The Upload

She ain't lying to no one but herself!

distribution within the scene w/ ovrwrld (S6:E3)

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Twtter: https://twitter.com/beatsbytaurs
Soundcloud: @taurs​
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeYUyItFsqKZZao7o9ThXDQ

pushing the limits of creativity w/ Taurs (S6:E4)

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Bitter Dreams (prod. by Brody)

Black Røses: Wednesday & Sunday
https://soundcloud.com/robstar100

how to get out of your comfort zone w/ Robstar (S2:E5)

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Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we dont break
ill love u till the end
dear anjed
i need to say something
id fall in love again
i wish u the best

deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we done break
ill love u to the end
hey anjed
this is important
ill love  once again
ill be here to the end

u recalling what u said?
you was talking behind my back
i deleted everything
i cleared out all the messages
he was like a brother
i hate him for doing that
deep down it still hurts
but ill b over it
dear anjed i lost
dont know if i can get u back
now since weve matured
maybe try again
i can take us places
am i overthinking
ur in another book
while im flippin through these pages
hey anjed im sorry
i got to get this off my chest
we been together twice so we have learned from our past
its like ur a stranger
i get to know u once again
could never function right she got me short im losing breath
dear anjed this is me
giving u my heart
theres nothing to be afraid of ill keep in my arms
i havent gone to sleep
cause im thinking of u in the dark
join me in this journey i believe three times a charm

deeply in fate
u could heal my pain
before we done break
ill love u to the end
hey anjed
this is important
ill love  once again
ill be here to the end

dear anjed i want
u
like really bad
hope this isnt dumb
i hope that youll be glad
hey anjed hello
u
it got me sad
years have gone by
patience really met
here we are again..

spotify

dear anjed

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like i drowned, I'm

hopping on board while we smoke on the boat
been, craving that feeling we lost in the smoke
you, say that im dying that ill be a ghost
im, more than aware cause ive been diagnosed

im depressed, im fucking dead, i hope you shoot me through the head
dont wanna wanna wake up in my bed, smoke till i forgot things you said
and now im only seeing red, i got no future left ahead
i got too scared so i just fled, im on this path now that i tread

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like i drowned, I'm

going to die
im, saying goodbye
steve, martin could write
my, obit tonight
my, life is a comedy
I, feel like a dramedy
I'm, explaining this homily
I'm, done with this bodily vessel

im the best you heard around, and when im dead, hear me through the ground
im in my grave, you could hear the sound
of all the souls lost up in the sound

im a dog, take me to the pound
im a ghost, in the lost and found
dont belong, in this stupid town
feeling lost, feeling like I drowned, I'm

going to die

Stevemartin

stevemartin

I don't want problems with myself, maybe I need some help,
it's not your fault, I'm unwell, it gets hot down here, it's hell.

pray to the skies, no one ever leaves here,
rather be dead, than face my worst fears,

Watch me fade, watch me drift away, 
and I don't like the pain, it's jus something I face,
I don't like the pain, it's getting hard to face,

Praying to the Skies (part 2)

Black Røses: Every Sunday
https://soundcloud.com/chxrryrxzla

shedding light on hyperpop & loveless collective w/ cherryrizla (S3:E4)

LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
STAYING AWAKE EVERY NIGHT
SUICIDE IS ON MY MIND
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS 
CUTTING WHILE I BLEED TO DEATH
MASTURBATE THEN GO TO BED
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
OOOWEEE
WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
I JUST WANNA DIE
OOOWEEE
IM ABOUT TO CRY
IM TRAPPED INSIDE MY MIND

LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
A BURDON ON EVERYONE
I JUST STOLE A FUCKING GUN!
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
DRESSING IN BLACK EVERY DAY
I DONT GOT MUCH ELSE TO SAY 
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS 
OOOWEEE
YOU FUCKING KIDDIN ME?
IM ON THE TV
OOOWEEE
SEARCH PARTY
YOULL NEVER FIND ME!

LITERALLY, MY LIFE!

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shedding light on hyperpop & loveless collective w/ cherryrizla (S3:E4)

Beneath The Surface Podcast