- Blch  Plz Dont Read The Love Letters

vox prod mix by me ( @bigdog30k)
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxgBrk4ZNI

ill get back on my feet
i know i always repeat
i have been right here before
and i cant talk i cant see
its so much worse than it seems
ive been hurt like this before
and itll happen again

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

ill be the swan by the lake
ill be the one that breaks

i cant stand
i cant stand it any longer than i have
it feels bad
grab these hands
everyday is getting longer than the last
it feels bad

everything is falling apart x3

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

today im rotting
today
ill do whatever you want me to
x2

back on my feet

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

Weezer - I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams

01.DJ
Today i learned what it's like to feel real pain
Turned my life upside down nothing's the same
Walkin round turnt up im off too much i can't see straight
Headphones in the club i don't agree with the DJ

It's what it is
I can't reminisce
Gotta take a second and just realize they're all counterfeit
I heard you talking bout me crazy im like "Who is this?"
I had to cut off all these lames and i've been better since

Trust issues but i try to keep it real
Y3 shoes when she asked me what i wear
I loved you but now i don't know how to feel
You're poison, you're killing me, im liking it

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Hold me and fake a smile
We're running out of time

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Let go and say goodbye
Let's leave it all behind

DJ (with3r)

its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

if these problems still exist, then
god ill truly miss when
youd tell me you need me to
if these problems still exist when
im old enough to reminisce
then god ill pray that you
just take me
its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

its my turn
i just need some luck
its time to get unstuck
hurts, hurts to turn around
ill remember you

Losing Streak

Whining

https://soundcloud.com/bydion

All these different pleasures all it costed was my morals
I could never give up never was a fan of laurels
All that for a little bit of fame bro you’re twisted
Everything aligned took your shot but you missed it
You know Imma rapper you can book me for recital
Tryna vote me off this ain’t Australian idol
Penned a little message and I sent it with the bird
And if it doesn’t work then it’s back to the curb

Recount the whole thing but you don’t see what I was seeing
I’m from Western Sydney baby I’m not European
Too close to the sun left my ego in the dirt
Either make it or you don’t
Either way it’s gonna hurt
If I turn around this corner who’s gon’ be there waiting
I don’t wanna listen to what you’ve been saying
At the Grove I been chilling yeah my life’s amazing
Used to ignore me and shit and now to talk they’re paying

Clean gloves and clean TNs I step into the G
Could you even do what you’ve been asking of me
It’s not a holiday for us when it’s a trip outta the state
Become a different person with the mask on my face
I needa new connect quick I just hit JS on the phone
Why tf im renting when I’m barely ever home
I appreciate the invite but I’d rather be alone
Plant the trees in a row make the henge outta stone

Yon - Curb (Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

dion-twins-(avail)

featuring @sglily
produced by me (@bigdog30k)

[ buffalobang: ]
a sudden departure
could gut me of everything i knew
the night hits me harder
i bit off more than i can chew

i want you in the team
just tell me what you need
i want you in the team
just tell me what you need

ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

i gotta stop being so timid gotta take charge
im not a good team player and i hate sports
ill take the loss again cus winnings what u asked for
you gave me words but i burnt through em right after

[ sglily: ]
u came to see me i was seated on the bench,
but its for the best, its pouring out again
its important that u know i'm not the best
but im yrs if u would put me to the test

just test me, dont forget me
i'll be on yr team, give it all until im empty

[ buffalobang: ]
ill sleep without a blanket so my fever comes back
shoulda kept me on the bench, shoulda kept me out the match
didnt have much to give but i gave it all i had
if its not too much to ask for id like it all back

Sudden Departure, Soccer Club 2

Sudden Departure (Soccer Club 2)

Sudden Departure (Soccer Club 2) ft. Sg Lily

Throne - Lost Dogs Ft. Joeyy, Eruesudi, Dion (prod. Vinso)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Rip my flesh apart so it can grow back stronger, won't it?
These are all my thoughts and this is all my blood in which I wrote it
It’s a heavy heart, it’s made of stone, I don’t want you to hold it
Never had the chance to meet the people of which I’ve been moulded
Cursed to keep on checking mirrors just to see that nothings different
Somethings aren’t even my fault but I have chosen to forgive it
It’s gon take a while longer I just wish someone had told me
I keep everyone away, then wonder why nobody knows me

If perfection is perfected what’s the point in being perfect?
I gave someone all my love it didn’t work but it was worth it
Take a look I’m still a human it’s embarrassing to say it
Wasn’t supposed to be here this long it's surprising that I made it
They say words are stronger than a weapon, sharper than a blade
They say that you can’t be anything unless respect is paid
I’ve been had a million blessings, so I can’t go out conceited
Thanks for everything the words are there for whenever it’s needed

Open up myself, I’m ready to be free again
Tell you everything, I’m ready to be me again
The hopeless giving hope, that’s all that I can try and do
Tell me what you’re like, I wish that I was more like you
It’s tryna take my castle I’m living like my last night
All this bad karma aye shout out to my past life
Tryna save the planet, this time I will not recycle
Time that I pickup just hit me with the re-dial

Dion - Flesh (production by Avail)

Featuring @drrux
Prod & mix by me (@bigdog30k)

Buffalobang:
(every moment of my life is hell)
nowadays aint shit to smile about
theres something to it
i cant put my finger on
and i could tell you what you wanna hear
or i could just 
not say anything at all

some shit was never meant to do us better
on days like this i feel it more than ever 
i actually think that you'd be better off
nowadays i let the pressure talk

(i dont like it when you say things like that)
i do shit im not supposed to
i do shit that i dont wanna do
with all this shit that im opposed to
i mean its no wonder i dont like you


Drux:
Spend my day doing fuck all what’s the point 
split the pill & wash it down 
pushing down the noise 
I got caught up in the heat 
The blood starting to boil 
every single day it’s getting worse 
lost inside the void 
Is there anybody out there? 
This time I’m not so sure I’ll bounce back 


Buffalobang:
nowadays aint shit to smile about
theres something to it
i cant put my finger on
and i could tell you what you wanna hear
or i could just 
not say anything at all

some shit was never meant to do us better
on days like this i feel it more than ever 
i actually think that you'd be better off
nowadays i let the pressure talk

Smile About It

Smile About It Ft. Drux

rushing running down the stairs
hoping that my cat is there
shes the one thats by my side
even when i start to cry

she so white and fluffy too
her fur just makes me comfortable

i know shes just a cat
but she means the world to meeeeeee

shes my only company
she give me lots of peace

id die if she ever leaves

i love my cat and she loves me too
everyday the world makes me feel blue
but my fluffy little cat helps me get through
in her empty little head she has no clue

my best friend is a little fuzz ball
when i wanna cry i know who to call
meows when she wants to play
then im on my way

come on lets go
my only friend
playtime with you is my medicine

she knows when im sad
shes the best friend ive ever had

i love my cat!!!

omoidashite

sitting in the dark with you
waiting for the black figure to
walk down the traintracks
he would either kiss us or kill us
both
i was quiet until you
grabbed my hand and 
pulled it to you
i don't know if i belong here
or anywhere at all

Whining

buffalobang♯

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