[+] when I die tell me you'll remember me... remember me.
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

I feel my heart break, pick it up
move on, yea thats just love
can you tell that I feel numb?
is it true that I wasn't enough?
blonde hair blue eyes
I wanna keep u in my life
take a look at the sky
do you hear me when I call in the night?
bad bitch you could cut my insides
leave me here blood drip on your knife
still can feel the fucking chill down my spine
im alive but im seeing a light
ill be fine, why you even worried 
I cant have you by my side
so even if you wanted me
you'll never get it right...
and I could pop a pill but I don't wanna relapse
now you're all choked up, I could see that
got me out here im just standing at your doormat
like a @lilskeleskrrrt I don't even breathe
you broke my heart and im still begging on my knees
I gave you all that I could give what else u need?
hes in your head but im still plotting on your jeans
give me a sign baby girl don't intervene
before I die tell me you'll remember me... remember me

remember me

+ spotify

remember me (prod. thersx)

something quiet - i never asked for this / fall through

i feel hypocritical 
ive been hanging out at bars a lot
its kinda cool but i hate to think about it cause its fucked up
the fact that i actually kinda find it fun
its like a trampoline for when you feel down
i understand the appeal now 
sing along to the songs that you love
and im zoned out 
for right now i guess its what lifes all about 


i give it a week before im over it 
why the fuck am i here?  dont have money to spend
theres a girl looking at me and i need her to fucking stop, honestly. 
i really hope i dont wake up tomorrow 
cause i dont know how much more i can handle of this problem 
i hope you know that im not having fun at all
id rather be anywhere but here now 
where’s my trampoline? 
bitch i feel down
feel it everywhere 
so i dont think i deserve to go anywhere 
everything you said makes sense now
you had your reasons to peace out 
and i get it 
i just really wish that youd never said it

trampoline (prod. pekarot)

synthetic

lyrics:D
this girl she’s perfect, but she hides her pain with a smile
hoping that she could be fine
Beautiful angel eyes
she loves to talk, but nobody wants to listen
drugs up in her body, but she don’t got no prescription
drugs got her fucked in the head
no, it’s getting harder. Can’t get out of bed.
every day she’s wishing that she had a fresh start
She’s so tired of these people fuck around tear her apart
her father wasn’t Fuckin there to keep the lights on in the dark
So now she’s stuck with The Fuckin for fears where she don’t know what’s going on
I want to tell her that I know it’s bad
Now that I’m here I promise that I’ll keep you safe
Just come with me and I can hold your hand
And tell you everything will always be OK
She met this boy he’s really fucked up
Doesn’t fall in love much
But he’s getting better cuz he knows she needs him
he knows it’s time to kick the mud cup
No more getting fucked up
wants to be forever, brush her hair back in the wind

she loves to talk and this boy he loves to listen
Drugs up in her body, but this time it’s her prescriptions
No, she’s not fucked in the head
Now it’s getting better. She got out of bed.
Every day she’s wishing that she had a fresh start
And now she got it and she’s working. I think that she’s go far
Her father wasn’t fucking there to keep the lights on in the dark
But now I am, and I can promise that we’ll never be apar

fresh start

stream

fresh start [moneo]

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

produced by @kingtheta

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

but i guess that wasn't true
now i don't know what to do
i was falling hard for you,
you were out with someone new
while i working away
to get you out that place
the place that you hate
you were hiding your faces
its outrageous
the way you faked this
and left me vacant

[@xobroken]
where are you?
i need to see you one last time before you go
i just need to let you know im vulnerable
because you fake all the emotions you show

but i cant do it the same
run away from the other pain that we face
be yourself, lately im too blame
is it really me or is it you that you hate?
baby what you saying?
telling me she loves me, i know that she's faking
lying to my face and i just cant take it
feeling out of place, got too many things changing

[@lottaheart]
used to think you were the best damn part of me
now i see who you are and its so hard for me
to believe you could do me so horribly
after everything, you saw the heart in me

bestpartofme w/ xobroken [king theta]

[not home.]
Oversized t shirts
Ripped blue jeans
The moonlight follows
Under dark grey trees
I’ll be gone by tommorow
Smoke staining my teeth
My insides rotting
From the emotion underneath
She loves when i smile
She hates when i breathe
Baby i get it
It’s hard to love me

[skele]
Is it hard for you
To love me?
Begging you please
Don’t leave
Is it too much
To let me breathe?
Empty bottles
Cold sheets

gone

not home. - gone w skele

How It Was

@kvnny @guardinmusic <3

sample: Fantasy by Alina Baraz

oh my god where do i begin. thank you guys so much for all of the support. its changing my life and its all thanks to you guys.  without you i would be nothing. i hope you guys are excited for the tracks that i am releasing in the future. big thanks go out to kenny and guardin. they both fucking killed it on this track and it wouldnt be the same without them. thank you guys for everything <3

Getaway (feat. kenny) [prod. guardin]

mixed by 
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn

Barely come around(prod splashgvng)

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lyrics ~

don’t think so cynical
your heartbreak subliminal, oh
some things don’t ever change
your love torn beneath the seams

don’t you really want what you say you want?
talk baby let it out
cos it’s all i’ve been dreaming of
these moments leave me in doubt

if it’s what you want let’s just sail away
to another place
till the end of days
we can hide somewhere we can’t escape
we’re a world away
we’re a world away

i’m so glad that you found me
i really need your help please
defying all the odds with you here i feel the night breeze
only one more life in paradise
is this what you called it?
a spur of the moment
i'm outta here
remember it
when you’re dying in your self worth

and i’m losing my emotion
to the waves of the ocean
i don’t wanna let it go
i'm regretting my choices
but you always knew how to keep me on the ground

if it’s what you want let’s just sail away
to another place
till the end of days
we can hide somewhere we can’t escape
we’re a world away
we’re a world away

Barely come around(prod splashgvng) {NOW ON SPOTIFY]

JXSHI