i talk to my walls , they say im complainin'

punk prod feardorian chlorinemist

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

بين منطوق لم يقصد، و مقصود لم ينطق.. تضيع الكثير من المحبة
outro vox / strings @hiddencontact
outro guitar @1gunnar
love

usedtofailing (on spotify too now)

all instruments by Me3eee @ https://www.hachinemu.com
Cover illustration by Rey Gwen <333 https://reygwen.neocities.org/

Kill Me with ur Kisses

@omgisai
freestyle 👀

walk slow through the city lights
im tryna move but im stuck in time
im w my bros creepin in the night
keep my head down keep my circle tight

tears up on my jeans tears been rolling down my sleeves
aint nobody wanna talk to me i never feel seen
used to pray up on my knees now im quiet when i grieve
aint nobody wanna talk to me u dont know what i mean
tears up on my jeans walls are falling down on me yea
i done fleed the scene came back like a different me yea
fuck all of my dreams i just wanna live in peace yea
slam my fucking head in to feel something underneath yea

grew up on a screen yea
keep my eyes peeled there was too much shit i seen yea
hate to see ur name when im scrolling on my feed yea
its not what it seems woke up crying on my dream yea

its a bloody scene
give a fuck about ur art u just do it for the streams yea

yea i been fallin through routines
u still mad about some old shit theres not fucking beef yea
my true self buried deep
i be acting like i know shit i dont know a thing yea
friends they come n leave
i dont know where their going thats a common theme yea

bandAid✚ prod isai /𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎\

prod me this beat is from twenty twenty four
@omgisai
https://soundcloud.com/forgentoad/pressure
https://soundcloud.com/distrancee/weekends

@lynyou
u wont ever get it watch the way im steppin
mfs desperate get tf up out my mentions
try to copy me im in a whole nother dimension
i was making money u was busy playing genshin
labels in my dms i didnt even pay attention
lucky that im still here man its such a blessing
take too many risks i got blood up on my linen
sorry that yo bros lost u couldnt prevent it

woke up tired asf im still getting paid
i dont even like u it was just a phase
bitch i burned the book wasnt tryna turn the page
tried to shut me out now u begging me to stay

@omgisai
yeah they begging me to stay
i could never switch up on my bros
i will never change
my pockets full w percs & adderall i cannot be tamed
when i hop on the stage they all know my name
they all know my name
theres some kids that i knew way back yeah they still acting the same
if it's a problem w you
whos it right to blame
i aint never sane we put a bullet to your brain

@lynyou
its not what it seems when u see it 😲😲
i got enough money u can keep it
i dont trust u cant tell u my secrets
u dont wanna be my friend u want my preset

u wont ever get it watch the way im steppin
mfs desperate get tf up out my mentions
try to copy me im in a whole nother dimension
i was making money u was busy playing genshin
labels in my dms i didnt even pay attention
lucky that im still here man its such a blessing
take too many risks i got blood up on my linen
sorry that yo bros lost u couldnt prevent it

dimension +isai

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lynyou
@lynyou @trustt

fakeFriends +trustt [bonus]

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

usedtofailing (on spotify too now)

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