without you here
But I guess I'll stick around
For another year

Verse:
You were never worth it (never worth it)
Begging you to stay with me
I should have known better (known better)
You would never change for me

Pre-Chorus:
Head in the smoke
Eyes hazy, staying low
Lost all sight of myself
Who am I now?

Chorus:
Why waste my time?
When you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe

And I, always keep my head in the clouds
Cause I know I am absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

(Instrumental: 1:20-1:32)

Pre-Verse:
They always ask me
To stop smoking cigarettes
Telling me one day
I'll smoke myself to death

But I'll find my place
in this world without you here
But I guess I'll stick around
For another year

Verse:
I wanna be someone (somebody else)
To forget who you are
I’m a lot like you (so much like you)
But you tear me apart

Pre-Chorus:
Head in the smoke
Eyes hazy, staying low
Lost all sight of myself
Who am I now?

Chorus: 2:18-2:41
Why waste my time?
When you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe

And I, always keep my head in the clouds
Cause I know I am absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

(Instrumental: 2:41-2:53)

Bridge:
i feel like im falling
all the time
now i feel weightless
high all the time
ready to go now
everythings fine
no reason to live
no reason to die

(Instrumental: 3:16-3:27)

Chorus: 3:27-4:12
Why waste my time?
When you could have been mine?
I just wanna be everything you need
Got me fucked up in my head again
And it makes it hard to breathe

And I, always keep my head in the clouds
Cause I know I am absolute in doubt
There’s a reason why I don’t call you back
In the end will you haunt me now?

P.s. I hate this song and I am definitely remaking it lol -B

Smoking To Death (demo)

peachy ii

hypergamy

surf_wicca_jihad

a picket fence, a perfect lawn
a coffee at the break of dawn
it's all a fantasy
in reruns on TV

accepting I will never own
a happy Norman Rockwell home
with two kids and a wife
a stable modest life

the A/C can't beat summers heat
the traffic moves at glacial speeds
I'm drifting off into post-modern dreams

it isn't fun, it isn't fair
to live to serve the billionaires
so I won't fight for scraps
not I'm lying on my back

I'm dropping out I can't compete
kick off your boots and rest your feet
cause working hard is dumb
when there's no prize to be won

the A/C can't beat summers heat
the traffic moves at glacial speeds
I'm drifting off into post-modern dreams

a flannel shirt and worn blue jeans
an address on a quiet street
and a girl to love is all I'd ever need

Postmodern Dreams

since I was
a little kid
I never quite fit in
I made them laugh
I made them smile
but never had no friends
now I'm looking good 
I'm working out
but still I haven't figured out
just what it is
that makes me feel
like theres nobody here

all alone
since I was 13
finally feels like
someone gets me

I saw his face on the TV
he was literally me
he was literally me
he was everything that i
wish that i could be
wish that i could be like
Tyler Durden or
Patrick Bateman
one day the whole world will see
that he's literally me


It doesn't have
to be this way
but I dont really care
my shirt's tucked in
got perfect skin
and flawlessly combed hair
as far as anyone can tell
I'm doing good 
I'm doing well
but they don't know
it's all a mask
I've forced myself to wear

all alone
since I was 13
finally feels like
someone gets me

I saw his face on the TV
he was literally me
he was literally me
he was everything that i
wish that i could be
wish that i could be like
Tyler Durden or
Patrick Bateman
one day the whole world will see
that he's literally me

Literally Me

born to die

nothing left

The dullest thorn stuck in my side
They hate my guts because I'm right
And no-one sees how hard I try
There wont be peace until I die

They hate me
they think that I know nothing
They think
That I'm just some stupid F***t
I hate myself
Over nothing
They'd love to see me
Just fucking end it
I guess we'll never know

Ill fight for me
I'd rather die
Than Serve the Antichrist for my life
They'll come for me
And hunt me down
To put my faithfulness in the ground
I know my strife
They hate me because I'm right

It tortures me, I'm passing out
Control my breathing, try not to shout
I'm pissing blood, I'm wanna die
Talk shit, then look me in the eye

They hate me
Because I'm worth something
They'll try
To turn me into a f***t
Groom you
Into submission
Then raise
You up to be hedonistic
I guess that's how it goes

Then the populace will try to say
That the rich mans really cool
He's different, he has empathy so they claim
We'll eat the rich and then praise them
Then they'll gain power and replace us
Then Tom MacDonald's gonna make a song
That'll suck the dick of Israelis
Annex 109 countries, well I swear it's just a coincidence
That the doctors said that my foolish pride is condensed
In the lines of my kidneys
Well that explains the pain I guess
Thank God they'll give me medicine
With no side effects, well I trust the man
He owns a Space-X rocket
The lazy they say Fuck it
Shill out and buy a Tesla
Well I guess this battle's all for myself
Ill try to piss this pebble out

I hate the Antichrist
The Struggle is not of the flesh

The dullest thorn stuck in my side
They hate my guts because I'm right
And no-one sees how hard I try
There wont be peace until I die

They hate me
they think that I know nothing
They think
That I'm just some stupid F***t
I hate myself
Over nothing
They'd love to see me
Just fucking end it
I guess we'll never know

Don't you know that agents of Satan run this world today
The gates of hell will not prevail

Ill fight for me
I'd rather die
Than Serve the Antichrist for my life
They'll come for me
And hunt me down
To put my faithfulness in the ground
I know we're right
I know we're right
They hate our lives
The gates of hell will not prevail

Kidney Stone

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birdbath - killstreak (tribute 2 nxp)

I like to shoot guns and drive trucks and watch football and drink beer and eat chicken wings

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