Lyrics:
The magnolias in bloom
Pull me from the grips of gloom
As the lilacs underneath
Make my heart slowly weep

The white picket fence contains
These memories that remain
A picturesque sky of bright blue
Envelops where I’d wait for you

I’d hoped you might forgive
All the things that I did
Desperately tried to undo
All my contempt for you 

Why did I let it get this far
Slowly building up these scars
Saved up hate in a mental jar
Can’t stand how we grew apart
Love that should have reached the stars
Instead, two lonely broken hearts

They say time heals everything
Self-inflicted wounds sure sting
Cuz, I knew I had a love that’s true
 But still, I spilled my hate on you

Magnolias In Bloom (Demo)

“No One”

If I were a man
	A stand I might make
		Resolved
	Murder my kind no longer

But I’m just an unsensible
	Expendable thing
		Render my life like a number

So it goes

Tender little child
Plucked by a wile
	Who loves you
	More than they?

Sweet little child
Fit for a vial
	Who wants you?
	None they say
	Not even they
	No one

If I were a man
	A stand I might make
		Resolved
	Murder my kind no longer

But I’m just an unsensible
	Expendable thing
		Render my life like a number

So it goes

Tender little child
Crushed by a plier
	Who hurt you...
		More than they?




Poor little child
Unreconciled
	Who made you?
		None dare say

Frail little child—
	Meek and mild
		Who will answer for you?
			None they say

Doomed little child—
	Conceived and defiled
		Who will save you?
			None they say
			None can say
				No one?
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Music by Corey Ball
Lyrics by August Lysy

No One

A classic guitar track. Theme and performance - LeoMReznik.                                           
      This time I decided to record something in the traditional classical style. This winter is still causing exactly such feelings... Some of you, my friends, may like this simple composition. I'll be glad to.

Winter Adagio

VB - 44

in the heat

Ender Dion (instrumental)

Cello Tones Project Part Two - sedative

I Saw the sign - I drew the line
I pondered how the mask defines us
I’ve hidden all my feelings in a vault
I felt like I - should hide not cry
I’m blamed as all the feelings die
She may as well have bathed my wounds in salt

She said - don’t ever let me think about the past
She said - don’t be yourself - so I’m bare foot on cut glass
She said - such angry things - that I hid behind this mask
But you - your eyes

Why blame me for - a life before.
I couldn’t have fun anymore
I never thought that I had done much wrong
I gave support - though she’d purport 
My falsehood in a vocal fraught
With venom that must have been there all along 

She said - don’t ever let me think about the past
She said - don’t be yourself - so I’m bare foot on cut glass
She said - such angry things - that I hid behind this mask
But you - your eyes - negate disguise


Friends never make good lovers
But loves should always be best of friends 
After all of the turmoil
I’m hoping for something that never ends
Something so rare and so perfect
A product of the past for which I’ve made my amends

She said - don’t ever let me think about the past
She said - don’t be yourself - so I’m bare foot on cut glass
She said - such angry things - that I hid behind this mask
But you - your eyes - negate disguise
And you - bring trust - you’ve got me sussed

The Mask That Defines Us

My Friday Night DJ Mix

Out of Words

I work as a nurse in the state of Florida and I love being there for people in need. My other true passion is making music. I'm kind of an amateur but I look forward to getting better and making the best music I can.

Most the songs I do in about a day and then move on. I don't have the skill to make them radio quality yet, but I hope with collaborating with others and making my own music I will learn some skills along the way. I don't focus on perfection, I focus on emotion and try to put feeling into my music.

Also, I love to get lost in other peoples work, I will often play video games while listening to a bunch of someone else's works and commenting on the ones I like the most, not all though, don't wanna seem like a stalker, unless you like that of course.

Been feeling a little burnt out lately, so if I'm not responsive please don't take it personal. Having to work OT to keep the family afloat, so I haven't had time for music and when I do have any time I'm just too exhausted. I definitely want to make more it brings me a lot of joy to make music. At the same time it is very taxing, reaching into the depths can sometimes cause unwanted feelings to linger longer than they should. Anyway, I love all the support you have all sent my way. See ya around!

Magnolias In Bloom (Demo)

Bubba Maddux