NEET

soloQ

suicide is never the answer. it will get better.

do drugs in public / cry in private

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

produced by @recyclexbin @jolst
cover art by @envyother

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest
x2

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song
reach inside the bag, hoping for the best
soon as i spoke i wish i'd left it unsaid
i can't look into your eyes, girl i'm off meds

waited three days for the comeback
lose myself piece by piece, can't get it all back
press pause, restart, had a fallback
up thinking bout the days where it started
i had it but it's slipping through my grip
can't take it girl, it's cutting through my skin
the due date is closer than i think
everything is collapsing within

where'd the time go?
i'm lost again, thinking where did i go wrong?
i can't on my own, i get lost in bliss
turn it up for this final song

can we pick up where we left?
there's been so many times i've wondered what was next
i pushed it down but now it's going to my head
i've been gone for a bit, sorry girl i'm on a quest

final song (prod. recyclebin & jolst)

Break my fingers / i'll hold your hand (prod. with3r)

Deal

spring 2024 ft 0k1ro 51five

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me
https://soundcloud.com/adeleines
https://www.instagram.com/killwillyy/

With grace i'll walk an extra step (prod. 13 & adeleine)

Featuring @reserrvv
Cover-art & Production by me (@bigdog30k)

Buffalobang:
I remember it clearly counting the days
Connecting our hands and touch on your face
I hate that you've seen me like this
I hate that you've seen me

I used to love this place now it's
It's just another state
Sorry if i kept you waiting
I was wasting time today
Crossing off everything that i 
Could have done another way
If its not an easy choice then
It's one that i have to make

Reserv:
I was driving you home drunk
Cus you had more than i did
I was going too fast over
The yellow painted bridge

But i looked at you
And it felt like 
I had a purpose
When i looked at you
All the worst days, well
It was worth it

I told you everything about me
And i don't think you liked that
The look on your face
It could kill me
The look on your face
It would kill me now too

Buffalobang:
I used to love this place now it's
It's just another state
Sorry if i kept you waiting
I was wasting time today
Crossing off everything that i 
Could have done another way
If its not an easy choice then
It's one that i have to make

Another State (Featuring Reserv)

buffalobang♯

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