Remember Me

Paranoid

Visions (Original Mix)

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The perfect song for a chill morning walk on a spring/summer day :)

Breeze

Improvisation de 2019 sur mes synthétiseurs

Improvisation 2019 001

This song is about my son. I think with this song, I plan to add a second part about my daughter as well, and then improve the song a little, but this will be the style mostly. I just wanted to write what I would say to any of my children. In fact I'd go as far to say I'd say this to any child. Just be you because the real you is incredible. If you are yourself, you will end up with people who love you. You don't need everyone to love you, just a few will do. Anyway, I hope you're all out there being your most incredible selves! Love to you all!

Lyrics:
You wear those eyes just like your mother
A simple look and your spell I’m under
People quote being wrapped around a finger
Yours so tiny, yet in my mind they linger
The thought of the world changing you so fast
Has me shaken so bad I can’t stay on task

Cuz my baby boy, is no longer a baby
Soon he’ll be out chasing the ladies
Can’t help but hope they don’t destroy him
Because I know the fragile sides of him
Like the time he cried over spilled chocolate milk
How his hair feels soft like a sheet of silk

But I have to let him grow
But at least I’ll let him know
Be you and only you
So, you end up
Where you’re supposed to
Be you and only you
Because you’re more than good enough 
Because you’re just so incredibly you

Incredibly You

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1leJLqQI1cgW9Ff0jY9HZB
Words and Music
Benny Bellamacina

Music production
Steve Fenton

A BIG ROCK STAR

Eighth song I've produced all myself!
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There’s a chapel on the hill where the lost find rest
Left my peace at the altar, heart beating in my chest
Your eyes pull me in, like a lullaby in blue I feel the weight you carry, though you hide it from view

I reach into the flame, hoping to find some light
But the shadows pull me closer, deep into the night
Your touch is like a chill, tracing down my spine
Binding me to sorrows that I’ve tried to leave behind

Woke up, and the fever felt like a wildfire
Called her name, it lingered like an old choir
Last night, I danced in circles with the ghosts unseen
Woke up, feeling lost in an empty dream

An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream
An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream
An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream
An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream

There’s a chapel on the hill where the echoes weep
Left my name at the door, traded dreams for sleep
I followed distant footsteps, but they faded away
Now the silence wraps around me, yeah, it’s here to stay

I’m reaching for the flame, trying to find my way
But the darkness pulls me under, I can’t break away
Woke up, felt like I was never really there
Never there, no, no, no, it was just a nightmare

Woke up, and the fever felt like a wildfire
Called her name, it lingered like an old choir
Last night, I danced in circles with the ghosts unseen
Woke up, feeling lost in an empty dream

An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream
An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream
An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream
An empty dream, yeah, an empty dream

I’m staring at the flame, searching for a sign
The shadows flicker back, saying you’re still mine
Your touch is like a chill, tracing paths to the unknown
In the silence of the dark, I’m bound to the stone

Woke up, yeah, heart’s beating like a war drum
Said her name, I don’t know where it came from
Trying to shake off demons, but they latch on tight
Tell myself it’s over, but there’s no end in sight

An Empty Dream

Dancing Trough The Haunt [Shadows In Bloom]

Blue eyes

made it far enough

I work as a nurse in the state of Florida and I love being there for people in need. My other true passion is making music. I'm kind of an amateur but I look forward to getting better and making the best music I can.

Most the songs I do in about a day and then move on. I don't have the skill to make them radio quality yet, but I hope with collaborating with others and making my own music I will learn some skills along the way. I don't focus on perfection, I focus on emotion and try to put feeling into my music.

Also, I love to get lost in other peoples work, I will often play video games while listening to a bunch of someone else's works and commenting on the ones I like the most, not all though, don't wanna seem like a stalker, unless you like that of course.

Been feeling a little burnt out lately, so if I'm not responsive please don't take it personal. Having to work OT to keep the family afloat, so I haven't had time for music and when I do have any time I'm just too exhausted. I definitely want to make more it brings me a lot of joy to make music. At the same time it is very taxing, reaching into the depths can sometimes cause unwanted feelings to linger longer than they should. Anyway, I love all the support you have all sent my way. See ya around!

Incredibly You

Bubba Maddux