I like to just let my mind do what it wants when I create. This topic is probably heavy on everyone's minds since elections are coming up. Please be kind to people, we are not the enemy, they are. Just look closer before you put your own personal value behind any of these people. They're not worthy, they're not going to save us. Only we can do that as a community. So, give back to your community if you can, and help each other through these difficult times. Maybe you can save someone from the brink of destruction, or maybe you need saving. It's up to the people here to love their communities. Money and power are not important, people are.

Lyrics:
Stuck watching these videos on repeat
Don’t even gotta think about what to eat
Everyone making the same video blogs
They’ve programmed us all into Pavlov’s dogs
It gets even weirder the closer you look
They know that you won’t even pick up a book
They’re watching us all with these little devices
They’ve got you hooked on all of your vices
You wanna deny it, that’s just human nature
Try to talk to others, people never been faker
Cognitive dissonance is now just normal behavior
I’m just hoping maybe I can be somebody’s savior

You probably skipped this song 
Or maybe you’re singing along
Somehow cracked the algorithm 
To be bumping in your system
I hope you escape these invisible chains
Until then I’ll be infiltrating your brains

So, your still listening, well congratulations
Now part of a fraction of this entire nation
Most keep on tumbling like little sheep
That’s okay, I love them too, they’re my peeps
You see, we’re all involved, impossible to dissolve
Codes they’ve cracked backed by these ridiculous laws
Putting these outrageous men in positions of power
We’re fighting over which one is less of a coward
Which of these men will leave us less devoured
They’re using income tax, and building their towers
Using influence to garner their riches and wealth
Just like drugs, these fools are all bad for our health

You probably skipped this song 
Or maybe you’re singing along
Somehow cracked the algorithm 
To be bumping in your system
I hope you escape these invisible chains
Until then I’ll be infiltrating your brains

Invisible Chains

Unser Leben aus Sicht des Himmels.
Our life from the perspective of heaven.

Hoffnung

Durch Zeit und Raum

Durch Raum und Zeit

Lyrics:
There was trauma when you woke in the night
There was chaos when you started the fight
There were no winners or losers
Just plasters on bruises
And angry neighbours who turned on their lights

And no one can afford to go out
But you don’t have to shout so loud
We’ll get some cheap wine from Aldi and sit on the hill
And watch the sky as the bombers fly out

I’m just a little bit wiser just a little bit older
Just a little bit sadder just a little bit colder
You and me and trauma

You put the trauma in a box
And stored it in the loft
And then told me off
Because I’m either too sad 
Or not sad enough

We’ll take the lock down dog for a walk
Throw it snacks and throw it bones
Give it different pet names to make it confused
Will it be living with me or will it be living with you?

I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older
A little bitter sadder a little bit colder
You and me and trauma

You and me and trauma
I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older
I’m just a little bit wiser and a little bit older

You and me and the trauma

Lyrics, 
Maybe if it ended sooner
I wouldn't feel this way
Maybe if I'd said things differently
You wouldn't look away
Maybe if I sang songs sweeter
You'd still hear me
And I wouldn't have to miss you now
 
Maybe if I just stepped back
You'd have come close
Maybe if I slept at night
I wouldn't hold a dream that froze
Maybe if I timed it better
It be you and me
And I wouldn't have to miss you now
 
The moments that we shared,
For me get intertwined
The things we get to keep,
And the things we leave behind
Don't take everything,
Leave me with a sign
That for a moment we did rhyme
 
Maybe if I’d broke the rules,
You’d know what to say
Maybe if I'd just asked you
You'd say you'd stay
Maybe if I'd grown up faster
You’d be here for me
And I wouldn't have to miss you now
 
The moments that we shared,
For me get intertwined
The things we get to keep
And the things we leave behind
Don't take everything
Leave me with a sign
That for a moment we did rhyme
 
The moments that we shared,
For me get intertwined
The things we get to keep,
And the things we leave behind
Don't take everything,
Leave me with a sign
That for a moment we did rhyme
That for a moment we did rhyme

Things We Leave Behind (Monique Studio)

🗝💜
Spurs of Now

Impromptu moments in the midnight air
we chase seconds like they’ll disappear
your laugh cuts through the drifting clouds
our shadows dance beyond the stars

Kicking air into wind
feel the wild minute in the air

Purple and reckless sky
stars spill secrets we can’t deny
heartbeat syncs to rolling beat
wind-tossed hair and untamed heat

Kicking air into wind
riding time where it spins
no reins no reason just dive
feel the wild minute begin

Kicking air into wind
feel the wild minute in the air

Whispers coil like smoke around
lost in the rush of here and now
feet lifted off the ground
let it carry don’t look down

Spurs of Now

Whispers Of The Night

I think this might be my best track - best song, best performance. 
It's about coming home to safety, but in the song I'm actually visualising getting to a campsite with my friends and making pizza...but that cosy picture becomes more of a spiritual homecoming. 
I wrote it around an Indian Raga- the music came from playing an Indian Raga badly but it turned into something else.

Where We Belong

Karma Police (Cover w/ Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary))

Shine on, oh

Boogie in the Dark (with you)

Reassimilation (This Fractured Life)

Verse 1
The lights are harsh, the ground feels strange,
After years away, everything's changed.
The faces familiar, yet out of place,
I search for belonging, a trace of grace.

Verse 2
The skyline hums a forgotten song,
I feel like I never belonged for long.
But whispers remind me, the roots still remain,
Beneath the concrete, beneath the pain.

Chorus
Reassimilation, finding my way,
Through cracks in the pavement, night into day.
Carrying shadows, but learning to stand,
I’m piecing together this fractured life with broken hands.

Verse 3
And if I falter, if I fall,
The city will answer, it knows it all.
Through loss and fracture, I’ve come to know,
The only way back is to let it show.

Chorus (Repeat)
Reassimilation, finding my way,
Through cracks in the pavement, night into day.
Carrying shadows, but learning to stand,
I’m piecing together this fractured life with broken hands.


Reassimilation (This Fractured Life)

I work as a nurse in the state of Florida and I love being there for people in need. My other true passion is making music. I'm kind of an amateur but I look forward to getting better and making the best music I can.

Most the songs I do in about a day and then move on. I don't have the skill to make them radio quality yet, but I hope with collaborating with others and making my own music I will learn some skills along the way. I don't focus on perfection, I focus on emotion and try to put feeling into my music.

Also, I love to get lost in other peoples work, I will often play video games while listening to a bunch of someone else's works and commenting on the ones I like the most, not all though, don't wanna seem like a stalker, unless you like that of course.

Been feeling a little burnt out lately, so if I'm not responsive please don't take it personal. Having to work OT to keep the family afloat, so I haven't had time for music and when I do have any time I'm just too exhausted. I definitely want to make more it brings me a lot of joy to make music. At the same time it is very taxing, reaching into the depths can sometimes cause unwanted feelings to linger longer than they should. Anyway, I love all the support you have all sent my way. See ya around!

Update: Soundcloud has become too expensive and the free version is terrible. They removed a lot of my songs etc... I will be moving on to a different distributer and working on more social media outlets so I won't be on here as much. Many of my songs will be on Spotify, apple etc, I'm in the process of transitioning them. I will leave what I can with the allotted two hours. I appreciate all of you. James Geer, Miami Jeff, Steve V... If you guys are reading this I want you to know how much I appreciate you guys. You are all wonderful musicians and you shared your knowledge and music with me and I'm a better artist because of it, so, thanks!!! See yall around!!!

Invisible Chains

Bubba Maddux